AN: I do not own CB. And this story is almost complete I'm still not entirely sure if this is going to be a happy ending or a sad ending. R+R and I'll update as fast as I can for the ending. :

Two weeks had passed and Faye had been there for each and everyday. Usually she'd stay the night there and then go to the ship to shower and clean up a bit and then be back for the rest of the day. Half of the time Spike was asleep but when he was awake they would barely talk. A little conversation here and there, all Spike seemed to do was look out the hospital window.

"Why do you always look out there?" Faye asked curiously.

"I don't know, just wanting to get out of here I suppose." Spike said not even looking at her.

'I wonder how he feels about me now...' It had been bothering Faye ever since he had woken up. She wanted to know what was going on inside of his head. Especially while he was looking out that window, he always looked so dazed.

"What are you thinking about?" Faye asked hoping she wasn't annoying him. Spike turned his head and looked straight into Faye's eyes.

"You." he said and turned his head back toward the window. Faye's eyes went wide for a split second.

"What about me are you thinking about?" Faye wanted to know more, after what he had just said she had to know more.

Spike merely shrugged and continued to day dream. Faye was getting frustrated, so she got up and walked around the bed and stood infront of his view of the window.

"Hello?" Faye said leaning over getting close to Spike's face and waving a hand infront of him. Spike grabbed her hand and brought her closer to him so now their noses were practically touching. Faye's cheeks turned a light pink, he hasn't touched her since before this whole accident.

"You're blushing Faye." Spike stated as he stared into her eyes and began to bring his face closer to hers.

"I know..." Faye mumbled as she brought hers closer as well and their lips touched ever so lightly. Faye felt her body go limp as Spike wrapped his arms around her and pulled her next to him on the bed.

As the kiss ended Faye layed her head on Spike's chest. She felt something come over her, her mood had completely changed. It was inbetween completely happy and undoubtly sad. Something was going on in his mind and whatever it was, it wasn't good. Faye shut her eyes and tried to block out the thoughts of what he could be possibly thinking about.

Spike looked down at Faye who looked asleep as of now. He ran his hand through her hair and felt her breathing steady. She seemed asleep.

"I'm going to leave again Faye..." Spike whispered into the air and shivered, "But this time I have a reason to come back. And it's you, I won't let myself die out there. I have to make sure you're safe from the Syndicate and you are definitely not safe while I'm here. I'm probably thee most wanted man by the still remaining members." Spike chuckled to himself.

Spike felt Faye shift under him and then felt wetness on his shirt. Looking down he saw that Faye was crying, she had been awake after all and heard all of it.

"You can't leave Spike..." Faye barely whispered and clutched onto his shirt. Spike shut his eyes and held Faye tighter.

"I have to Faye you don't understand what great lengths the Syndicate will go to, to destroy someone's life." Spike said as he opened his eyes and looked out the window.

"I don't care, I can take care of myself." Faye said and looked up at him to notice he was looking out the window again.

Spike turned his head and locked eyes with Faye, "I have to do this Faye, it will be for the best." Spike said in an almost unemotional way. Faye's eyes began to build up with small puddles of tears. She couldn't believe he was going to leave her again.

She slowly got off of Spike even though he tried to hold onto her longer. She turned her back to him and took a deep breathe.

"If you really want to leave Spike then go now, because if you stayed any longer and I don't think I'd let you leave." Faye said and then let out a small whimper.

"Faye..." Spike said slowly but was interrupted by Faye.

"No, don't Faye me. Just get up and go, leave again. See if I care, see if I'm here waiting around for you again, see if I'll be here to take care of you if you get shot up again, see if I'll be there to help you get through a nights worth of nightmares. See if I'll be here to love you..." Faye felt her anger rising but she refused to cry.

She then heard the sound of a door opening and closing. Quickly she turned around and saw that Spike had indeed left. Faye felt her hope fleeting away and felt her heart breaking at the same time. A tear slid down her cheek it was then followed by many more.

"What have I done..." Faye whispered and ran out of the room and ran to the elevator where she saw Spike stepping into.

"SPIKE!" Faye yelled but Spike pretended not to hear her.

"I love you..." Spike said just loud enough for Faye to hear him as the elevator doors shut.