Tragedy Becomes Love
30 Minutes Later…
Johnny came walking out of Christy's room. He walked down the hall; his jacket in one hand and a sly smile on his face.
Christy's Hotel Room…
Christy was passed out on the bed. She had been beaten on, she had a bloody noise and her lip had been cut. Her eye had been blackened and her shirt had been ripped. Christy's skirt was on the floor along with her shredded panties.
Hours Later…
Christy had woken up…she knew everything that had happened, she remember everything. She had black make-up smeared all over her eyes and cheeks. Christy got off of the bed emotionless, she walked into the bathroom and turned on the water, for a shower. Christy walked into the shower with her ripped shirt still on. She didn't care anymore all she wanted was for Johnny to be out of her and off of her. Christy just stood under the shower the water beating on her bruised and battered body.
Tears started to fall down Christy's face. Christy remembered all of what had happened all she wanted to do was wash it all away.
Ring-Ring!
Christy heard the phone and walked out of the shower not even bothering too grab a towel.
Yeah! She said in a mean tone.
Hey babe! How was your first day on Smackdown? Was everyone nice to ya? If not I'll kick there ass! John said.
What? umm…John why are you calling? No, don't answer that. Lets just end this while we still can. Christy said as tears started to well up.
I don't believe your saying this. What's wrong Christy?
There's nothing wrong! This just isn't going to work! Just stop!
No! you have to give me a better reason then this just isn't going to work. Christy you helped me out so much when my mom died. I am not going anywhere and you have to listen to me one day. I care about you Christy just let me know what wrong. John pleaded.
Click!
Christy hung up the phone. Christy busted into tears. She didn't want to end what her and John had but she couldn't get him caught up in all this mess.
20 minutes later…
Christy had gotten herself cleaned up. She moved into a different hotel room also. She couldn't stand to be in that room any longer.
Christy was now sitting on the king sized bed writing. She was writing a letter to John. She couldn't just leave things how she had left them. Christy didn't want him to know, she didn't want anyone to know. She felt dirty, so she decided to write John a letter, a goodbye letter.
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John,
I cant let you watch me fall, I cant fell it anymore
The soul he cut the soul you adore, I cant fell it anymore
Cause he's run though me with destructive force
I think somehow I gotta get it strait, I gotta get you outta me
But I cannot get through you.
How I feel? Like I'm soulless.
I'm ready to fade now, and how I feel? Like I'm soulless
I'm hopeless and grayed out and somehow I feel like I'm soulless
I'm ready to fade now, and now I feel like I'm starless
I'm ready to burn out!
I can transend you and I can mentally bend you
But I can't handle this shit that I'm into
I have been blinded and always reminded of the things I've wanted but never could find. I am a part of a world that I hate, I wish the end would come faster my worlds a disaster. Can't you see that I'm down and I'm drowning and I cant keep my head above my wake.
I gotta get him out of my veins
I gotta get him out of me blood
I gotta get him out of my scene
I gotta get him out of me
What I'm trying hard to get down to words is the way I fit into this world. Things I've survived pushed me to the darker side because if life as it was, the life that was his should have been mine. I cant take it anymore of this cause I'm gonna get down to the floor and it's a cold gun that I kiss cause I cannot take it anymore.
John I'm not sure if you understand this. You didn't do anything wrong, I'm sorry and I love you! Good bye!
Christy
A\N: sry about the long wait. and thanks to everyone who R\R! please do so again and again and again! lol
Chelsea