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Warnings Angst, angst, angst, angst, and can we say ANGSTY ANGST GOODNESS!!! OH AND DON'T FORGET YAOI. Don't like it DON'T BITCH TO ME ABOUT IT!!!

Disclaimer I don't own them. Though I would like to get my hands on Kouji, Kouichi, and Takuya for a while. Chuckles evilly

The afore mentioned boys: laughs nervously. Uh oh

Author Notes This fic was inspired by "Sweet Dreams" and "The Beautiful People" by Marilyn Manson. The stuff in Italics is a poem I did for this chapter. And when it come t making up names I really suck at it., but anyways if any were wondering when "Sweet Dreams" was coming into play in this fic. All I can say is that it's coming. I'll shut up now and be on the show now.

Chapter X

Slaps in the Face

(Takuya)

The last few weeks have been awesome. It has been about a month since me and Kouji got together, and it has been awesome, not only for me but for Kouji too. I don't think that I have ever seen Kouji look so happy, ever. Izumi found out, well I let in on the secret, and of course she squealed with glee, just like any girl would. Life was just great.

That is till I came home one day…

It was a warm Saturday and Kouji and I had had a date. The day in itself had been extraordinary. He even kissed me in the park, and Kouji really wasn't for one for showing affection in public, hence why it was so special to me. I walked Kouji home and then I went to my own house. It felt as if I was walking on air. It seemed like there was nothing in this world that could bring me down that could bring me down.

Then of course Just when you're at your peak, is when everything goes to hell. And to hell it did go. And it went hard and fast.

I stepped into my house. I was just about to go to my room to gather clothes and such for a long hot shower. The day may have been an absolute wonderful day, but I was tired, and just wanted to lounge around for the rest of the afternoon.

"Takuya" I heard my father say, "please come into the now"

I did so

"Sit" he said and pointed to the couch

I did. He looked kind of angry. I was trying to figure out if I had done anything to upset him lately.

"So" he started "what do you have to say for yourself"

I just stared at him with a look of confusion painted on my face.

"Don't play games Takuya Kanbara. You know what you did."

"No disrespect father" I started "but I don't know what you are talking about"

"You don't KNOW what I speak of!!?" the let me inform you." He stood abruptly "I was at the park to day to have lunch at the park for a change of scenery to get out of the office for a bit. And I saw the most vile and disgusting thing. I saw to boys kissing. But upon looking closer I saw that it was my eldest son, and his best friend!!"

I know I must have visibly paled. I didn't know what to say, what to do.

"and" he continued "I want some answers. NOW!"

"Well" I started I didn't know where to go from there

"Please tell me you're not one of those faggots Takuya" he said almost pleadingly

I looked down at the floor and began speaking "…I'm sorry you feel that way father. I…I love him. I am... gay" there were tears pricking the corners of my eyes. I tried my best to hold them back.

"I'm sorry too Takuya"

Before I knew it I was on the ground and the right side of my face hurt like hell. He had backhanded me HARD.

"Now pick yourself up and go to your room till I figure out what I want to do with you."

I picked myself up. I know the tears were streaming down my face. I looked at him, in his eyes there was nothing there. Not pity, no remorse. I felt a gouge in my heart. What I was I to do now. What it he wanted to kick me out of the house.

"Go NOW Takuya" he said and pointed.

I did as I was told and walked to my room and shut the door quietly. I fell onto my bed and cried into my pillow. I must have fallen asleep, because I awoke to the sounds of yelling"

"…what does it matter, he still my little boy, your son OUR son."

"I matters because it's not right. It's wrong, it's vile and it disgusting."

"I don't like it either, but he is still my son. And who knows maybe this is just a phase"

"for his sake he better, I will not allow any of those kind of people to live in my home"

I heard foot steps coming toward my room.

"Takuya" he yelled as he burst into my room "Living room, Now!" he stated and walked in the direction of said room.

I followed without hesitation. I didn't want to make him any angrier.

"Sit"

I did so

You looked squarely at me hard. "You are not to see this Kouji ever again."

I felt as if someone dumped a pile of steel beams on top of me.

"and if I were you I wouldn't. you don't want to know what will happen if I catch you with him"

I knew the tears were streaming down my face now.

"After school you will come directly home"

"what about Soccer"

"DIRECTLY home Takuya. You will stay home on the weekends, and will only go places if you are accompanied by me or your mother."

I sniffled and started to wipe my eyes. I don't know what happened next but my father was sneering at me and the next thing I knew I was on the ground cheek burning again.

"Stop your Crying!" he yell "boys don't cry! Now get up and go to your room. I want every picture you have of that boy. I want anything he as given you. And I want it in 10 minutes or I'll come in there and do it myself."

I ran up to my room. I picked up my pictures of Kouji pictures and started piling them on his desk. I managed to hide a few, by stuffing them down my pants. 'I'll find a place for these later' it thought

Five minute later my father walked into the room. I pointed to the desk

"is this it?"

I nodded

"It better, or so help me..."

"Dad that's all of them" I said between sobs

He left and I fell to my bed and cried myself to sleep, wishing, that this was just a horrible nightmare. I would wake up and Kouji would be right beside me.

Scy: 5 months. Holy fuckin shit. That's a looong ass time to leave you guys hangin. But a lot has happened in those five months. basically I had a job, lost it due to downsizing, got another job and abso-fuckin-lutely hated it and quit my first night. Then I come a cross another thought it would be cool, then my boss turned out to be an utter ass I hate this guys guts(he could keel over dead in front of me and I would point and laugh, kinda hate) I was on the verge of quitting but he fired me before I could quit, because he kept trying to put words in my mouth and I didn't like it and told him what I thought about it. Then finally I started workin at Goodyear. I love it there, my boss rocks; me and the other ppl there get along more that fine. And for once in my life I don't dread going to work in the morning. Cept this morning. Icy/slushy streets, and utterly horrid weather. But that's a different story.

But enough of my ranting.

Many Many thanks to my readers, you guys ROCK! Now be off with you to REVIEW !!! And I promis I'll try to update way sooner.

Take care, and see ya

Scy