Hey! I'm here with this new capter, I hope you like it

Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi or anything like that...I'm just a crazy fanatic that writes the things that she wants to happen in the show so people can read it and talk about it...I wish I could own Jake Epstein, Shane Kippel, Aubrey Graham and Ryan Cooley!...Asking too much?

What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was one of a kind,
A precious pearl

When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I
Wasn't allowed

Another day at Degrassi Community School, summer was gone, and now Manny Santos was again in that world, that world full of lies, gossips, bad memories, if she could she would disappear, she would kill herself in order not to suffer like she did last year, but, who knows, maybe this year things could be different…maybe, just maybe…everything could go back to normal…yeah right, only in the twilight zone, but, dreams are free…aren't they?

In another aisle of the this school was Craig Manning, how life could change in one day, no, he was this guy who every girl at school loved, and then..Bam!..He was bipolar…bipolar, what was that in first place, oh well, that was just a nice name for a guy who is mad, crazy…a mania-depressive disorder, they call it…ha, well, life must go on.

This little problem is not gonna make me sad… I don't care if Ashley is gone for good, I don't care if Manny doesn't want me, I don't care at all…there I am again, lying… of course I care about Manny and Ashley, I really don't know, I loved them both…I love them both, they are one of a kind…

First is Ashley with her wisdom, we were really connected, music was not only the thing that kept us together, she was kind, she cared about me, she was the one I could only rely on… on the other side is Manny, I know I said all those nice things about Ash, but Manny…Manny has her good thing too, if she hadn't, I would never gone out with her in the first place, I really don't know how people can love one person, but then all of the sudden…you're cheating the one you care about with another chick you met before…I think at first I thought that she was another chick, I was with her because she was…how can I put this nicely?... she showed me how much she loved me…you know, with Ashley I knew that love was there, but…I don't know, Manny, I only hooked up with her…but then when she got pregnant, I feel sorry for her, then I tried to help her, you know?...I really wanted us to be a family, even if that cost Ashley's love, but then, when she told me she aborted, I don't know… I realized that that desire of being a family was really love…

Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain

When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself

This year, old slutty Manny is gone...for good. It's not fair for me, it's not fair for all my fiends, if there's anyone there…I don't care, I'll prove to all those out there that, the old Manny, the Manny that disappeared 2 years ago is back, well, with some adjustments, but she's back, a more mature, a brave new girl. Oh Emma's there, finally a familiar face.

- Hey Em, excited for this new year?...It's gonna be amazing

- Yeah I think So, are you Ok..about Cra—

- Don't Even Mention it, I'm fine, that guy it's out of my life, I'm over him

- Good, but you know if—

- Yeah I know, you'll be the first to know

Maybe I'm overreacting, but when you're in love, sometimes you think the worst, and that's exactly what happened with me and Craig, I loved him, but I was kind of obsessed, now, we both know that he's in my past, I made that clear the last day of school, when I was with Craig, he's not going to hurt me again, I'm his friend, and that's it

Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege

When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away

Emma and Manny were at Emma's house babysitting her little brother and also "studying", well they were just talking and talking, and sometimes they had to obey Emma's brother's commands, they've been friends since like forever, and even though they had some fights, they always were best friends, they were real friends, and Manny knew that Emma was always for her and vice versa.

- Em, I gotta go, my mom wants me for dinner time

- Really, well thanks for helping babysitting

- Anytime girl, so see you later

- Bye

Manny was walking towards her house when she saw someone walking in front of her, it was Craig walking alone…He looked so good in the night, she always loved when he acted like a little boy, and most of the time he acted like that when they were alone in the dark, those times where they had to be in the dark…she never understood how much damage she did to herself being with Craig in that situation.

Craig noticed Manny too, since that day when Manny left for good, he didn't knew if he could talk to her, or ask her for an opportunity…he knew how much damage he did to her, and knew that if he loved Manny, he had to leave her alone. But that night, he couldn't leave her alone, he was dying inside, he wanted to tell her what he felt, but also he was afraid of being rejected, he was afraid that Manny would only live in his mind forever…

- Hey Craig!- she said trying to catch his attention

- Manny…long time no see- he said trying to look normal

- Yeah, I know…so…

- So…- the situation was very uncomfortable

- Look Craig, I— how I say this…

- Just say it

- Look, I Know that I've been really, like- she sighted- I just want to rewind, I want to begin, acting like nothing happened

- But it happened…we can't deny it, I Can't deny it

- Craig, please, this is hard for me

- Really? Manny, c'mon, you love me; I love you, why can't we be together?

- Craig, when we are together, something happens, and you end hating me

- I won't, I promise, not this time

- Craig…I—I just can't ok?

- Yeah, I understand, I can't force you to do something that you don't want to

- Look, I know that I was the one that seduced you, that put you in this situation, and I want to fix all the pain that you had because of me, you know, all the problems you had with Ashley, and all that stuff, and also I had problems because of that, I want to pick up the pieces and put them back together.

- Sure, but, we can be friends

- I want that, really, you were so nice to me, and I don't want to lose you

- Look, I've got to go, so, I'll see you when I see you

- Yeah, see you later- Craig was about to leave when he turned around

- Ashley left me, she's in London, and I don't think that she'll be back soon; I just want you to know that.

Gomenasai, for everything
Gomenasai, Gomenasai, Gomenasai
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now

Gomenasai, I let you down
Gomenasai, Gomenasai,
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

So here's chapter 2, after a long time, I'm so sorry, but the chapter is finally here, I think i could wrote it better...it doesn't have lots of Cranny moments, but next chapter I'll try to put this two together, I really want to thank all those people that reviewed me (7 reviews, I can't believe it!) well I hope that for this chapter i have more reviews, oh yep, this song is "Gomenasai" from t.A.T.u (But if you want to download it, you have to write Tatu,I really don't know why...)one of my favorite bands, when I first listened to this songthe first thing that I thought about wasManny and Craig, well now I stop writing so you can review...so, Review, just go to that little button that says review this chapter or something like that and review!...Manden reviews, aprieten el botoncito! (Spanish, always!)

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