Hey there this is just something weird and depressing i wanted to write because of a friend we got rid of and now I'm depressed so here it is.
Suicidal
It's inevitable,
unexplainable why people do it.
it's beautiful,
makes you spellbound.
i would do it myself,
though you wouldn't let me.
I'm sorry i can't return that feeling.
I had to do it,
i know your were devastated.
I'm sorry you had to see,
but i had to have you watch,
to understand why.
you asked me as i got into the bath,
'what are you doing?'
then saw the knife,
the last beautiful thing i heard was your voice.
just get over me,
I'm sorry it was so long.
I know you'd be saying
'who the fuck whould write soemthing like this?'
but it really is me.
from the dead yes, finishing what i need to.
Well i hope you hate it coz i do...