A/N: this is the quickest update I have ever done; I think I might make this a 15-chapter story, then I might make a sequel, don't know. Anyways, hope you like this chapter; this is the first song chapter, it's a bit short, I might delete it later.

Disclaimer: I like many other fanfiction authors, hate doing this but here goes; I ellieo do not own or claim to own Harry Potter and co. I also do not own or claim to own Beautiful Disaster, by Kelly Clarkson.

How was that for a formal disclaimer!

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster


He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

'Gosh, I forgot how gorgeous he is. Why did I kiss him last night? He'll definitely ask me out now.' Lily thought as she walked down the corridor towards her dorm. She saw James walking towards her, smiling.

"Hi Lily." He said as he walked past,

Well that was weird. Why am I even considering him? I must be mad.

"Uh, James, can I talk to you? About what happened last night?" she asked uncertainly

"Ok, yeah sure." He said and then grinned, he followed her into their common room, Lily sat down in her favourite armchair, as James perched himself on the coffee table.

"I had no idea, that if I kissed you; I would be feeling… things."

"What things?" James asked innocently, though he was pretty sure he already knew what things they were.

"You know what I mean."

"Enlighten me."

"James, I'll put it this way, you're a good kisser, and lately I haven't hated you as much we've been better friends. I was just wondering if… we could become more then friends maybe."

"Lily, I think you know what the answer is." He grinned; but he was careful what he was going to do, because he didn't want to mess things up, he was going to let Lily make the moves; which is precisely what she did.

She stepped towards him, and smiled. She put her arms around his neck and smiled at him, then he kissed her passionately, as she ran her hands through his messy black hair, his hands creeped around her waist, and made her feel safe with him. Finally, he broke the kiss.

She looked up at him; he was definitely a beautiful disaster.

Lily woke up with a jolt, why was she dreaming about James, he wouldn't leave

her alone, and neither would Luc. James kept entering her mind without permission, and Luc kept entering her house without permission.

Luc was becoming so much more annoying every day.

'Lily, I love ze 'air on your 'ead!'

'Lily, I love your face.'

'Lily, be mine for ze always!'

The more Lily thought of it, the more she thought about how much she didn't like Luc. The way he kept trying to be romantic in cheesy ways, the way he walked through her door without knocking, and the way he wore his hair.

Then she realised, these were things that James was doing to woo her when they were at Hogwarts. Things that helped her to reject him. But it was different; it was very different. She loved James.

A/N: ok everybody, today we're going to learn a new word, yes. It's a six letter word, and it goes like this, repeat after me. R-E-V-I-E-W.

Sorry, that was just my little outburst of craziness! So please review! Hope you liked the chapter! I love that song.