Dear "My Love",
It was always you. You know that, don't you? Of course you don't, if you did you wouldn't have completely trashed my heart and made me give up hope. I hope you know the smiles for the camera are fake. The kisses, the hugs, the 'happy' times-all fake. It took a long time for me to perfect that smile. It worked, though; it definitely fooled Ron after I walked out on your friendship. I just-I just couldn't stand it anymore. You were always there for me as a friend, and you led me on! I never thought you'd be one of those girls. The ones who toy with guys' hearts for their own enjoyment. You never were one of them, but I guess you changed.
All of smiles you had for me, I was convinced you really liked me, loved me even. I thought that smile was just for me. All that time you led me on, and yet, you never made a move. I saw you, did you know? That night you were with him. One night, and all my dreams and hopes were crushed. I left, and forced myself to believe it was the right thing to do. You never came after me, never tried for 'old time's sake,' so I must have been right.
It's been 3 years, and I still can't get you out of my mind. She doesn't invade my dreams like you do; when I kiss her, I see you. And it's killing me inside. I thought I got over you, but I never will. I can try and try, but I know now that I'll never get past you Hermione Granger, you constantly haunt my thoughts. And nothing hurts more than the thought of you and him, and how you never loved me, how you toyed with my heart, held it in your very hands, and never let it go, even now.
They say 'never say never,' but what do they know?
Harry Potter