Hey, I don't own Teen Titans. I don't really know how to write this. It comes in bursts.

Quick note: Pay attention to quotations to understand what is actually said and what Beastboy is just thinking to himself.

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In every relationship, until the other person says it, you have no idea what they are thinking…

Next Day:Breakfast

Oh God, she's right in front of me looking for something in the cabinets. I gotta fight it. If only I could lean forward 5 inches and rest my head on her shoulder, and wrap my hands around her waist as I inhale her scent. O God I can't handle this.

"I need some air." BB says.

Beast Boy walks quickly out of the kitchen and heads towards his room.

"Whats with BB?" Cy said.

Beast Boy turns into his room and shuts the door. Turning his back towards the door, he leans back to catch his breath.

I can't do this. Whenever she is near me, I get the biggest urge to touch her. Its an insane feeling. Why don't I just grab her and hold her close for 2 seconds. Dumb idea, there is no way that I could only hold her for 2 seconds. And how would she feel about that?

"For someone to just walk up to you and hold you has gotta be one of the biggest no-nos among friends." He says to himself.

"Damn, I just gotta stop thinking about it." No good. Lets just think about it one more time. She knows how I feel about her, and she knows that I am serious. I have no idea how to win a person over. Flowers! No, girls want flowers from the guy they like who won't give them to her. That would end anything before it started. Okay, lets try another way of thinking about this. What would it take for someone to steal my heart and apply it to this situation.

Beast Boy crosses his room and sits with his back against the wall on his bed. He scratches his neck and then takes off his socks and to get comfortable.

"O man, I don't know! Its never happened before. I fall for someone, not because they are gorgeous or even likable, it just happens. I never choose it, it just becomes fact and I have to deal with it. Not helping is the fact that she is gorgeous, so I can't even think around her. I can't touch her at all, because I know if I did, it would last way too long for her."

"Okay, back to the question at hand, how would someone steal my heart? I have to like being around them, and they have to show me that they enjoy being around me. We make each other happy, and we are better off together than we are alone. They have to listen to me, and know me, and at the same time share enough about themselves so that its not just one sided. Damn, this isn't enough, because all of these things can also be called a friend. What is that extra push that makes a person more than a friend?"

"I can't explain it. That's how it should be. This is love, if it could be explained then what would be so great about it."

There's a knock at his door. "Who is it?"

"Raven, can I come in."

"Shit," he mutters to himself. "Come in" She walks in and takes a seat at his computer chair. "I want to hear something from you," she said.

"Go ahead," he says.

"…I need you to tell me why you want to be with me."

"Get out, we aren't having this conversation right now."

"What! I don't understand? This is your chance to sway me?" Raven says.

"I am emotionally unstable to have this conversation with you right now. If I started talking about you, I wouldn't be able to talk. Besides, words are weak and can change."

What the hell am I saying!

"So have your feelings changed about me?" she says.

"No, I'm sorry, I don't understand myself. I don't know when to do anything or what to say, but I'm only going to tell you how I feel about you when you feel the same about me. You can't just throw those words out there in an unsure relationship like this, it could completely change our working relationship. It could break the relationship."

God I hope she understood that correctly.

"…Your too happy.. Your way too happy for me. If I start caring about you, then I could become really unstable."

"You…sound like you might have some feeling for me." BB says.

"I never looked at you that way until last night…then I started thinking and I didn't like what I thought. We are too incompatible. I need someone similar to me. Someone dark…your not dark BB." She says.

"…You seem unsure of yourself. If you want it, then take it. You think too much." BB says.

"And you don't think enough!" she yells. Beast Boy's room shimmers for several seconds. "I have to get out of here. I need to think."

Raven exits closing the door behind her.

Beast Boy whispering, "Your amazing. I tried to figure out what it is that I love about you the most, and I could never figure it out. What you say and what you do has so much power over me. Words from you can make me so happy. I hated you at first for this, I didn't like the fact that one person had so much power over me. You didn't ask for my heart, I just gave it to you." Looking up crying. "I can see me and you together so well …its so real. We just fit together. I can't make sense of anything, I don't even know why I love you.