A/N Draco's thoughts and I own nothing!
Choices
Why does life have to be so complicated for me?
My life isn't simple or easy.
I have my mother on one side encouraging me positively and lovingly.
My father on the other hand, he wants me to be just like him, right down to the last drop of blood.
He wants me to be powerful and successful.
And I can be, I can do it.
But not without his help.
And now I have a chance to prove myself.
I can do this, and for once I want to.
Not only for my father but for myself as well.
But then again, if I take this chance I'm risking my parents' lives.
Why is it that if I take one life, more will be saved?
Why is it that I have to kill the one warlock that He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named is afraid of?
I have to do his dirty work that's what it is.
He's afraid to do it himself.
Does that make me powerful than him?
Stupid Snape asking too many questions.
He keeps badgering me about this task.
He keeps offering to help.
I don't need his help, I've got it all planned out and I have the help of my friends.
We have got a fool proof plan.
I just hope it works.
(Some Time Later)
Time s drawing nearer and nearer.
I'm really scared.
Today I cried in the boy's labrotory.
And stupid Harry had to walk in and split my head open.
I hate him and his dumb friends.
I know he is still doing those dumb D.A. meetings.
He has no clue about what's going to happen.
Yes, This will work out fine, and Snape's my back up.
Tonight's the night.
I can do this.
All the death eaters are in the castle and everything is working out perfectly.
Dumbledor is out as usual.
I wonder where he goes…
What do I care, he's my pray.
What am I talking about, I can't do this.
I can't kill anyone.
I'mactually scared.
Really Scared.
Help me someone!