I realize
Your blood, it stains my hands
It drips down and off
To the puddle formed
By your life less body
But wait what is this feeling
Was I not supposed to hate you?
To make you suffer for my family
I stare at your lifeless body
Your blond hair now stained with blood
I pick you up and cradle you
Your family destroyed my village
You were supposed to pay for your family's crime
But now I look at you limp in my arms
Once you would have fought me
Once you would have been throwing insults
But now
Now you lie motionless
The warm comforting heat
Is now leaving your body
It's becoming cold scary almost
And yet I hold you
Now I see through my tears
My mistake
I realize I love you
I realize…