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Your Father, Healing, and a Trainer
(Still in Yoko's POV) You just stand there looking at Koenma whos eyes have gotten wide in shock. "Bu...she...you...THIS CAN'T BE!" yells Koenma at Youko. "Why wasn't it recorded?" he asks Yoko. "I was only with Kellianne one night. I didn't want her to get into trouble when they found out that she had mated with me. But it seems that they found out she had been with a fox because when I went back to look for Kellianne, she was gone. I never knew she was pregnant. And don't punish Kitty for what she did because it was my fault." you replied to Koenma. "What do you mean 'your fault?'" asks Koenma. "Well, when she told me about it, I kinda told her that I didn't know any Kellianne Cat and that I didn't have a child." you reply sheepishly. "Well then..." Koenma got cut off by Kitty starting to shiver and move her head from side to side. It was just then that you and everyone noticed she was sweating. You notice that she is shivering and just as you are about to ask what's happening, you see your daughter open her mouth and scream, "No! Mom, you can't leave me!" "Hiei, go into her nightmare and try to reach her." you hear Koenma say. You look at Hiei and see that he has his eyes closed in concentration. (Hiei's POV) You are trying to get into Kitty's head when you hit a force field. You break through it easily and think weak then you reach her subconcioius and see her dream where she is being taken away by a lady while a neko is running toward a burning village. "Kitty, you need to wake up." you say to her. She doesn't respond and you realize that this is a memory, not a dream. They fade and you see her again, but a lot older, being given a really old envelope. The lady said "I have decided to let you have what your mother gave me to give to you the day that she made me run off with you. She said to give you this when you were starting to come into your powers. So, here." Then that memory went forward to a burning house and Kitty being held back by a demon. Then that fades and is replaced by her in a different form and being ravaged by men and demons. Then that disappears and you see her standing in her human form with nothing but darkness around her. You realize that she isn't in memories anymore and say while walking forward, "Kitty, we nee..." you hit a solid boundry and realize that you won't be able to break it. (Your POV) Your memories have just flooded over you and you are surrounded by darkness. Then you hear someone snicker. You sense someone appear behind you and you quickly turn around and go to slap him. You feel your hand being stopped by another and you hear Kain's familiar voice "Kitty, you are going to have to be faster than that if you want to beat me." You try to punch him in the gut but he catches your fist. Then you realize how vulnerable you are with him holding both of your hands. "Let me go, Kain." you say in a whisper. "Ahh...you are starting to talk again. Very good." after he says this he takes your right fist that he is holding over your head twisting you around so that your back is against his abs and getting a hold of your wrist instead of your fist. Your heart skips a beat in fear because you don't know what he is planning to do. You start to struggle and try to get away when he says, "Stop." Your body stops moving. You realize that he has paralized you. You try to move but your body won't respond. "I have waited patiently to mate with you, but no longer." he says then kisses your neck while leaving a burn. You hiss in pain then he pulls up from your neck. "I won't do it now because one of your friends is trying to get through our force field. He can't see me, but he can see your back and nothing else. I will leave one more mark before I leave and visit you in real life to finish this." he said and you felt his hand slide up your shirt in the back and undo your bra. You whimper and he says, "Don't worry. What I am gonna do to you later will hurt worse but put you in much more pleasure." Then you feel his hand move around front and cup your left breast. You feel a searing pain as he leaves his hand print then disappeared. When he disappears your knees buckle underneath you and you start to cry. "Kitty?" you hear someone ask behind you. You turn around and see Hiei. You realize that Hiei is the one Kain was talking about so, you stand up and reply, "What are you doing here? Why are you in my mind?" "They told me to come and see if I could bring you out of your dream. You were screaming when I left. When I got here, you were in your memories then you just stood there with your back to me until I broke through your barier. What happened?" he said and asked looking curious. "Nothing happened. What happened after I passed out?" you reply. "Your father caught you and told Koenma the truth about him being your father. You need to go back, but be warned. Your wrists and ankles are crushed, cut, and bleeding, so, there will be a lot of pain." "Alright." Hiei disappeared and you forced yourself to wake up. A second before you woke up, the pain hit you like a ton of bricks. You opened your eyes to meet a pair of golden ones. You notice that your father is holding you. "Youko. Let Kurama take over for now." you hear someone say, but can't make out the voice. "Why?" says your father with concern in his voice. "He will know how to be a father, and he can bandage her until Yukina can get here." you hear the voice say. "Fine." Yoko started glowing and Kurama came back. When he saw that he was holding you he blushed and said, "I'm so sorry, Kitty. Did Youko do anything to you? I'm sorry for anything he did to you. He can see everything I do but I can't see anything that he does. I..." you cut him off, "It's okay, Kurama. Or should I call you dad? Because Youko is my father." Kurama looked faint. He sits down in the chair that had bound you and looks like he is going to drop you. You finally remember that you are in your human form and you were hurt in your human form. If you change into one of your demon forms then you won't have the injuries. You close your eyes and start glowing. You change into your kitsune form and look at Kurama's green eyes with your gold ones. He looks at you and actually does drop you. You land on your ass with a loud thud and say, "Ouch! You're not supposed to drop me! I didn't think it would surprise you that much to see a female version of Youko." You get up and walk to Koenma's desk and ask, "So, Koenma, how does this work? Is Shuichi Minamino my father because he is one with my real father?" "Well, considering that they are one and can never be separated into two people (I think they can separate but Youko would have to kill Shuichi, but in this quiz they can't. If you don't like it then you can deal with it in your own little way), then yes he is your father also." says Koenma. "Now that I know who your parents are, tell me why you won't turn into your mixed form." he says getting back on track. "Well, binky-breath, I'm not going to tell you, so deal." you reply going back to your emotionless and toneless features and voice. Why won't you tell us? says a voice in your head. Because I don't want to, Hiei. It brings back too many bad memories, and thinking of memories. If you tell anyone of what you may have seen in my memories, I will murder you and send you straight to hell before that freaky grim reaper girl can reach you. And why don't you stay out of my head and read Koenma's instead? you think to him. Hn. You couldn't kill me if your tried. he says to you then leaves your head. You see Koenma get angry and you think that he is going to yell at you, when he turns around and yells at Hiei, "HIEI! GET AND STAY OUT OF MY HEAD OR I WILL GIVE YOU A VERY SEVERE PUNISHMENT!" Your eyes widen as you realize that he had listened to you. Then you hear him in your head again. See? I can't go into his head because he will punish me sevearly. and you hear sarcasm in his voice. You decide to hit a nerve and reply, OOOH! Is the big bad Hiei afraid of a big baby's punishment? Hiei glares at you and neither of you realize that the gang and Koenma are starting at you in shock. Well, you baka onna, I'm not afraid of his punishment, I just don't like them. Being assigned to this 'team' is punishment for my crime. And at least I can protect myself against thieves ravaging and raping me. he says as an after thought while sending you the image of your memory that he saw. (I hope I didn't confuse you because I confused myself). This really and I mean REALLY pisses you off. Your eyes turned a blood red and you charged at Hiei who had gotten up from his window asill and was facing you. When you got to him you slapped him across the face so hard that his head turned to his right and the left side of his face had a bright red handprint on it. Then you said out loud, "Don't you ever talk to me about that again. I was sixteen and it was my first time being in my mixed form. I coun't fight back! I have been re-living that memory at nights and I don't want to live it in my waking hours. Until you know how scared, filthy, and vulnerable that you feel when that's happeneing, don't even bring it up to me again!" By now, you had tears falling out of your eyes. "I am going to my room. Please do not bother me until I come out." you say then leave the room before anyone can call you back. You go straght to your room, shut your door, lay down on your bed with your head in your pillow, and start crying. (Hiei's POV) Kitty just hit me hard across the face and says, "Don't you ever talk to me about that again. I was sixteen and it was my first time being in my mixed form. I couldn't fight back! I have been re-living that memory at nights and I don't want to live it in my waking hours. Until you know how scared, filthy, and vulnerable that you feel when that's happeneing don't even bring it up to me again!" You had noticed that she was now crying. She stands up and says, "I am going to my room. Please do not bother me until I come out." You want to call her back, but she leaves before anyone can say anything. You raise your left hand and touch your face where she slapped you and it feels like it is on fire. You get up and head for the door but Kurama comes at you and pins you to the wall and you don't struggle at all. "What did you say to her?" Kurama askes in a dangerously low voice. "I can't tell you." you reply in your emotionless voice. "Don't lie to me. Tell me what you said to her!" he yells at you. "I can't tell you. She doesn't want anyone to know. You're her father! You go and ask. If she wants to tell you, then she will. Now, let me go." you reply to him. You then push him off of you and leave. You go up to your room and sit on the window sill, looking outside and thinking. (Your POV) You wake up after crying yourself to sleep and look at your clock. It reads 5:30 A.M. You groan because you've slept for a long time. You fell asleep at four o'clock the day before. You get up, grab a couple towels, lock your door, lock your windows, shut your blinds, and go into your bathroom. You turn on your shower to the right temperature, then you start looking for something. You find what you're looking for. It's a double edged razor blade that you have always kept for emergencies. You get undressed, and get into the shower. You let the water run down your back. You take the razor blade and start to cut your left wrist. You don't go deep enough to break a blood vessel and kill yourself, but deep enought that you bleed and cause yourself pain to take away the pain of Hiei's words and the pain of what happened between Kain and you in your dream. You cut five close lines that go all the way around your wrist, then you do the same thing to your other wrist. You don't cry or anything. As you see your blood going down the drain you think of it as your pain and sorrow being washed away. After five minutes of just standing there watching, you finish your shower, wrap a towel around your hair and body, then you get out. Your wrists are still bleeding. You wrap your whole arms in bandages so as not to make it look suspicious. Your hands are not bandaged though. You go into your bedroom with your towel wrapped around you and go to your closet. You pick out some black jeans and a black sleeveless shirt. Over your shirt you put on a black, slipknot, hooded sweatshirt. You brush your hair and put it into a low ponytail then put your hood up. Lastly, you put on two plain black wrist bands so as to cover up the white bandages you have on and to hide any stray blood that may leak out. You unlock your door and go downstairs. You smell food in the kitchen and walk in to see your dad cooking and Hiei on the window sill looking out. They haven't noticed you so you sit down without making a noise and just wait for someone to notice you. "Hiei, I still want to know what you said to my daughter to make her so angry." Says your dad, still not noticing you are there because he is too wrapped up in cooking. "Hn. My answer is still the same, baka fox." Replies Hiei. "I am wanting to know from you and I don't want to wake Kitty up right now because it is early and she hasn't slept in two days." "Well, why don't you just ask her now, considering she is already awake, sitting at the table and listeneing to our conversation? I told you that she can tell you if she wants. It's hers to tell." At this your dad turns around and looks at you in surprise. "Hey,honey! How long have you been down here?" he asks. "About five minutes. Hiei is right for not telling. I told him not to tell and he hasn't. He has earned some of my respect back for that." You reply. "Okay." he says with a smile and returns to cooking, and leaving it silent once again. Five minutes later, Yusuke, Kuwabara, and Botan come down into the kitchen and your dad puts the food on the table. You get up and walk toward the door. "Where are you going, Kitty?" Botan asks you cheerily. "I'm not hungry right now. I'll be outside if you need me, just holler. I'll hear ya'" you reply. "But you need..." Kurama started to say but was cut off by the door shutting. "...to eat." he finished himself. (With the Gang) "Why don't you guys break the ice by training? I mean, you don't know what all she can do, so, train her." says Botan. "I think that's a good idea." said Kurama while continueing to eat. After everyone was finished, they all went outside. "Kitty!" Kurama yelled. (Bak to you.) "Kitty!" you hear your dad yell for you. You had found some earth that was worn down, with white boundarie lines around it, and had jumped into a tree right beside it. They were getting really close now. Right under you, in fact. Instead of jumping down and letting them know of your presence, you stayed there. "Where could she be? She said that she would hear if we yell for her." said your father to the rest of the group. "I know that she's your daughter and all, but I don't know if we should trust her." says Yusuke to Kurama. (Gang's POV) "What are you trying to say, Yusuke?" says Kurama, not looking too pleased. "All that I am saying is, we don't know anything about her. What if she isn't your daughter at all? She is a thief and an assassin. She may be lieing to us then kill us in our sleep." Yusuke replies. "I don't care what you have to say. She is my daughter and I believe her all the way." Kurama says getting very angry. "Just be careful and don't let your guard down all the way. That is all I'm saying. Will you do that for us?" "Fine. Now let's go find her. Maybe she is on the other side of the house." (Your POV) You are completely stunned as you see all of them except Hiei walk off. "Hiei, aren't you coming with us?" you hear your dad say. "Hn. I couldn't care less where she is at." "Suit yourself. Let's go." said Yusuke. They left but you didn't move. You had a raging battle going on inside of you. They don't trust me. What did I ever do to them? It's just like other times. I should have kept the promise I made to myself when I left the thieves. I should have never spoken again. You look over to Hiei and fall off the tree because he is looking directly at you. You are about to hit the ground when he catches you. He sets you down and you ask, "How long have you known that I was in the tree?" "Since we got here." "Why didn't you tell the others I was there?" "Why didn't you make them known of your presence?" "I figured they would find me. When they started talking, I decided to listen in." "Have you learned that it is not polite to eavesdrop?" "I do what I want. Polite or not. You can not stop me from doing that." "You need to learn your place, baka onna. You are living here. You should and will follow ours, and Koenma's, orders." "And who are you to order me around? Why should I listen to you when I don't listen to anyone else? What's so special about you?" Both of you were arguing so much that you didn't notice the others had come back and they all had anime sweatdrops. "Emm...guys? What are you talking about?" asks Kurama. "Nothing. What are you wanting? Why were you calling for me?" you say, rather harshly. "We were going to train you, baka." says Hiei in the same voice you spoke in. "Well, let's get started." you said as you walked into the make shift ring. "Who will I be fighting first?" "Let's pair you up with Kuwabaka. Since you will have problems defeating him and he's the weakest." replied Hiei, from the tree he was sitting at, before anyone could say anything. This REALLY pisses you off. Your eyes glow a blood red and you begin to glow a white color. Oh no! I don't want to change into this form. I'll be raped again. you fall down to your knees and grab your head. You let some spirit energy out, not knowing what it would do. All you were doing was trying to stay in your human form. You finally feel yourself stop changing and you know that you are still in your human form. You open your eyes and stand on shaky legs. Your feeling very weak from the struggle. So weak, in fact, that you think Kuwabara could beat you in a match. You look up and see fire. You realize that you had started it when you let your spirit energy out. Then you see two, red, flaming eyes, right up in your face. "What were you trying to do, baka? This is just supposed to be training, not a fight to the death match with womever you please!" yells Hiei in your face. "If you think I did that on pupose, then you can't hear worth shit! I told Koenma already, while you guys were in there, that I haven't mastered my mixed demon form and I can only use my fire powers in that form! I also said that since I don't want to master my mixed form, then I will never master my fire powers! That was a complete accident, you asshole! Now, leave me the fuck alone!" you yelled back at hime and head for the house. "Wait, Kitty! Can we at least see what you can do with your powers?" says Yusuke lightly. "Not this time." you reply. "Come on. Not in a fight. Just show us everthing you can do!" he whines, trying to persuade you. "You want to see what I can do?" you ask while getting frustrated. "Then you asked for it!" you exclaimed. Suddenly, wind had blown him up against a tree. Then some vines shot up from the ground and tied him to the tree. You knew what you would do next would tax most of the rest of your energy, leaving you with just enough to go into your room, using shadows, but you did it anyway. You pulled a rose from your hair and shouted, "Rose Whip!" Yusuke was now shaking and stuttering while you advance upon him. You stopped then snapped the whip twice, leaving a small cut on each cheek. You dropped the rose whip and let the vines release Yusuke, who fell on his knees because they woudn't hold him up. You walked onto a shadow and disappeared into it before anyone could say anything. You made it take you to your room and you stepped out of the shadow just in time to get to your bed and lay down. Then you blacked out from lack of energy. (Gang's POV) Kitty just left and Yusuke is breathing heavily. "Okay. Maybe I shouldn't have pressed it." he says. "Obviously." replies Hiei sarcastically. "Where'd she go?" asks Kurama, looking at Hiei. "How the hell should I know?" he asks. "You're the one with the Jagan." Kurama shouts. "She doesn't want found. Why do you think she left?" Hiei says as he starts to walk back to Koenma's. "Damn it Hiei! She's my daughter!" Kurama shouts as he walks up to Hiei while Youko is trying his dardest to talk Kurama into letting him out. "Leave me alone, fox!" says Hiei heatedly. Youko broke free. He grabbed Hiei by the collar and shoved him up against a nearby tree. "Listen to me now, Kajihenge!" said Youko in a deadly voice as gold eyes meet crimson. "You tell me where she is or I'll tear you apart!" "Hn. Get off me now, or you won't have the limbs to tear me apart with." Hiei growled out. Yusuke and Kuwabara just stand there watching the display interestedly. "Tell me where she is!" Youko yells angrilly as he slams Hiei again into the tree. Hiei snaps. He pushes Youko roughly away from him and up against another tree while taking out his sword and placing it agianst his neck. "I told you to get off of me or I would cut your arms off, now do you want me to hold up my end of the bargain? If so, keep pushing it, Youko!" Hiei then puts his katana away and walks off towards his room. "Umm...Youko, maybe we should go tell Koenma about her and get her into training?" says Yusuke lightly. "You know, Yusuke, I think that is a good idea. Let's go." says Youko. He heads off toward Koenma's office with the others following slowly behind. (Koenma's Office with Yusuke, Youko, and Kuwabara) "What can I do for you, boys?" asks Koenma as he looks at them in his toddler form. "I want for you to find some way that KC can learn how to control her powers. She exploded out there and almost burned down the forest. Hiei stopped the fire from spreading." Youko says to Koenma. "Well, I have an idea, but I don't know how you, the person, OR Kitty will like it." says Koenma. "What is it?" asks Youko. "Have Hiei train her." says Koenma, sheepishly. "I don't think that is such a good idea." says Kuwabara, dumbly. "No duh! We already knew that! Hey! What about grandma?" asks Yusuke. "Have some respect! Genkai is on leave for the next two weeks. We will send her there when she comes back. Until then, Hiei will train her. Youko, will you go and get Hiei and Kitty so that I can tell them about the news?" "I suppose that Shuichi can, I won't." he says and starts to glow. When it fades, Kurama is standing there. "Ahh, Kurama, will you go get Kitty and Hiei please? My records tell me that she is just now waking up in her room, while Hiei is sitting on the window in his room." says Koenma. "Sure." says Kurama, and he leaves. (Your POV) You finally feel yourself waking up after taxing almost all of your energy. You feel extremely exhausted and about five minutes after you wake up and sit on your window, trying to stop your head from spinning, you hear a knock on your door. "Come in." you say. Kurama walks in and says, "Koenma want to see you." "Alright, I'm coming." You get up and walk with him, down to the toddler's office. When you walk in, you see everyone that you have met in there: Yusuke, Kuwabara, Koenma, Botan, and Hiei. "What do you want now?" you ask as you plop down in a chair, still exhausted. "I have decided that since you can't control your fire powers, you will have a tutor." says Koenma. You look up at him in horror. "Hell no, that would require mastering my mixed form. No way in hell that I am ever going to do that. Besides, who would teach me how to control my powers?" you say as you stand up. "Well, after your first two weeks of training, here, Genkai will be back from her little vacation and you will go and train with her." "And who do you propose teach me during this first two weeks?" you ask him heatedly. He opens his mouth and your heart freezes in your chest as his one word answer: "Hiei..."
It's my fifth one, and the next one should be out soon. I hope. Have fun in all of the snow.