Inuyasha's Gender Confusion
Chapter 2- Inuyasha's Devastation
Inuyasha grasped his heart (obviously he wasn't having a real heart attack, but it sure felt like it!). His eyes burned with a mixture of emotions- hatred, jealousy and most of all…despair! He panted heavily, he didn't know what to do, what he should do next- he just went blank…and stared…at….
Kagome and Kouga making out (A/N…sorry it wasn't a lemon guys- I know how badly you guys wanted it to be one:P)! Both of them in a dead lip lock. Lips slithering, one on top of the other, arms slowly sliding up and down the others body….it was enough to make him nauseous! Kouga's arms slid up and down Kagome's back. Inuyasha glared…he knew Kouga was enjoying every single moment of it.
…and Kagome! What possessed Kagome to do this….to me?…. (Inuyasha). She also seemed like she was enjoying every…single…moment of it too…. No…something's wrong…..Kouga must be black mailing Kagome! She couldn't possibly want to kiss Kouga like that! That stupid bastard - taking advantage of Kagome like that when she can't even move! I never should have left her alone with that pervert! I have to protect Kagome….(Inuyasha).
It didn't look like they were going to stop… Kouga reached for Kagome's shirt and slowly started to pull it up…Inuyasha knew what was going to happen next. Inuyasha couldn't take it anymore…suddenly he jumped through the bushes…his tetsaiga ready and prepared to be used to slash apart Kouga's limbs from piece to piece. His eyes bursted with anger- wild with rage…. I won't let that bastard get away with this (Inuyasha).
"KOUGA! KOUGA you stupid bastard! GET AWAY FROM MY GIRL!"
Kouga unwantingly parted lips with Kagome, his hands still half way up Kagome's waist…looking at Inuyasha with utter confusion and surprise. "What!"
Kagome let go of Kouga…panting with the lack of air she was receiving from Kouga's lip lock. She looked up with utter horror! OMG…INUYASHA? What have I done! (Kagome)
Kagome blushed severely…this was possibly the most embarrassing thing that had ever happened to her!…and in front of Inuyasha! She had no clue of what she should do next!
"What the hell are you talking about Inuyasha!" Yelled Kouga (and you could tell that he wasn't very pleased that Inuyasha had interrupted him…while he was doing his business ;)!)
"I SAID…Get away from my GIRL!"
"You're GIRL! What the hell are you talking about!"
"….Girl!"…whispered Kagome quietly…obviously confused…."Since when has Inuyasha started to consider me as his girl?"
"You pervert! You took advantage of Kagome while she couldn't move- forcing her to make out and kiss you like that!"
"WHAT!…Kagome kissed me out of her own will you stupid dumb ass!"
Uh-oh, Kagome thought, I did kiss Kouga out of my free will…..
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…FLASHBACK (to right after Inuyasha left Kagome to go to the village)
"Stupid mutt…I cant believe that he left you here…alone…with me…." Snickered Kouga (who knows, he could have said it in a perverted tone:P)
"…ya…" Kagome said as she twiddled her thumbs…she really did feel the awkwardness of the situation.
"You know Kagome…I really don't see why you hang around that stupid mutt….I mean you're so much better than he is! You deserve better. I know you like him…but by the way that he acts and treats you- I don't think he really does care about you that much. To me I think that he treats you like dirt!"
I guess Kouga is right…I mean…when has Inuyasha been more than just a friend to me? It's not like I haven't given him signals that I like him…I guess Inuyasha is mean to me because he doesn't really care about me that much (Kagome)…she nodded in agreement… and look at Kouga here…he's always taken care of me when he was around and he always tries to do the best he can so that I would be safe...I mean Inuyasha does do that…but Kouga...he…he just does it in a way that shows me that he loves me very much.
Kouga slowly sat down beside Kagome on the dirt and turned towards her. He turned his eyes towards her and picked up her hand and placed it into hers.
"Kagome…I really do like you…you're the best thing that has ever happened to me after all my friends were slayed by Naraku!" he said, it looked as though it took a lot of courage for him to say what he had just said.
Both of them stared at each other…hand in hand…Kouga just couldn't hold it anymore…I need to kiss her…she is just so beautiful…and wonderful…I need her…(Kouga).
Kagome stared back…Kouga looks so cute…he really does love me a lot doesn't he? (Kagome).
Abruptly Kouga grabbed Kagome by her waist and pulled her closer to him…he locked lips with her. Kagome stuttered in surprise- eyes wide open…this was totally unexpected. He is a good kisser though… (Kagome). His lips moved smoothly across hers, with passion, with desire…as if he had held his love for her after so long- and he was finally unleashing it…all his love…all the passion that he had for Kagome into those two rosy lips. Shocked at first, Kagome just couldn't help it…she kissed Kouga back, and so did he…passionately they held on to each other as if there was no tomorrow…
(End of flashback)
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Kagome looked back at Inuyasha… you know what…I am not ashamed of what I did…I wanted Kouga… I want Kouga…why should I be embarrassed about how I feel (Kagome).
"Wha-wha-what!" stuttered Inuyasha…
"Ya…you heard me right," snickered the wolf demon "Kagome chose to kiss me…"
Confused, Inuyasha turned to Kagome… looking into her eyes for an answer…an explanation….
Kagome hesitated at first, but decided that she should say it loud and clear… "Inuyasha…it's true…I did kiss Kouga out of my free will…it's just that...Kouga has showed me so much love…and compassion…and he shows that he cares for me…"
"…but, but, I care for you…."
"Well…Inuyasha you never truly showed me…you always gave me mixed feelings…and I guess...I guess Kouga was the first to actually show me that he loved me…I'm sorry…" Kagome looked down; she was too embarrassed and felt too bad to look at Inuyasha's expression.
"Ya…you heard the girl right…she doesn't want you anymore…" Kouga smiled a triumphant smile.
Inuyasha stammered…he didn't know what to do…this girl, this girl he had loved so much, had so much compassion for…was leaving him? Leaving him for a mangy wolf.How…how could that be…? First Kikyo…and now…Kagome (Inuyasha).
Kouga picked Kagome up…steadily with his arms and said "Inuyasha…I'm leaving with Kagome….we want to be together…we decided that…."
Inuyasha looked at Kagome…she nodded slightly…trying not to look him in the eye.
"B-B-Bye Inuyasha…." Kagome whispered….
…and Kouga turned around and jumped into the forest…never to be seen again….
As they turned around, Inuyasha just stared in bewilderment….someone who he had loved for years had left him in a matter of minutes….
Inuyasha turned back to the village as a small, salty tear slipped down his cheek….