Hello. I have to let you guys know somethinhg, and I'll let you decide. This note is different than the one for my other fic, and I'm As you may know, for most of us school starts next week. For some of you, this may be no problem. But for me it is. Taking mainly advanced classes, my homework load is going to be tremendous. The other thing is, I am atending an arts school, (link in my profile...) where I am not let out of school until just before five o'clock (we have arts classes from 2 until then), and getting back home until 6, where I still need to eat dinner and do my homework. This week I'm finishing a monstrous last-minute summer assignment, and studying for a first-day-of-school test, (Just in my Lit&Comp class, not to mention). Also, I'm starting to have to get ready for college, including community service, and excellent grades.
Um.. u.u;
I won't have a lot of time to update, and I'm sorry. Really.
Okay.
So I began thinking what if I stopped writing my fics, but then I felt bad thinking about it. You guys are so nice in your reviews, and even let me know if a certain thing sucks, and make me feel as though I'm wasting time over a silly little daydream. But still, I feel bad writing a chapter on a month, or keeping leaving you on a cliffie with nothing else to read. I also feel bad knowing that I'll have a giant essay, and anytime I bring up a new window to type in, I'll keep wanting to put off what I need to do.
So here's my ideas. Some may seem extreme.
1. Stop writing all fics.
2. Stop doing homework. (Ha, just kidding. I can't, sorry. xP I'll get kicked out of my really cool arts school if my grades sink, and I lurve the school, and I worked my butt off to get in, I can't quit.)
3. Stop one of my fics, you tell me which. I have a better plan for Behind the mask, though it's reviews are less than Cat and Mouse. (A funny thing to put in is )
4. Keep writing, slowly. And you wait. And by slowly, I do mean slowly. I mean in my spare time when I've got nothing else to do, (which will be a small amount of time. Particularly since the first month of school, I get home at 6, eat, get packed up, and go to the show I'm in, returning back home at midnight, and I still need to do my homework.)
5. Stop writing a fic/all fics, but post what was going to happen, not in story form, but a few paragraph plot line, so you can imagine the rest. (Personally, I think this is the best way, for all of my fics.)
Please let me know, I'm letting you choose because I feel really bad.
I'm serious. Email me if you want, so I can respond personally, though you'll have to wait for my response. I'm not doing this like some writers so I get a whole bunch of "Nooo! Don't leave, I love you" messages, but because I actually am far to busy to keep up with this. And don't send me a review like that, because It doesn't help, and only makes me feel worse.
Even if I stop writing now, I may post a tiny spur-of-the moment one shot when It's complete and finished forever, but only every once in a while. They'd be short too, tiny little things that are just for fun, stuff you can see how my extensive super-long Creative Writing classes are helping me.
So please let me know.
I beg of you.
If you read any of my fics, I would like for you to contact me with your opinion. Even if you're undecided.
How to contact me:
1. Review: No-strings-attatched Review. You don't have to have an account, you don't even have to put in a real name or email. Or you can. Just select "Submit a Review" from the drop down list below and click go.
2. Email: I will respond personally to any email I recieve. My email is in my profile, and I'm fine with you contacting my this way too.
I don't care which way you contact me, I just ask that you're understanding. You can be angry, sad, even happy I may leave, just try to understand how much I have to worry about right now.
Thank you, I'm really sorry.
You rock my socks.
Honestly.
