A very smart man once said we are forty against hundreds in someone else's bloody war, we know not why were fighting or what we're dying for, they will storm us in the morning when the sunlight turns to sky death is waiting for its dance now fate has sentenced us to die.

John continued driving rain was falling down pretty heavily now. It was dark and the road was barely visible, John had no idea where he was going he just needed to get out and clear his head. He had been driving for about 2 hours now and still had not gotten anywhere. Eventually the car ran out of gas. John stepped out of the car and kicked the tire really hard.

"AHH WHAT THE FUCK" John screamed. He had definitely broken a few bones in his foot with that move.

"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME" he yelled. "DO YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY?"

No answer, John was now soaked from the rain but he didn't care. His foot was throbbing and he could feel it starting to swell. But again it didn't matter.

"I WANT MY WIFE BACK YOU HAD NO RIGHT TAKING HER AWAY FROM ME" he continued yelling. "I WANT HER BACK NOW".

He collapsed due to his leg giving out on him. He had just about given up when he saw a bright set of headlights up ahead.

"You need some help?" the owner of the vehicle asked.

"Yeah" John replied.

"What happened?" the man asked getting out of what John could now see was an 18 wheeler.

"My car ran out of gas, so I kicked it and broke my foot" John replied.

The man helped John into the truck.

"We should take you to a hospital" he said.

"I don't care" John said' "nothing seems important anymore"

"Life problems?" the man asked.

"You could say that" John replied.

"I'm sure it can't be that bad" the man said.

"I have 6 children and my wife was in a car accident and has been in a coma for almost 4 months and in about 3 weeks she is scheduled to be taken off life support" John said "that is what I would call bad".

"How long were you two married?" the man asked.

"About 11 months" John said.

"How long have you been together?" the man asked.

"We we're friends for a year before we got serious but I would say about 4 years" John said.

"4 years and you have 6 kids" the man said.

"Two were adopted and the youngest two are twins" John said.

"Ok that makes a little more sense" the man said.

"You know I try to keep telling myself I need to be strong but how can I, the love of my life is hooked up to so many machines it's almost like she isn't even a human being anymore" John said.

"I had a family once, I used to be a lawyer up in New York City. I had a wife and a son but then when my boy was 13 he was shot playing a game of basketball in a park with his friends, can you imagine that just playing a harmless game" he said "about a month later my wife couldn't take her pain anymore so she shot herself in the temple".

"Do you know why I told you this John?" the man asked.

"No" John said.

"Because you still have a chance" the man said. "you still have your kids and they need their dad".

"I never thought of it that way"

The man drove John to the nearest hospital and helped him into the emergency room. They took John into a room and put his leg in a cast.

"Ok John we're gonna keep you here over night just to make sure you're ok" the doctor said.

"Yeah sure" John replied.

"Is there anyone we can call?" the doctor asked.

"Yeah" John said.

A/N: Damn this chapter sucked but next chapter back to Ashley's dream.