I had fallen asleep for eternity, with a promise that I shall forever remain oblivious to the truth despite it is right here, in front of me. Into the abyss of misery, I suffered unknowingly without any reason. The pain was stashed so deep in my heart, never would it ever see the light again. Dreams became just an illusion, a world where all the hopes turns and became rays of lights. The impeding darkness I ignore, I despise, I forget… I shall live in my own world of darkness. It does not matter if a guiding light was needed, all I need was to be alone, to be away from all these naïve fights over nothing…
I am nothing but one in a crowd. Common. There could be thousands of people like me. There is no reason why I am here, maybe just here to receive punishment and face the hideous side of life. All the love and joy would fade eventually and all it leaves was just nothing more than a lonely and cold heart. A memory that is more of haunting.
But when the pain surfaced again, could it be it is time I should stop deluding myself in such an imaginary world. Can I still stand strong and face this cruel and ugly world of lives, where all the happiness is just nothing but superficial, on the contrary, all misery is reality. The scar they left is still etched in my heart but I am standing up, I am opening my eyes to see what I can do. I am nothing alone, I can do nothing alone, but yes I shall not refuse to do what I can do. There is no reason, no hope, nothing to bring me back to the dark that I had left. But still, it is the time to find out the reason why I am here… And I am not afraid to begin on this whole journey again…if that is the only way to find my life back.
Everyone is here for a reason, thus that is why you spend your life seeking for it…