Disclaimer: I don't own Gilmore Girls.

Sorry for disappointing you on the wedding but that's how I planned it. I wanted her to be 1000 percent sure. I didn't want any doubts coming from her. So I hope you like this chapter. I have one chapter coming and then sadly this story will end.


She didn't know how much she ran but she ended up on the porch of the Dragonfly. She stood still for a moment. She couldn't believe what she just did. Yet she couldn't outrun the past so she stood there, cemented to the spot. When she finally snapped out of her daze she slumped down on the porch.

How can I get through this? I hurt him, like I hurt Max. My mother was right.

He's too good for me. Maybe I should disappear, no one will notice. Lorelai rested her head in her hands.

"Lorelai? What's wrong? Please tell me."

Hearing his voice Lorelai pulled herself up, and started to run away, but Luke caught her, and made her face him.

"Lorelai, I don't understand. Did you change your mind about marrying me?"

Tears pouring out of her eyes, she sobbed out "Luke…I don't know…I'm just not good enough for you."

Luke got angry "You! Not good enough for ME? I'm the one that's not good enough for you!" calming his voice he gently continued "We already had this conversation. I love you, and you love me. That's enough. Nothing else matters. Just me and you. Well, Rory too." Searching her face he asked "You do love me, right?"

Lorelai was shocked "Of course I love you Luke. That's why I'm not marrying you. I don't want to hurt you."

"You don't want to hurt me? What do you think you're doing right now? You think I'm doing the Macarena right now?"

She started pacing "Everything is losing its purpose. Something that seemed right then somehow looks different now." emphasizing then and now. She stopped and faced him, then taking a huge breath she continued "Do you think I don't want to marry you? Of course I do. More than anything. I'm just so scared. Scared of losing you, scared of losing Rory, and scared of losing the sameness. I just want everything to stay the same." Then taking a deep breath she continued "What if you do marry me, then what will happen? We live happily ever after like the Disney princesses?" she laughed "No! Something will bad will happen and we would lose each other. And besides, you think I drink too much coffee, eat too much junk food, AND watch too many movies. You can do better Luke. You can have someone without my flaws. Someone that is not scared of marrying you, someone who is not scared of change, and of the future."

"God damn it!" He reached in his pocket and took out a piece of paper "I want you to see something." he waved the piece of paper in her face "Here's the horoscope. I kept it. I still have it!" He shoved it back into his pocket, and took her hands "Lorelai, I love you. I want to be with you. I don't care that you drink too much coffee. I don't care that you eat too much junk. And I don't care that you are a movie junkie. I want you to know, there is no such thing as a person without flaws. Besides, I love your flaws. They make you special." He gently wiped her tears and told her "I'm going to tell you something that may not seem like me, but I want you to listen. Okay" she nodded and he continued "It's okay to be scared. I'm scared too. But that's what makes this great, is that we can be scared together. We'll have something else in common."

Lorelai stared deep into his eyes and whispered "What else do we have in common?"

Luke smiled "We love each other." Lorelai smiled back.

"Can we go back and marry each other, because I want our honeymoon to start as soon as possible." Joked Lorelai


"The wedding's back on" yelled Miss Patty.

Everyone in a chaos ran to their seat and Mia waited for Lorelai. It was going to be one hell of a night. That's for sure.


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