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Chapter 15: A Plan That Went into Shatters and the Other Reason Why

"By cursing Sesshomaru." Shida silently said.

"What?"

Shida sighed. "Since I didn't come back like my former self, I had a feeling someone will eventually will. When I was old enough, I went on a search to find this certain person. I hoped that I would find this person before Mouko did. I succeeded. I met you after the battle with Naraku. You were alone and I didn't want you to die. It would have saved me the trouble but I am mean. It would have been too harsh and would hurt my conscience. I wanted you to be happier and..."

"What do you mean die? You were in trouble and you didn't call for help?!" Kagome interrupted and gave Sango a concerned look.

"It's not that. I don't want to talk about it." Sango whispered. She didn't want them to find out that she actually considered suicide. "Please continue Shida..."

"Well I was hoping that also you would fall in love with someone but..."

"Yes I know. It was a simple crush that I had on Miroku."

"Yeah, I found out a bit too late. After I did, I started to plan something. I was crazy but I wanted to give it a shot. It all started when I was walking through the woods one day, thinking about what should I do then heard someone coming and then I saw him. He was just walking and I started to follow him to what he was up to. He sensed me so transformed myself into a little boy to conceal myself. I showed myself to him and he didn't like me much. I made up an excuse that I lost my mom and asked for help. He turned me down. I left him alone and I started to plan."

"Don't tell me. You wanted to play matchmaker?"

"Exactly. I figured he was the perfect candidate. He was also alone and he needed someone to open him up. I thought the little girl that traveled with him had effected him but my assumption was wrong. So I figured that if I cursed him, he would open up more and... well you get the rest. I thought you two would look lovely together."

Sango blushed a bit before turning sad again. "I figured that if you fell in love with someone else then when Mouko appeared, he would forget everything about you. That's when I come in. But everything that I planned started to fall apart. It all started when you met him that day in the village. I wanted Fubuki to keep an eye on you two."

"So, is Fubuki really yours?"

"Not really. I was too busy to raise him so I thought he was good for this mission. I just wanted to report to me whenever I was around. Of course, Sesshomaru was irritated when I did. But when Fubuki told me that a tiger youkai with black hair and purple eyes appeared, I knew it was him. I didn't expect him to show up so soon. My powers were still coming back when he showed up so I couldn't see into the future really well. So I left everything be."

"You still don't have all your powers back?"

"No. It seems whenever I am around Mouko; my powers come back faster. Back then, I was really powerful. But I wasn't powerful enough to stop everything from happening. I wasn't allowed to tell him. I shouldn't have intervened!" Shida started to cry. "Now I most likely won't be able to see my Mouko again!" Kagome and Sango scooted closer to Shida to comfort her. "They might be somewhere cold, alone, and might even be still hurt!"

"Wait a minuet!" InuYasha stood up. "You mean they're still alive."

Shida looked up at him. "Yes..." She sobbed. "I tried looking for them, but its seems like something is trying to prevent me to locate them. I couldn't sense them earlier but I could somehow now. They must have been out of reach or they were in a deep state of sleep. I forgot to tell you earlier. I was too wrapped up with something else..."

Sango got up

"Where in hell do you think you're going?"

"I'm going to find..."

"Not now! It's too dark! There are fucking demons! Are you insane?!"

"That's probably why Fubuki left. He probably sensed him before I did. I am going to find him!"

"Sango, but InuYasha is right. There are too many demons out there and you know that. The village is safer. I am not trying to be mean."

"I don't care."

Shida herself got up and stared at Sango with puffy eyes. "I know you care about him but you are not thinking straight. How would Sesshomaru would feel if he found you in tiny pieces, and was unable to use the Tensaiga?"

Sango's eyes started to drift. "I miss him but you're right." she slumped down. "But in I will leave very early tomorrow morning." She said with determination.

"I know how you feel. I feel the same way with Mouko."

Note: I am still sick and I am tired. I would have posted one more chappy today but I need my rest. Being sick about a month is not good but I always but my reviewers/fans first. I like to make people happy. That is whyI update alot. Well ciao!

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