Amy had given her a ride home. Ashley was glad to be back she needed some down time just to relax. Summerslam was in 3 weeks and Ash couldn't wait to go she was going to meet Hulk Hogan and she couldn't wait. Like Randy and John Ashley had grown up watching Hulk Hogan and Ric Flair of course this was before they went to WCW. For the longest time Ashley thought that WCW was where the old wrestlers went because all the people who were on WWF as it was at the time when she was little where on WCW. She threw her stuff up in her room and went in search of Jeff.

"Jeff where are you" she called

"In the living room" he replied

"Hey how come you guys never told me that we had an aunt named Lily I had to find out from John?" she asked walking into the room. "oh hi Chris it's good to see you again"

This time Chris looked much happier he was even smiling. Something was off and she had a feeling she was about to find out.

"Jeff what is going on?" Ashley asked

"Ash I think you should sit down" Jeff said

"Oh god something is wrong you didn't call me Shorty like you always do" she said. She did what Jeff told her and sat down.

"Honey this isn't easy foe us to tell you but we think you need to know" Jeff started

"This has to do with Lily and her daughter doesn't it?" she asked

" How much did John tell you?" Jeff asked

"He just said that Chris was married to our Aunt and they had a daughter but then Lily and their daughter died in a car accident and that I would have been about 2 when it happened" Ashley answered.

"Well John is right about most of it except Chris's daughter didn't die she ended up living but her family lied to her and made her think she was someone else" Jeff explained.

"Ashley, Lily was your mother" Chris said

"Ok who put you up to this and how much are you being paid?" Ashley asked

"We are being completely serious" Jeff said

"But how NO this isn't true my mother's name is Deanna Harris and my father's name is Scott, I was born on August 2, 1987, I was 3 and a half months early" She said trying to make them believe.

"Ashley you were taken from Chris when you were 2 years old our aunt used you to try to get her ex boyfriend to marry her" Jeff said

"No you are lying" Ashley said she was now hysterically crying."Why are you doing this to me"

"Because you deserve to know the truth" Jeff replied.

Ashley couldn't take it anymore she grabbed her coat and he car keys and drove off. Jeff stood in the door way watching the car speed away.

"Well that went fantastic" Chris said sarcastically.

"She needs some time to think this through" Jeff assured him.

"Where is she going?" Chris asked.

"I'll give you one guess" Jeff said.

"John" they both said at the same time.

Ashley drove 27 hours to get to the spot where Raw was being held. She called John and asked if she could stay with him for a few days. He said yes and when she arrived looking terrible with eyes so puffy she could barely see out of them and dark circles under which only meant she hadn't slept in sometime.

"Sweetie what happened?" he asked.

"My whole life has been a lie I don;t even know who I am anymore" she replied.

She told John the whole story and when she was done she broke down again. John held her in his arms until she cried herself to sleep. He placed her in the bed of his hotel room. He had to leave then next morning to go to a meeting with Vince McMahon as much as he didn't want to leave her he knew he had to.

Ashley woke up a short while later at first she had no idea where she was but then it all came flooding back to her all the pain hit her in one wave. She got up and looked at herself in the mirror. Who was she, she didn't even know anymore. The pain was too much was this how it was supposed to be could God really be that cruel now she was alone and not sure who to trust her whole family had lied to her. There was Amy and John but they had their own lives they didn't need her messing with that. It was then that she knew what she had to do it was all up to her.

She searched through John's bag until she found what she was looking for John had been given pain pills for his back which had been bothering him lately there was still a whole bottle left. Next she walked over to the mini bar. It was full of alcohol she grabbed a couple of bottles and began to write letters to various people. Has she ever though her life would end like this no, never had she ever pictured this but it seemed the only way. Finally she got to John's letter. She simply wrote some song lyrics.

Remember me when you're out walkin'
When the snow falls high outside your door
Late at night when you're not sleepin'
And moonlight falls across your floor
When I can't hurt you anymore

You'll find better love
Strong as it ever was
Deep as the river runs
Warm as the morning sun
Please remember me
Please remember me

She took the whole bottle of pills and drank the 5 bottles of vodka that she had found and then she waited for the blackness to come and when it did a single tear slid own her face and then she faded into the blackness.