I Know
Chapter 01: Farewell Yesterday
"Mimi," Sora started. "Yeah Sora?" she asked. "Matt finally proposed in hand of marriage!" Sora exclaimed happily, Mimi's jaw dropped, and her heart broke into millions of pieces, and it was impossible to mend again.
"Wow Sora. Congratulations! You're now certified Ishida!" she lied and her tone almost saying the truth.
"Mimi, what flowers do you think will suit my wedding gown?" Sora asked, Mimi was still dumbfounded.
"Mimi? Are you still there?" Sora said impatiently. "Oh, yeah. I'm sorry, I gotta go. Ja ne." she said as she hung the phone.
Fuck it! I hate myself! I shouldn't even expect more than friendship! I know it's stupid of me and I know that believing that he'll love me back too, cuz I know no one will ever love a girl who loves herself so much and who only cares of herself. I-I'm nothing in this world, I'm no need.
She quickly grabbed her trench coat and walked to the park.
"Probably she knows how I feel about Yamato, I hate you Sora." She said to herself. No, I must not say these, it's not her fault, and it'll be always me, Mimi.
Mimi looked at the pond and described herself.
I know, that everything is natural and it's natural to life to get heartbroken. I should've chosen the person who'll love me whole-hearted. Yah, like who? Joe doesn't even care about me.
Then a hand was placed on top of her shoulder.
She shivered and looked back and saw Yamato. She tried to hold her tears from falling.
"Ohayo Mimi. Why're you alone?" he asked as he gave her a 'da-man!' smile.
"I'm fine, please don't bother. Oh and I heard you and Sora are getting married! Congratulations! I'm happy for both of you!" she said happily, avoiding her feelings right now.
"Arigato Mimi." Matt said with a little sad expression written on his face.
"Man, time goes fast." She said, as she closed her eyes recalling when she was 11.
"Yeah." He said. Mimi tried to hide her tears from falling, but so much of it she can't hide it anymore.
"Mimi, are you crying?" Matt asked. "Uh-sorta. I'm just happy for both of you." She said as she gave him 'happy-Tachikawa!' smile.
"Well, save your tears next month, Mimi." He said as he wiped them away.
"Yamato," Mimi started. "Yeah?" he asked eagerly.
"I know you won't ever forgive me from saying this but, I like you a lot as in, a lot, Yamato." She said finally.
"Mimi, you should've said that a long time ago." He said coldly.
"I know." She said, wiping her tears.
"I know, I shouldn't be telling this either. I am too late. I know." She continued.
"I love you too. As a friend." He said as held her shoulder.
"I know." Mimi said. "No other girl can be equal to Sora." He said harshly.
"I know."
"And you know, that you have no chance with me, got it?" he said hardly.
Mimi nodded.
"I know. Sora will be the only one for you, no one else, even me." Mimi reminded herself loudly.
"Good, I can leave you now." Matt said as he stood up and left her alone.
"I can't believe myself. I even fall for the guy who doesn't even love me." She muttered as she played at her thumbs.
'No other girl can be equal to Sora.' Only her, no one but her. She was always loved and cared, she deserved everyone, I could only think that maybe I deserve someone who'll understand a ditz like me.
She wept her warm tears.
Matt-
Man, I shouldn't done that. What will happen to me when Sora would find out! His hands were in his pockets. He looked up at the sky and closed his eyes.
Flashback-I knocked at the door hastily, when a girl opened up. "Hi, Yamato. What are you doing here?" 17-year-old Mimi asked.
"You gotta listen to me, MIMI!" I exclaimed as I barged myself to the room and sat on the couch.
"What is it?" Mimi asked. I quickly took her wrists. "Mimi, remember when we went to the park five years ago, and we played soccer!" I said excitedly. "Yes, I remember." She said.
"Well, you know Sora, right?"
"Yeah…" she pondered.
"Well, I'm finally going to tell her!" I said happily. Her smile turned to a nothing, but she grinned.
"Sweet, Yamato. Sweet. Congratulations! Now, you must get out now, you two need some quality time together! Ja!" she said quickly as she pushed me out of her house.
I shrugged and went to Sora's.
End of Flashback
It was nice telling her how he feels, but unknowingly a friend's now crying on her bed, her eyes are swollen and's suffering love.
He opened his eyes as he felt the rain from the clouds.
I better apologized to her, Sora might go beserk.
He went back to the park and spotted her alone, crying. Her hair was wet, her clothes are soaked. "Mimi," She looked up and smiled.
"Hi again." She said. "Mimi, I'm sorry for what I said. I shouldn't be that harsh." He said.
Mimi-
He's just saying this because Sora wil hate him if she knew.
"No need to. Oh, and Yamato, I'm sorry for telling you that. I don't need your sorry cuz I know, that you never mean it anyway." She said, holding her tears back.
She stood up, and this time, she left him alone.
Where should I go?
She went to Tai's house.
"How could I be so stupid? I know I should be happy for them! But all he did was shut me up!" she said as her tears wetted his shirt.
Tai was heartbroken too; maybe love wasn't there to spark.
Sora chose Yamato over him. "I feel the same way." He said, Mimi managed to look up. "How would you know?" she asked a bit harsh.
"Because, the only girl I want chose him over me." He said. "Oh Tai! I'm so sorry!" she said as she dug her face to his chest.
Mimi could hear some sniffs too, Is it Tai? "Oh Tai! You're crying!" Mimi said and giggled.
"I am not!" Tai argued, she giggled again.
"It's okay to cry, even if you're a guy, but you have a heart!" she praised him.
"You know Tai, when he came back to the park, he apologized to me. Insincerely. I know he's only doing that because of Sora." She said.
"Are you okay now?" Tai asked.
"I am now." She said. "Thank you." She thanked. "Anytime, Mimi."
Yah, I know, a sappy and sad one, Im thinking if Michi or Mimato, I'm a bit depressed. Updating soon!