Disclaimer: acccccck! I said i don't own gravi! If i do, you will be seeing lemon scenes on the whole series!
Summary: just shuichi's pov in this chapter and nothing else
CHAPTER 4: Flaming Water
Uhh.. it's so hot.. so warm.. my head aches..
Wait.. is it my head that aches? Then why is my whole body in pain?
Pain.. it hurts so much.. I .. my chest hurts..
My heart.. I can't.. I can't breathe.. somebody help me..
Yuki! Tasukete.. Shinori, son..
Shinori kun.
You are so stupid chichi! You are the worst person I've known! The most clumsy, noisy and disgusting person in the world!"
Am I really? Yes, maybe I am.
Stupid, annoying, noisy.
That's what Yuki call me..
And now, even our son.
"He can't even act like his age! He's much worse than a kid! Why can't I just live in a NORMAL family! A REAL family! And specially, a family without a MALE as a MOTHER!"
A real family. A normal one.
Those words ripped my heart.
Disgusting.
Tore my soul.
I felt dirty. I'm.. I'm the worst.
A family without a male as mother.
That stabbed me to death.
I love you Shinori kun...
Why does it have to be this way?
My life.. I dedicated it to you.
We were happy.
I didn't know.. were you just acting?
In everything I do, I give my all, my best.
I even acted like a maid, like a servant,
Cooking, serving, washing the plates, doing the laundry..
Taught you in your assignments, eventhough I'm not good in them,
I still try my best. That's how I work.
Because I love you. I want you to be happy.
Shinori.
"Shuichi! Open the door! Come out!"
It's really warm here. Wierd. I could hear the sound of water.
It's calling my name.
It's calling me.
"Shu! Open the door! You'll die in heat! For brat's sake, just open this!"
I could also hear his voice..
Yuki.
You said only weak people cry..
That's why, I tried to stop crying.
You don't like the weak
And I want you to like me.
Love me.
I want to be strong like you are.
I guess.
Maybe, I cannot be strong. If you don't want me to be noisy,
I'll do it for you. I won't speak.
"Hold on Shuichi, hold on! Please don't die."
Die. Yes I wanna die.
To end my heartaches.
Sorrow.
Yuki. Shinori.
I love you both..
"Shuichi!"
"chichi!"
It's really hot. My cheeks are flaming.
And tears were scrolling down.
A/N: heh.. what do you think? Any suggestions? Pls. review!
Next chapter: (hopefully: a lemon scene?) grins and then smirks.
i need your opinion about the lemon part!