July 15th, 2004
Week 12
The sickness was starting to pass. Sasha was thankful. She didn't enjoy kneeling over the throne every five minutes. She wasn't enjoying the lack of communication between her and Ty either. She wanted him to tell her how he felt. She knew they weren't going to be a happy family, but she wanted him in the baby's life.
"I'm out of here." Monique said.
"Have fun." Sasha said walking out of the bathroom.
"Ah. You have a visitor." Monique said opening up the front door. Ty was standing there. Sasha groaned.
"What do you want, Ty?" She asked. Ty swallowed hard.
"I want to speak with you. May I come in?" He asked. Monique gave her sister a look. Sasha nodded.
"I'll be back later." Monique said.
"All right." Sasha smiled weakly. Ty stepped into he apartment. He licked his lips. "What do you want t talk about?"
"The baby, Sasha." Ty said walking into the living room. He sat down looking at the magazines on the coffee table.
"What about the baby?" Sasha asked sitting in a chair in front of Ty.
"I want to be a part of this child's life more than anything. I don't know what's going to happen with us, Sash, but I need to be a father." Ty said. Sasha took in a deep breath.
"Are you looking for a relationship with me or just the baby?" Sasha asked.
"I don't know. I definitely want to be with the baby and I do feel things for you Sasha but-"
"Don't finish that sentence." Sasha said, "I want to be in a family. I want to raise this baby with a mother and a father."
"So do I." Ty said.
"I want you there every step of the way." Sasha said.
"And I will be." Ty swore.
"But how will you be there in the middle of the night when I feel the first kick? Or when I have cravings? Or when my water breaks?" Sasha asked. Ty looked at her. He reached over and took her hands.
"I will be there, I swear to god I will be a man and step up to my responsibilities." He squeezed her hands gently. "I already love this baby." Sasha couldn't help the tears start to swell in her eyes.
"I'm so scared." She whispered. Ty pulled her into a hug.
"Baby, so am I, but I won't be a pussy." He said. She laughed slightly.
"That means the world to me." She hugged him tighter. Being pregnant was utterly terrifying. Knowing that Ty would be by her side made Sasha's nerves settle down. They could do this. They could be parents.
July 29th, 2004
Week 14
Sweat poured down her neck. The weather was terrible. She didn't want to be at work. She wanted to lay in Ty's arms or maybe have a little fun with him. Sasha stood at the desk watching Bosco get yelled at by Swersky. She chuckled.
"What are you laughing at?" Bosco asked walking up to the desk.
"You and the mischief you always get into." She said. The hairs on the back of her neck stood on end. Something was wrong. Sasha looked around the station. Everything looked in place, but she couldn't shake that feeling.
"Oh shut up." Bosco growled. Suddenly, a shot was fire. There was no mistaking the noise. Sasha stood there looking towards the noise. A man was standing in the doorway with a gun. He began to shoot it into the station.
"Die you mother fuckers!!" He yelled. Bullets were everywhere. Some form his gun and some from the police officers' guns.
"Monroe! Get down!" Bosco hissed. Sasha stood there frozen as she felt a bullet whiz by her face. "Christ, woman!" Bosco grabbed Sasha's hand and pulled her down. He covered her with his body as he continued to shoot. Sasha lay there, shaking. She wasn't sure what was going on still, but when she felt a pain in her stomach it brought her to reality.
"Baby?" She whispered touching her stomach. There was blood. Her hand was shaking. She had been shot in the stomach, "B-Bosco..."
"Get the bastard!" He yelled. Faith fired her gun and the man fell to the floor. Bosco sat up. "That son of bitch is the guy Allan arrested last week."
"B-Bosco." Sasha stood up. Her entire body was shaking. He turned and looked at her. His eyes widened when he saw the blood.
"Oh my god. DAVIS!" He yelled.
"The baby." Sasha whispered as she collapsed in Bosco's arms.
Ty was pacing back and forth down the hallway. When he saw Sasha passed out on the floor bleeding, he freaked out. He now knew why his mother freaked out every time he climbed a tree and jumped down. The parental fear of loosing his child was already big in his heart.
"Ty?" Maggie ran down the hallway. Ty turned and tears began to fill his eyes, "Oh Baby." She pulled him into a hug.
"I can't loose them." He whispered. Maggie rubbed his back.
"You're not going to loose them." She said.
"I can't." Ty cried softly.
"Have the doctors said anything?" She asked.
"They won't tell me a thing." Ty said. Maggie pulled away.
"It's my grandchild in there and I will find something out." Maggie walked tot he desk, "I need information on Sasha Monroe's condition."
"I can't give that out." The nurse said.
"I need to know if my grandchild is dead or not. You're sure as hell going to tell me." Magpie growled. The nurse sighed.
"Let me go check on Her." She got up and went into Sasha's room.
"Don't mess with a grandmother." Maggie gave her son a slight smile. In a few minutes, Dr. White, Sasha's OBGYN, exited the room.
"Good evening, Officer." He said.
"How is the baby?" Ty asked.
"It's hanging in there. Sasha lost a lot of blood and we're monitoring the baby's heartbeat." Dr. White said, "It seems to be steady and strong." Ty breathed a sigh of relief.
"Thank god." He whispered.
"Sasha will need to rest for the rest of her pregnancy though." Dr. White said.
"I will make sure that she does that." Ty said, "Might I got in there?"
"Keep the visit short." He said.
"I will." Ty said taking in a deep breath as he walked into Sasha's room. God, She looked so pale. He walked to her bedside and took her hand. "Baby, everything is going to be okay." Sasha stirred with a groan.
"Ty?" She mumbled.
"I'm right here." He said. She slowly opened her eyes.
"The baby?" She asked him.
"The baby is okay. You need to stay home and relax for the rest of your pregnancy though." He said. Sasha nodded.
"Anything." She whispered. Ty leaned over and kissed her forehead.
"Try to get some sleep. I will be right here when you wake up." Ty said. Sasha nodded slowly as she closed her eyes. It made Ty feel a whole lot better seeing Sasha talking. He never wanted experience fear like that again.
