It is hard at times to find a balance between my past and my future.

Who am I. Am I Rapses or am I Presley?

How can I be a normal kid without falling into my emeny's hands?

How will my past affect my future?

Will I even have a future?

If something should happen to me how will my mother deal not knowing the truth.

I wish there was no need for secrets and all my new friends could finally find peace.

I know one thing for sure nothing will ever be the same again.