Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN DEGRASSI OR ITS CHRACTERS, PLAYING WITH TIME DOES...But I'm still hoping to have Ryan Cooley or Jake Epstein!
Author's Note: This Chapter's dedicated to all those that reviewed me, specially degrassi15 that recommended this song to the fic.
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
One month…I've been your friend for one month now, sometimes I fell like I'm like an alcoholic in rehab, trying hard, trying not to drink anymore, I'm trying hard, because I want to forgive you, but you make that tremendously difficult for me, damn! Why you have to be so nice with me? So… so perfect?
I remember that day when I told you "I Like You", and you said the same thing, I was in heaven, I thought that when you asked me to dance with you in that 80's party you were being nice to me, I thought you liked Emma, but no, you chose me.
But then you left me…well I think I would have dumped me too, decorating your locker, what was I thinking!
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Next, I got pregnant, I was going to have a baby, a little Craig, I was so happy when you told me you wanted it as much as I wanted, or as I thought I wanted it, and again, you left me… I'm not blaming myself because I know I made the right decision, but I was without you again, and you…you were with Ashley again…
But you still liked me, yeah! You really wanted me, and that made me feel good, I didn't care if Emma thought I was a total bitch, ha! I sacrificed my friendship with Emma because of you! And then, I decided that the Manny that was obsessed with Craig was death, so I started dating Spinner…, and now I'm here, after spending some time together and realizing that everything I felt for you was still there, I'm here again, just like years before, playing games…for how much Craig? For how Much? ...Why Am I Thinking these things again, I want to be a normal girl!
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
-Manny? Manny? Earth to Manny Santos… Manny!
-Ah? Oh Toby, you scared me, whe--, where we are?
-Manny, we're at school, school finished half and hour ago
-Oh, damn…I—I have to go, Spike wanted me to be at home by 5:30pm
-But, it's 4:00 o'clock
-Yeah, yeah…
-What's up with you today, uh?
-I really don't know-she said laughing
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
-Hey, I'm going to the library, I left my math's book there, you want to join me? And then maybe I can walk you home…
-Toby Isaacs, what a gentleman. Sure, why not?
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
-Here you are-said Toby when he saw his notebook in a desk, Manny laughed
-Sometimes you can be so childish…
-Yeah, maybe, but I could never beat JT
-Oh no, he's the master
-Yeah! – Manny said laughing
-Ok, I got my book, let's get out
-Yep
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
-Hey Craig-said a familiar voice
-Oh, Hey…-I said as I watched the person that was talking to me-Ellie, what's up?
-You're in detention too, why?
-I had a fight, and you?
-You, had a fight, well I'm here because I said Mrs. Kwan that her book was a piece of crap
-Really? - I said laughing
-It was a piece of crap! – She also said laughing
You're so funny Ellie, I couldn't ever have done that
-Yeah, you could
-Think so?
-Yeah Craig, you are special, you have something that others don't, if someone says that I'm wrong I'll kick his or her ass
I really don't know what happened to me; I think was the fact that someone was saying nice things about me, not playing games, I know that I made a mistake, but…I don't know…I'm confused
I kissed her, yep I kissed Ellie Nash.
I was walking with Toby, catching up, because we haven't talked in a while, he was talking about universities and stuff like that when I saw them…they were disgusting, CRAIG MANNING WAS MAKING OUT WITH ELLIE NASH! With that tramp! He did it, he told me he wouldn't do it again, but he did it….I HATE HIM, I hate him for doing that, I hate him because he will never love me.
I stood there watching them with Toby, then they stopped and Craig saw me
-Congratulations-I Said
And with that I left Craig alone…this time for real
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am again, well I took the recommendation of degrassi15 and I put "Behid These Hazel Eyes" by Kelly Clarkson, awesome song! so, I know that all of you wanted Craig and Manny together, but it wasn't right for the song, I was wondering, do you really want them together? I really do, in Degrassi, but in FF I like more Drama than happy endings...But I will obey what you say to me.
See You Next Chapter (Please Review/Por favor dejen Reviews!)
Sonia