URGENT! READ THIS FIRST!
This is actually a conversation that I unknowingly made up with someone while I was talking to them on M.S.N last night. I thought that it was really sweet, so I saved as much as I could. Unfortunately, I didn't get enough of it at the beginning. But you get the gist of it. Basically, Draco is trying to convince Harry that he loves him, but Harry doesn't want Draco to love him because everyone who comes close to him gets hurt, and Harry doesn't want that to happen to Draco.
Draco - It is you whom I should be questioning, my love. For it is you who doubts my declaration of undying love. It is you whom I should be asking to prove if your love shall diminish into blinding hatred. You toy with my emotions as a cat would a mouse before it should digest it. This I say to you, MY LOVE, why is it that you doubt my words. For they are nothing but what mine heart doth wish to express.
Has thou nothing to say that would excuse your words of belittlement?
Harry - You speak only the truth for I want to believe that my heart is true, that I shall forever love such beauty that you behold but deep inside I know that its all a lie. My love for you comes with a price and that price is our eternal soul, we'll walk these cold and lonely streets forever, how long that is, I will never know. But understand that I need the closure, your warmth and your love for without it I'll go insane, without your love I'm nothing and it breaks my heart if that's possible. It's as if my world is crumbling down each time you leave my side...
Draco - Your words come from thyne heart, but thou must understand that our love is forever eternal, and I could care less of our immortal souls, for I wish to live in what is real, not what might be.
Harry - One as yourself you never understand that one like my own is a dreamer and to me I'm forever looking for realty for this does not seem to be real and I forever be looking for another world, you are not enough for me to walk these roads forever.
Draco - Why are thou blind to the truth in mine words? Why does thou want forever greener pastures? Why cannot you see with thyne heart and not with thyne eyes?
Harry - thy search the truth my eyes and ears for that is all I have ever known, my heart is broken and cant seem to repair itself so I shall never understand what one means with this thing called love and forever for love as everything else dies that much I understand.
Draco - If thyne heart hast been ripped apart... why Thoth thou not let mine beat for the both of us? If thou shalt give me but one opportunity, might I be able to re-kindle your fires that you call love. I cannot stand to watch as you walk these lonely paths for the rest of your immortal life. I implore you to open up to this love and let me carry you across your deserts of pain and despair
Harry - As much as my heart reaches out to you I'm beyond repair. I wish that you could see my tears and my raw wounded scars. I wish you could understand that there is much more then meets the eyes for I wish my heart wasn't black and hollow. Why does not people see that I'm bleeding? That I'm dying, that I can not feel or understand your love for me, nor do I deserve it. That I doubt not only you but myself and you deserve so much more then a broken child.
Draco - WHY MUST THOU RIP THYNE HEART LIKE THIS? WHY MUST YOU CURSE YOUR OWN BEAUTY? I do not want anyone but you, my love. Why must thou be so blind to yourself? Thou is broken and wounded, yes, but I must implore you to give me the chance I deserve to prove to you that you are not broken beyond repair. To let thou see that thou heart is as pure as the purest angel's wings
Harry - I'm many things my dear but an angel I deny for my heart could and was never pure and although my love shines brighter then any star a star inevitably burns out and turns into a black hole where no one seems to understand or comprehend that the black hole is filled with resentment and remorse, does one like you not understand what the means? I can only take so much and my heart is already bleeding and you do not deserve such a suffering as one like my own, you deserve so much more then I could ever give.
Draco - What I deserve, I do not want. What I want is thou. For if thou were to be consumed by thou hatred and resentment of thou self, I would loose thou. I could not bare to live mine life if thou were not there beside me. Could not bare to sleep at night knowing that the space thou occupies should never be filled once more. And it would all end in tragedy, such as Shakespeare's masterpiece.
Harry - If you love me like you say, you let me go for I DO NOT want be left broken and shattered, please I beg of you, with such beauty to leave my rotting heart alone and let me suffer for that is what I deserve and thou I cant sleep or dream or much less live its my reality and I'll have it no other way.