As usual I DON'T OWN TEEN TITANS. Wtf? It's like not on air anymore, what happened? Well here's the final chapter to Missing. Next, I'm writing an actual long story, don't worry. I've got it planned in my head. Happy reading…
Missing: Surrender to the Pain
Raven. Our friend. We will eternally miss her.
I sit here in front of her gravestone, staring at her epitaph. It's been a month since she died. I killed her. I still can't believe she's gone. Every morning I still make her tea, waiting for her to come in so maybe. Just maybe, I can make her smile. But then Starfire comes in, her eyes hollow from the pain of missing her best friend, comes in, and I remember that she's gone.
The tower will never be the same. It's full of tension. Starfire lost her best friend, Cyborg, his little sister, Robin, his friend and the only one her could talk to about serious things, and me. I lost my only love. Her memory won't leave me, never will.
Not even drowning my self in gin helps anymore. It makes it worse. I see her everywhere, every swish of a cloak, every spot of dark blue, and every person in a corner reading, it looks like her to me. I can't take this anymore! My soul is wasting away, consumed by guilt and sorrow.
Cyborg won't stop staring at me either. He gives me tofu everyday without complaint. I don't want his pity! He says I haven't told a joke in weeks. Fuck that. They can't understand the pain I'm going through. The only one who can help me is dead, killed by my foolish, immature actions.
So here I am, sitting at my love's grave under the big oak tree, her favorite reading place. Raven. I trace my fingers over her beautiful name, staring at the rope coiled in my lap. " Just wait a little bit longer, my love." I said.
Throwing the rope over a tall branch, I climbed up the oak tree to tie the rope securely to the tree. Fashioning a noose, I slipped the sweet, merciful rope over my head. No one will notice I'm gone. They're too wrapped up in their own misery, too sorrowful to fight crime. But I can leave this cursed place, where everything thing reminds me of her.
Closing my eyes, picturing an image of her beautiful face, looking at me, a tiny smile on her face. Breathing my last, I whispered, " I'm coming Raven." I stepped of the branch.
AN overwhelming tightness on my throat, overwhelming all my senses, consumed me. Then I became one with darkness.
A bright light shined in my eyes. When it cleared, I was in a field of light. I was wearing my usual clothes, except they were white. Stepping forward, a cloaked figure appeared in front of me. Lavender hair and eyes shined from under the hood. "Raven?" I asked. She replied, "Welcome home."
THE END
Here it is. Le Fin. I decided to have a moderately happy ending for once. : ) Thanks to all who reviewed me! It cool that people read my fics. Happy writing!