Affairs of the Heart
Part One: High Doubts
Chapter seven
When I went home, I just curled up in my bed and cried. So this was what heartbreak felt like. Huh, now I know how Gina felt, except my pain, is 10 times worse.
"So, he left?" Sam was glowing in the corner of my room.
I didn't even answer him. I had cried so much I was shaking.
"If, he loved you, he wouldn't have left right? So, basically he just gave you the boot? He did a horrible, mean way of it."
I just started to shake even more.
"If, I were you, I would not want to live here anymore, not with all the memories. I mean who knows, he might sell the house too."
"Well, I will talk to you later Suze. Feel better."
It was a day before it hit me that I had not eaten in 48 hours. Every once and a while I would hear the phone go off, but I wouldn't not move from my bed. Of course my mother and Gina and Cee Cee had come by to see me, but I wouldn't budge. It was Christmas and I was alone. I couldn't live here anymore. No, it was like Sam had said. I just couldn't live with all the memories.
He had left me…Alone…forever.
Dear Jesse,
I can't live here, not with out you. So I am moving. I don't know where I am going, but anywhere but California. I love you more than anything in the world, which is why we had to let go of each other. You will be a great doctor and I know I will never forget you. Here is your ring back; I know one day it will make some girl very happy. So, this is goodbye.
Love with all my heart,
Susannah
P.S- Spike is okay. I left him with Cee Cee.