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Hope you guys are fine, Cuz if you are not, I will be even MORE sad. Yes, I am sad... I am thinking my parents don't like my sister, Lidia anymore. I was pretending to be listening to music but really I was listening to my parent's quite loud conversation. "I wish she could just get married already!" My dad said. I cried at all the things they said about her, and I am NOT a crying person. So there is my sad life story, but lets start THIS story already, you are probebly bored with MY life already. ON WITH THE FIC!

THIS IS A LONG CHAPTER!

This might be OC

Chapter Four: The Raven Awakens (and she ain't happy)

Rise... Fall... Rise... Fall... Floating up and down.

Raven's been floating for an hour. Right now, it looks like Raven didn't even try cutting herself. Her skin was bright, and smooth, it looked as good as new. Her pale skin looked untouched.

Beast boy was asleep beside Raven. His arms crossed over the medical bed and his head on top of them. He was twitching in his sleep... almost like a cute little puppy. Beast boy, if you didn't already figure it out, was having a dream, but not a very good one. You want to take a look at his dream? Huh, do ya? OK!

Flash- I mean dream section

"Raven!"

Raven was walking away, her back turned. Beast boy is trying to run after her but it turns out he is going nowhere. No matter how fast he moves his scrawny legs he isn't going anywhere.

"Raven!" He yells, "Come back!"

Raven keeps on walking away, somehow she can walk forward and not Beast boy. Raven turns around but, her eyes, they are pale-ish and gray. To put it bluntly, her eyes were NOT a sight for sore eyes, a baby would of cried of fright. Beast boy stopped running and stared at Raven's eyes. Beast boy seamed quite scared.

"Good bye Beast boy, I won't be coming back. It is too risky for you if I stay. I'm... sorry..." Raven closed her eyes and turn around once more. She walks away, each step making Beast boy's heart ache.

"Stop! Raven please!" Beast boy tries to run again, but is going nowhere yet again. "I don't care if it is too risky Raven! Just Please stay! I need you!"

But those words were muted to Raven's ears, it seems. Raven doesn't stop walking further and further away. She doesn't look back eneither. A fog then comes out of nowhere and makes Raven disapire to Beast boys eyes, never to appire again.

"RAVEN!" Beast boy calapes to the floor, sobing hot tears, "Raven... I never had a chance to tell you how I feel..."

End dream section (Beast boy is still dreaming though)

Beast boy is still twitching a little and may give out a grunt or two. Once in a while he mumbles Raven's name.

Raven is still floating up and down. Minutes later, she stops. Raven then, gently and slow floats down until she is acually laying on the medical bed. At first Raven remain still. Her eyes twitch and slowly open. Everything is blurry at first. Her eyes start to focus but the bliding light from a lamp above her made her slitly shut her eyes. Raven groans as she sits up. She closes her eyes to try to remember what happen. Something didn't feel right. Wait a minute, she can feel? Then it hit her.

"I'm alive? No it can't be. I lost so much blood." Raven looked at her hands. She stares at them. There were no signs of self inflicted cuts. No proof.

"Shit." Raven cursed uder her breath. She sighs and lays down again. "Someone must of came to my rescue..." She said rescue like it was a bad thing. Raven hears something.

"Raven..."

Raven shot up. She looked around, looking where the sound, that voice was coming from.

"Raven..."

There it is again. Raven looks down. There she saw Beast boy sleeping. Beast boy mumbled her name again.

Huh? why is he calling out my name? Raven thought. She wanted to prov his mind, but desided againced it. Raven then Tried to wake Beast boy up, to know what happened after she passed out. She shook him.

"Beast boy."

He was still sleeping.

"Beast boy." Raven said more loudly and firmly. Beast boy snores. Raven sighs. She grabs Beast boy's ear and put her lips very close to it...

"BEAST BOY!"

"GAH!" Beast boy jumps up and looks around franticly. He spots Raven. He couldn't believe it. Raven's awake?

"Hello, Beast boy." Raven said kind of in a nice way.

"Raven! You're alive!" Beast boy got off of his chair and gave Raven a big hug. Raven was shocked from his reaction. She let him hug her, until it was too much.

"Ok, Beast boy. Get. Off." Raven pushed Beast boy away from her and on the chair he was sitting on. Beast boy slumps in his chair, not bothered by Raven's action. Raven sighs.

"Beast boy, what happend? Why am I still here, did someone rescue me or something?" She looked at Beast boy straight in the eye.

"Yeah, I did." Beast boy said, quite proud.

Raven's eyes when from violet to red. Uh oh.

"YOU IDIOT!"

Beast boy was taken back. He was not expecting this reaction.

"Why did you save me?" Raven said not as loud but just as angry.

"Well I couldn't of just left you there! You were dieing there on the floor, I had to do something!" Beast boy shouted, almost angry.

"Yes you could, you could of just left me there! You would do me a favor for once!"

"What even cuasd you to do something like that anyway?" Beast boy said calmly.

"It was non of your buisness, Beast boy!" Raven said firmly. Her eyes then slowly faided to its violet color again, "It never was..."

"Yes it is, Raven! You are my friend, so it is my buisness as well!" His temper rising again.

"Well, you're wrong. This was PERSONAL buisness. I didn't needed you to rescue me like a sad little girl. I could been in peace at last if it wasn't for you! I could of stopped suffering in this world and its cruel people who don't give a crap about me."

"Don't say that, Raven. There are peopl that give a crap about you- I mean, care for you. I do. An so does the rest of the team. We were worried for you and Star's been crying a lot."

Raven looked down, trying to think of something. She sighs.

"But that doesn't give you the right to rescue me. It is my body and my life, I can do whatever I please with it. It's my choice, Beast boy." Raven said matter of factly, and with a hint of... sadness?

"Raven, suicide is a sin! By killing yourself you only bring more suffering to yourslef and to the poeple who care for you. Like Robin, you cuased him to be more stress than usual and have doubts. Cyborg, You cuased him to have a broken back for all The work he did to save you. Starfire, you cuase her to cry her eyes out and the loss of hope. Star is sad for the first time in her life."

Raven looked down, but this time, because she was ashamed.

Beast boy continued, "Me,"

Raven looked up at Beast boy.

"You cause me to snap at people. You caused me to lose hope and be very stressed. You also caused me to break my back over you for trying to get the liquids to save you. So technically, I suffered the most. I had so many emotion circling around my head and I don't want to feel that any time soon. Now I know why you don't like emotion, Raven."

Raven was gawing. What Beast boy said, from top to bottom, was pretty smart.

"Were you thinking for a long time how to tell me that or did it just pop up?" Raven said, still gawing.

"Acually, to be honest, I was thinking for a long time how to tell you." Beast boy smiled.

"It must be the end of the world, Beast boy can think." Raven said sarcasticly.

"Hey, I DO have a brain, I just don't use it much. Besides, half of what I said was on the internet."

"I knew it was too good to be true..." Raven then reliced something. "Hey why were you searching on the internet on that kind of topic?"

"What do you mean?" Beast boy said, puzzled.

"I mean, why were you searching on the internet about suicide?"

"Well, believe it or not, Raven, I once thought of commiting suicide myself."

Raven went wide eyed, "Really? Why, what happened?"

"Rememder the whole Terra insident?"

"Yes, thank you," Raven said angryly.

"Heh, heh, yeah, well, after she betraide us, beat us up, said she was sorry and killed Slade killing her in the prosece, I had so many emotions, I didn't know what to feel. On one hand, She betraide us and broke my heart, I should hold a grude on her. On the other hand, she said she was sorry and sacriced herself to save the city, I should forgive her. I also felt guilty for not trusting her or believing her when she said she didn't want to be with Slade anymore. (a/n see Betrayal in the house of mirrors) If I believed her, non of this would of happened and she wouldn't be dead today. I was angry with my self. So, I desided to commit suicide, to end my suffering. I was walking down the hall to the bathroom, all ready to do it, but your bedroom door was open. I looked inside, I saw you sleeping, and I found out that life was worth living after all. Raven, you saved me. You saved me from doing something so selfish and I am very greatful today. If you didn't stop me, I wouldn't of learn my leason. I went to the internet for some advice, and they all said the same thing. Killing yourself just to get away from your problems is a coward's way out, and that you should just fix your problems, maybe even get help from a few friends along the way. Terra would of never wanted me to commit suicide or think it is all my fault for her death, she would want me to be happy and live life at its fullest. I can't believe I couldn't see that before. I was foolish back then... you know after someone died, brataide you, fooled with your emotions or used you, it hurts, a lot, but after time goes by, the pain slowly goes away, but the pain will always be there, deep inside you. I was deppresed back then, but, today, I am just fine! See, Raven, I had the same experiance as you, but yours is kind of worse, huh?"

Raven looks down and nods.

"Yeah, I thought so..." Beast boy looks down.

Long silence...

Beast boy couldn't take it anymore, the silence that is.

"So, uh, would you mind, you know, telling me about your past, what made you who you are?" Beast boy said nevously.

Raven looks up and sighs.

"Very well, Beast boy."

Beast boy quickly got comfy. Raven mentally chuckled.

"Ok, so it starts out like this. My mom, Angela Roth, was playing with magic she shouldn't have. My mom accidentlly summoned my dad, Trigon the Terrible. And my dad, well, he sort of raped my mom..." Raven paused to look at Beast boy, who was wide eyed and had his mouth to the ground.

"My dad took my mom as his bride So now that I was in my mom's womb, Mom was horrified and was on the eage to suicide but, she was rescued by an extra-dimensional pacifist cult and taken to the other-worldly dimensional world known as Azarath; there, she gave birth to me. Right after I was born my father's evil influence was felt in Azarath. The grand-daughter of the original Azar herself raised me and trained me to keep my emotions in check; lest my father's evil side within me would be set free; that's when my father came to Azarath trying to claim me as his own. He eventually left without me but promised to be back. So I came to earth and joined you guys to escape from him, but he finally found me and he is trying to make my purpose come true."

"DUDE! I knew you lived a hard life but... dude!" Beast boy said gawking.

"Well, I told you my past now tell me yours"

"Ok Raven, here goes! My parents were Biologists known as Mark and Marie Logan. They took me with them to the African country of Upper Lamumba, where they were conducting research on genetic codes. I came down with a rare tropical disease that was believed only animals could survive. In a desperate move to save me, Dad treated me with an untested machine which he originally developed to isolate the common genetic bond shared between humans and animals. I recovered, but a side effect turned me skin green. A few years later, Mom was threatened by a deadly Black Mamba snake, and my desire to rescue Mom brought forth my powers, changing me into a mongoose. Several years later, my parents died in a boating accident, an incident which I still feel I could have prevented. But what is in the past, is in the past, right?"

"Whoa... I am sorry about your parents Beast boy..."

"Eh, that's ok. It doesn't bother me as much... Hey if you don't mind what is your REAL name?"

"My real name is Rachael Roth, but please don't call me that or I will send you to another dimension to know the REAL meaning of pain!"

Beast boy sighed "Ok, ok, I won't call you by that name. Hey, Raven, want to know my real name?"

"Sure"

"Promise not to laugh?"

"Yup"

"Alright my real name is Garfield Logan..." Beast boy flinched waiting for Raven to laugh but no laughter came. Instead Raven was just looking at Beast boy.

"Uh... you didn't laugh?"

"No, Garfield is an ok name I guess... But it kind of sound like that fat, lazy, orange, cat from the comics. Hmm, you know that name suits you." Raven smirked.

"Hey! What's that supposed to mean?"

"Oh nothing, nothing at all, just that, you are lazy at times that all...and sort of dumb..." Raven got up from the medical bed and started to walk to the door.

"Hey! I thought we went over this! I TO have a brain." Beast boy got up from his chair and followed Raven.

"Yeah, I guess, but not a every BIG brain." Raven walked out with Beat boy pouting behind her. They reached the Main Room. Starfire, Robin and Cyborg were all there watching tv.

"Um... surprise...?" Raven said.

Everyone quickly turn their heads. There was a pause. Starfire was the first to react.

"FRIEND RAVEN YOU HAVE AWAKED!" She quickly flew toward Raven and hugged Raven with one of her death hugs.

"Nice... to... see you... too..." Raven wheezed unable to say anymore. Starfire hugged Raven so hard she might of cracked Raven's ribs.

"Star! You hugging her to death!" Beast boy stated.

Starfire quickly reacted and let go of Raven. Raven gasped for air.

"Oh I am so sorry Raven! Have I hurt you?"

"No, of course not," Raven said sarcastically.

"Yo, welcome back Raven, How you feeling?" Cyborg said

"Like a million bucks..." Raven rolled her eyes.

"Yup... that the old Raven alright." Everyone laughed, except for Raven.

"Ok, not that this isn't fun but, I am really tiered. I will be in my room." Raven started to head for her room but Beast boy cut her off.

"No way Raven, you are staying in the Main room where we can keep an eye on you."

"You're joking, right?"

"Nope."

Raven moves to the side to go around Beast boy, but he moved to the side to block her. Raven tries to the side again but gets blocked by Beast boy yet again.

Raven gets frustrated, "Beast boy let me through!"

"No way."

"AGH! Fine."

Beast boy smiles. "Thanks."

"Whatever." Raven rolls her eyes. She flops down on the couch and sighs. "Not much of a comfort zone..."

"Anyway, we should ALL get some sleep. It is pretty late." Robin ordered.

Everyone nodded. Starfire, Robin and Cyborg headed for their rooms but not Beast boy, he just stood there. No one noticed. Beast boy carefully walked towards the couch, to where Raven was sitting. He sat down next to her.

"Hy, Rae," Beast boy said.

Raven looked at him puzzled. "Um... Hi?"

"Mind if I sit here?" Beast boy asked nervously.

"You already are." Raven said matter of factly.

"Heh, heh, yeah." Stupid.

Raven shivers and hugs herself for warmth. "Nice place you put me in Beast boy, it's so cold here..."

"Aw, here I'm warm." Beast boy wraps his arms around Raven and pulls her closer to him. Raven blushes furiously. Why isn't she angry at Beast boy for touching her, no, HOLDING her? Usually she would of send beast boy to another dimension, but she didn't. She just sat there, actually ENJOYING his warmth. She hesitantly put her head on his shoulder, closing her eyes. WAIT A MINUTE! HER REPUTATION WAS AT STAKE! Raven quickly moved away from Beast boy, away from his arms.

"Um, thanks Beast boy but, I can, I mean, get a blanket or use my cloak for warmth, so I you know, so I won't bother you." Raven didn't even dare to look at Beast boys eyes. Beast boy frowned.

"Well, can I at least keep you company?" Beast boy asked almost pleading.

"Um... sure?" Raven quickly regreted what she said. Raven then lay down on the couch and put her head on the couch's arm. Beast boy watched her every move. Raven's eye lids pretty soon were too heavy to stay open and closed them in time. Beast boy watched her carefully through the night wishing he could hold her again. He sighed.

Maybe it wasn't meant to be...

I am SOOO sorry Bb/Rae shippers. I promised myself that Raven would deny her feelings and that this is a slow relationship. Sorry if this Chapter was boring... and OC

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