A special thanks to yuriko, San-chan and WhAt, together we can come up with one legible plot line! Yeah! Thanks to San-chan and WhAt? especially for giving me the idea behind the screw.

Genre: Romance, Drama, Some humor

Pairing: Ed/Roy

Warning: Yaoi Angsty Fluffness

Disclaimer: I don't own the characters from FMA , I just play with them

Summary:What happened while Roy was away? How did Ed get so tall? Why is he a brunette?

All questions I plan to answer!

WARNING: FLAMES WILL BE USED TO ROAST MARSHMALLOWS: Yeah. So don't even think about it. If you have criticism try to keep it polite or I will block you from my comments box. Thank you and have a good night.

Edward shook his head, biting his lip so hard that it bled. Roy smacked the other man to stop him from biting through his lip completely. "I. . . I did something horrible Roy." said quietly. "I tried to kill someone." Roy looked at his beloved and pulled him close. He stroked Edward's hair and held him carefully in his arms.

"It's alright Edward. Tell me how it happened." said gently. Edward was crying a little, and Roy just held him.

"I. . . it was four months after you left. I was depressed and I got drunk." started. "I ditched Al at the barracks and went to this bar downtown. It was stupid I know that, but . . . I couldn't even talk to you. Not even write to you." He wasn't crying anymore, but Roy could tell he was afraid.

"Go ahead." said quietly. Edward was shaking.

"On my way back from the bar, I started thinking about these things. About how much I missed you. I was so scared you wouldn't come back." said softly. "Al wasn't there when I got back to the room so I. . . Al found me later, unconscious on the floor."

"Edward?"

"I tried to kill myself Roy. I slit my wrist." said quietly. He pulled back from Roy and pushed up his sleeve to show Roy the scar. "The doctors said I was lucky, if I had two wrists to cut, I would have been dead when Al found me." Roy looked at the scar and then looked at Edward.

"You idiot!" yelled, smacking the other boy upside the head. "Never do that again!" He pulled Edward close and started to cry. He stepped back slightly and pulled Edwards scarred wrist up to his lips and kissed it carefully. "I love you so much Edward , I don't want to lose you." Edward smiled.

"I love you too." Roy smiled back and kissed his lover firmly on the lips and lead his lover into the bedroom, closing the door firmly behind them.

Author's Note:

Me: Well that's the end of it folks.

Ed: Thank the heavens.

Roy: I don't know I could of gone a bit longer.

Me: Did I not tell you I write fluff and fluff alone! Well at least for now.

Winry: I thought you said I would get a part.

Me: I said I would think about it. The ending was just what I wanted so. . . There wasn't any room for you.

Winry: Drat.

Roy: Hey Edward?

Ed: Yes?

Roy: How did you get so tall anyway? I am pretty certain a normal human being does not grow that fast. . .

Al: cough alchemy cough

Roy: EDWARD!