Ashley sighed as she knelt down and cleaned off the gravestone in front of her. The sunlight shining off the stone made it seem like the light was taunting the poor soul that was just below the ground. 6 feet was all that separated Ashley and her mother 6 meager feet but it seemed so far to her but then again wasn't she supposed to be in there with her. Wasn't she supposed to have died all those years ago part of her wished she did so she wouldn't have had to go through those horrible 16 years but then another part looks at her life now with John and their 2 beautiful children and she felt incredibly lucky plus she had her father and step mother who she loved very much. If there was one thing that Ashley was not it was rational ask anyone who knew her they'd tell you. She could never really count her blessings without seeing what she had lost to get them. Her fingers traced the engraved stone she was so deep in thought.

"Momma give me strength for what I need to do" she whispered.

Her eyes scanned the headstone Sarah Lilian Benoit. She remembered her Uncle Gill told her that her mother hated being called Sarah as a child and refused to answer to it so they called her Lily. She wondered if her father found it ironic both his wives had basically the same name. She wondered what her mother thought about her life would she have been happy for her or mad about the age difference between her and John little things like that. This had been the first time she had gathered the courage to come to see her mother's grave. She felt now she needed to see it maybe it was because of how terribly Randy had been doing or the fact that she needed to do something big to save his life.

"Momma I can't believe I'm going to do this but Randy needs me to so I will" she said.

Randy had a very rare blood type O negative. Nobody in his family seemed to have it and all of the WWE had been tested but the blood type was so rare nobody seemed to have it. Except for one person that Ashley knew of but she doubted he would help her but she had to try that is why she had a plane to catch in about 3 hours. Bam Margera was the only hope that Randy had to ever recover and Ashley was sure that he wouldn't just do this out of the kindness of his heart because she asked him to but she had to try.

Ashley walked back to the truck John had been waiting for her. She got in and didn't say anything she just looked out the window. John wanted to ask her how everything went but he knew she didn't want to talk so he wouldn't press the matter. She would talk when she wanted to.

Short chapter but I running low on inspiration right now but I felt that this chapter couldn't wait so enjoy.