DISCLAMER: None of these Characters are mine!

WHAT A YEAR!

I MISS HER…

THE NEXT MORNING..

Grissom strode into the lab, a bit late. He hadn't slept well again, he can't sleep without knowing Sara's safe. Grissom walked past Judy at the front counter and collected his mail and messages, he wondered into his office and collected the assignment slips for the night and wondered off back down to the break room where everyone was waiting for him.

Cathrine was the first to notice the black rings under his eyes.

"How have you been Grissom?" Cathrine asked as Grissom sat down at the table. Grissom looked at Cathrine.

"Just peachy!…Warrick, Nick you both have a DB on the south side!-" Grissom said while handing them a slip, then looked at Cathrine. "We have a B&E and suicide that could be related!" Grissom said while everyone started heading out to their jobs.

"Want my opinion?" Cathrine asked while her and Grissom headed to him SUV. Grissom sighed and rubbed the bridge of his nose.

"Not really, no!" Cathrine just grinned and shook her head at Grissom's behavior.

"Well, you look like shit!…You haven't slept have you?" Cathrine was concerned. 'I'm going to keep an eye on him!' Cathrine thought to her self as they drove out of the car park.

ON THE CRIME SCENE

Grissom and Cathrine was walking into the house where the B&E was. Just as they past all the officers they found the person they were looking for.

"Brass, what do you know so far?." Grissom asked Jim as he walked with them to the back of the house.

"The neighbour called it in after she didn't get an answer at the door 2 hours ago, body is in the bath tub, slit wrists and a hand full of money that was in the safe next to her!" Jim closed his black book and looked at the two C.S.I's start working.

After they collected all the evidence needed, they headed back to the lab and started processing. Grissom walked into is office and opened his e-mail to see if he had any new mail come in. 'you have 6 new messages', his computer blinked.

1 message from Cathrine, 1 message from Eklie, 1 message from m Mom, 1 message from forensic science, 1 message from Mack, 1 message from unknown. He read all the e-mail but the un-known one. Cathrine's was about a reminder of her weekend off that she requested a month ago, this weekend. The one from Eklie was a reminder of a meeting that was going to happen next weekend. The one from his Mom was of a long letter of what's been happening in her life and wanted to know what's been happening in his. The forensic one was a form that needed to know many people would attend a seminar in the next month. The one from Mack wanted to know if he knew anything on this bug he found up his way and the last one made him stop breathing. The unknown one was of Sara:

To: Gil Grissom

From: unknown

Subject: Poor You!

Hello Mr. Grissom,

I wouldn't try to track this e-mail……..it won't work!

I just take one of your CSI's and you sulk around! Sara..hhmmm..Sara!

I've been watching the two of you for a long time! As she said:

'IT'S TOO LATE'

I don't want money…I can do what ever I like to her and you can't do a thing!

This feels like God!

I AM GOD TO HER NOW! Because you'll never see her again!

Just watching her lifeless body!

Have a nice life Mr. Grissom!

Better get some sleep or you might turn out like Sara…..sick!

Bo voyage!

Grissom didn't even realize that he pick up him phone off his desk and started dialing Brass's number. It wasn't until Brass answered his usual greeting.

"Brass!" Grissom got knocked violently into reality and dropped the phone. Grissom fumbled to get it back.

"Uhhh! Yeah! Jim it's Grissom, I have an e-mail that's about Sara, it's not good!" Grissom said in a shaky voice. He wanted Sara back. He wanted her back in his life, back in his arms, back here safe!

"I'm coming right away!…have you called Cathrine yet?" Brass questioned Grissom with concern.

"no, I haven't, see you soon Brass!" Grissom closed his phone. After about 5 minutes he started drifting off to sleep. In front of his computer with the e-mail still in sight. He had a nightmare.

3 hours later he woke with a start. He wondered what had happened, who had startled him. He looked up and saw Cathrine with a shy smile on her face, guilty written all over her face.

"sorry, you were saying Sara's name over and over!" Cathrine was concerned.

"I had dream's like that even when Sara was sleep right next to me!…" Grissom smiled warmly at the memory. "…she would say I would wear out her name one day!" Grissom chuckled. Grissom deeply missed Sara!

TBC

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