Definitely Indefinite

Chapter 11 – To Live Without Your Love… (1)

I Don't Own Any Of The Character's Who Were In The Television Show Radio Free Roscoe, and They All Belong To The-N, Family Channel and Decode-Ent.

If there are any songs used in this, I wrote them.

Later on after school, Lily now entered K-Grand studios, hoping to talk to one of the executives. She had her backpack on still since she had walked there right after school. She looked around the big studio, she had been there before but never to the executive area where many producers stayed and rich musicians recorded. As she walked around, a secretary spotted her and called out. She had a name tag plastered to her which said 'HELLO My Name Is Shelly.'

"Hi I need your name and the time of your appointment," Shelly said, at the desk she was standing at. Lily looked confused; she had no clue of any appointment whatsoever, and didn't know what to say.

"A-p-ppointment?" She stuttered. "I didn't know you needed one…"

"Then I'll have to ask you to leave," Shelley mentioned. "And in two seconds, security will automatically come out here and I'll bawl like a cow." This woman was goofy looking with glasses (very round lens) and also she was very skinny.

"First of all I didn't know a cow could talk let alone bawl," Lily said, and she laughed. "I guess I have to make an appointment." Just then a tall, long haired brunette woman came stomping out of an office in high heels and acknowledge Lily.

"I've seen pictures of you," The woman told Lily in a complimenting way. "You're our new musician. My names Mary-Jane Wilson and I'm the head of K-Grand records. Sorry about your producer, but we had no choice except fire him."

"You're the president?" Lily asked feeling shocked about who she was meeting. "This is awesome I never knew I actually get to meet you."

"Well even though I'm rich," Mary-Jane started, with no problems acting conceited. "I still talk to the little people, and I'm pretty down to earth. So, you're going to be our next big hit, right Lily? I heard you'll be doing it in a trio… 'No Man's Land'. I haven't heard you as a group but if you alone could blow away the judges then 'wow', your band will be one force to reckon with. So why are you here?"

"Um…" Lily didn't know how to say what she wanted to. "Can you rehire Mitch? I like him as a producer and I don't think I can work with anyone else. And it's unfair that he's the only one punished when the rumors going around are from both of our actions, not just his. Please think about it?"

"No," Mary-Jane answered instantly. "I don't rehire people, I have dignity."

"Well he's really important and I won't be able to work without him," Lily said. "If you won't rehire him Mary-Jane, then that makes everything simple. I quit!" Lily turned around to head to the exit.

"If you walk out of here right now, kiss your future goodbye!" Mary-Jane yelled behind her, though Lily didn't seem to care. She kept on walking, with tears in her eyes yet no hesitation.

Meanwhile, at Robbie's house, he and Kim were hanging out, watching TV and waiting for it to get dark outside. They figured that it was traditional to have sex in the dark because it involved a bed. To get in the mood, Robbie had rented 'Sex in the City' season one DVD; he and Kim sat there watching it, hoping she was just suddenly kiss him and they would go with the flow. His parents weren't home so he had the house to himself.

"Kim, you're aware that we can do it anywhere in the house you want to?" Robbie asked. "So we don't have to wait until night time."

"Well maybe this is how I get prepared for it," Kim spoke. "Is it just me… or do you feel weird that we're talking about the sex we're going to have? I always thought it would just kind of happen, without explanation."

"I know what you mean Kim," Robbie agreed with her. "But at least we're prepared. Even though you're procrastinating…"

"Procrastinating? Carlisle's don't procrastinate," Kim said. "Robbie, I just want to make sure you're ready for this. I'm not a virgin but I know this is your first time so you're probably scared."

"I'm n-not scared Kim," Robbie lied. "Well fine, maybe I am. But it's only because this is a new experience to me. But I'm willing to go through with it. I love you."

"When you say you love me, that always will totally get me in the mood," Kim smiled at him. They started kissing, and spread across the sofa, into an intimate make out session. Robbie pulled out of their kiss, and sat upright on the sofa.

"Kim lets not do this right now," Robbie said. "I'm totally in the mood to do it, but not with you." Kim froze, not knowing what to say. This was the most surprising thing she ever heard, and the thing she was wondering was why the hell she had to hear it.

"What's that supposed to mean?" Kim asked. "You better explain it and fast, you're 5 seconds away from a smack!"

"Well what I meant was," Robbie started. "Kim I don't want to have-"

"FIVE!" Kim yelled and she smacked Robbie across the face. "It's my turn to walk out on you now," and she left instantly, not waiting for an explanation.

Later that day, Lily was in her room, resting on her bed and talking on her cordless phone to Parker.

"I'm so sorry Parker I know how much you wanted this contract, and I know how pissed you must be at me," Lily said.

"It's alright Lily, I'm glad you did what was in your heart, I just… I just hope everything now works out with Mitch," Parker understood.

"I don't see why they wouldn't," Lily said. "I mean all our feelings are out in the open and I've even declared how I feel about him… sort of. But Parker I've got to go, I'll call you back later. Later." She hung up the phone still stayed on her bed, waiting for Mitch to call. She had left him a message and was expecting him to return her call shortly. She looked at her phone, as if she could make it ring with willpower.

Suddenly, Mitch barged through the door into Lily's room, quickly and seriously like he knew something was wrong.

"Nice call," Lily said sarcastically. "Could have knocked first?" Mitch smiled at her, and she smiled back though she knew he wouldn't like the news.

"Lily once you said it was serious, I knew there was something wrong so I hopped in my car and came," Mitch said. "What's going on? I think you've did something stupid."

"You know me that well?" Lily asked rhetorically. "I quit K-Grand records. That's totally unfair that you were fired and nothing happened to me. I had too, or I wouldn't feel right."

"Lily! You threw away the chance of a lifetime!" Mitch yelled. "That was so incredibly stupid… incredibly thoughtful, but STUPID WHAT WERE YOU THINKING!"

"I wasn't THINKING SO YOU'RE THE FOOL FOR ASKING THAT!" Lily yelled back, "I LOVE YOU! I HAD NO CHOICE!"

"NOW YOU HAVE NO NOTHING!" Mitch argued back though he wasn't quite sure he was making sense. "I never thought I would see the day when you act so juvenile Lillian!"

"Maybe because I am juvenile," Lily said. "Thanks for coming here Mitch. Now leave."

"I'll be glad too," Mitch replied and turned around, leaving the room.

"Giving up this record deal is hitting me harder than I thought," Lily spoke to herself. "But now I might lose you Mitch. And I did this for you…" She curled up into a ball on her bed and cried.

Chapter 12 called "…Could Potentially Kill Me (2)" Will Be Out On Saturday…………………………………………… LEAVE A REVIEW!