Here's the next chappie!

Warnings: MPreg, "past" rape, and all the other stuff that makes this story Mature.

Disclaimer: Kiss my ass. I don't own it… bitches.

AN: Someone reviewed and said they couldn't see Squall thinking like I'm making him think (I'm sorry, I am unable to get access to your name… cries) but that's the beauty of fanfiction: You're able to make the characters think and do what you want them to. This is an AU after all. Thanks to everyone, and please review!

Squall POV

Gradually the darkness receded, allowing me to see a white ceiling.

/Wow. That's a big help. A white ceiling. How many places have white ceilings? …Did I just think that...? What happened again? Oh right, I remember…/

As I was slowly recalling what happened, a door to my right slammed open, the light on the other side blinding me for a moment.

When I reopened my eyes, I realized I had turned from the light.

/As if that's abnormal./ Wow. That sounded a tad bit bitter.

I saw I was in someone's bedroom, on someone's bed. But whose?

"Squall?"

/My human name/ I turned towards the still-open doorway to see—

"Seifer?"

Yes. There he stood, light streaming from behind him, casting his face in shadow, highlighting his golden hair.

He stood like a golden god.

Or an angel.

My heart clenched at that thought. Memories I'd never wanted to relive or ever see again surged through my mind. The pain. Suffering. Wounds still fresh, if not in body then in mind.

"Squall!" A hand fell to my shoulder. I looked up into eyes the deepest shade of green I had ever seen. "Could you explain these to me?"

'These?'

I felt a tug on one of my cat ears.

Oh.

No (My) POV

Squall opened his mouth to answer and stood from the bed, before letting out a cry.

Seifer caught Squall as he fell. "What's wrong! Squall!"

Between clenched teeth Squall growled out, "The pain. It hurts… so much… Why? ...Why does it hurt… so much?" Then Squall collapsed completely, clutching his abdomen.

"Squall? I don't understand. What does the pain feel like?" Seifer laid Squall on his side on the bed while he crouched down beside him ready to cast any spell needed.

"I don't understand, myself." Squall huffed out. "I was told a pain… like this would… occur if I ever became impregnated." /It shouldn't and wouldn't if I had been able to stay with my father. They just want to hurt me as much as possible./

Then he noticed Seifer had moved from the bed. Seifer's eyes were downcast and his whole body tensed.

Squall reached out for him. "Se-Seifer?" As soon as Squall touched him, Seifer flinched. "What happened while I was under Ultimecia's sleeping spell? Seifer? Please… tell me."

Seifer finally looked up, eyes full of sorrow. Then back down.

"She made me… she made me rape you, Squall. Or is it Griever not? I don't know." He brought a hand up to his forehead. "I'm so sorry, Squall. I didn't believe her when she told me she was making an ultimate knight. I… am… so sorry, Squall."

Seifer POV

I'll admit it. I was close to tears. I just put him through pain and I was about to put him through 9 months of it. I should have tried to resist her harder. I should have—

I tensed as arms wrapped around me, and Squall laid his head a top mine.

"You're thinking to hard, and it's giving me a headache. It's not your fault, it's that bitch's fault. Don't worry about it. The pain's already gone."

"But it will come back, won't it?" I put my arms around his waist and pulled him down, forcing him into my lap. "I could've—,"

"You couldn't have."

"I should've."

"You couldn't have."

"Damn it, Squall! Will you listen—,"

"I'm really tired." He looked me square in the eye. "Can we sleep now?" I nodded. He looked tired.

Well… okay, he looked high but whatever.

I was going to simply lay him down, but he pulled me down with him. I was about to get up before I noticed he was already asleep, content-looking in my arms.

/If I moved now, he'll wake up./

What to do? I looked down.

/Crap./

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