Once again don't own any characters…yet! We'll see later when I add in some more
AN: Thanks to my two reviewers! You guys are awesome! ;) Well here's the next chapter…a look into Derek! Hope you enjoy. Please R&R! Thanks guys!
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Everything Changes
A Grey's anatomy Multi-pairing story
Introduction 2: Derek
Life, who says we enjoy it? I, for one, feel it's turning out pretty shitty. We had it made, huge house overlooking the water, multiple bedrooms and solid careers. Well, we had it made materially at least. We'd started out so in love. We'd felt a burning desire for each other that we still can't feel with anyone. I didn't feel it with Meredith and I know that she didn't feel it with John.. She told me I was distant and I made her feel isolated, she tried to tell me that's why she slept with John. As if it would right the fact that she slept with my best friend, unbelievable. She wants everything to be the same as it was. She wants me to love her like I did. Of course I love her, but can I trust her? No. Hell No. I could trust Meredith. I can't trust Addie. I want to trust her, there's nothing I'd rather be able to do. Maybe with time I can trust her, maybe with help. Meredith is gone; I see that, to work things out with Addison I need to let that relationship die. Addison was my partner, my lover, and my best friend. I swear one day I will trust her again, I will learn to overcome the obstacles we've faced and move on with our future. I have a job and my own trailer, trailer for goodness sakes…I need our house, I need my Addie .