Definitely Indefinite

Chapter 9 – Armada of Feelings

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If there are any songs used in this, I wrote them.

Kim was with her friend Moesha at Mickey's; they were both drinking Cherry Cola's and talking about what happened earlier when Kim said 'I love you' to Robbie.

"What's Robbie's problem," Moesha asked Kim. "It's not like he hasn't said 'I Love You' before, so why did he freeze now?"

"I know he's said it before. But this is the first time he's had to say it since we've been really serious for these last few months," Kim said. "He and I haven't even slept together, and when I try to get to that phase in our relationship he kind of finds a way to weasel out of it. I don't know what I'm going to do about him. Maybe I should just tell him how I feel and then he can explain to me why he's icing me. I'll see him tonight so I'll tell him then."

Lily was still frozen on her bed, staring at Mitch, shocked by what he just said. She found this really hard to believe and was having trouble comprehending the news.

"What! So just like that you're fired?" Lily asked, completely surprised by this announcement. "I thought… I would be in trouble, but you? I mean I think you're a jerk and all but if I had to have any producer, I would rather it be you then some old guy."

"I'm flattered," Mitch appreciated. "Lily I told you I was sorry… now do you think you can have a change of heart and maybe start to forgive me?"

"Well you taking the blame for everything… really cool," Lily said. "But that doesn't make up for everything else. I'll always have nightmares about what I did. This is going to haunt me forever."

"Then do some fricken' counseling," Mitch remarked. "Get yourself a shrink or something. I apologized and that's all I can do. Forgiving and forgetting is all up to you. I can't go back in time but if I could I would have acted better. I would have stopped you from doing what you did and becoming what you became."

"Thank you for saying that Mitch," Lily said. "Even if you didn't mean it, it sure sounded good." Lily got up from her bed and stood face to face with Mitch, though she was a little shorter. She pulled him into a kiss.

"What was that for Lily?" Mitch asked, surprised. "I liked it… What is going on?"

"I don't know how I feel about anything anymore," Lily confessed to him. "Even after everything you did, you somehow always find a way to make it up to me. And this is probably the nicest thing anyone has done for me…. You gave up your job so I could keep my record deal. You're amazing." She kissed him again.

"What about your age?" Mitch asked. "What about your boy friend?"

"I don't have a boy friend," Lily said. "And I don't consider the guy who was once my boy friend, a friend anymore. I don't understand any of this but I have a lot of feelings for you. I've been with guys older than you; my first serious boyfriend was a senior last year."

"Lillian I like you," Mitch said. "But I have to wrap my head around what's happening between us. I'm not your producer anymore and I better go… see you around Lily." Mitch walked out of her room, and Lily sat back down on her bed, puzzled about everything happening to her.

Later that night, at Kim's house, Robbie and Kim were watching TV, sitting in the living room sofa and talking.

"I always enjoy this episode of Student Bodies," Kim said. "It's the one where Cody tells Emily I love you. I can't believe she doesn't say it back, it reminds me of some people."

"What are you trying to say?" Robbie questioned her, though he knew she was referring to what happened earlier.

"I'm trying to say, I wonder if I have to worry about your sudden refusal to say three little words," Kim said. "You didn't return the 'I Love You' and I'm confused. You've said it before, so what's wrong? You don't love me anymore? Or did you not love me at that moment?" Robbie got up from his seat on the sofa.

"I don't have time for this Kim," Robbie said. "Why do you have to question everything? I mean you're not Question Mark but you definitely remind me of him. So drive yourself crazy, I'm out of here." Robbie walked to the door and Kim sat there on the sofa, angry and tormented by the way Robbie spoke to her.

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