Title: Why Did I Fall?
By: Semi-CrazyWithALittleWeirdness
Musings of Miss Ginny Weasley
I'm not in love. Well, not with him anyways. No, I'm in love with my boyfriend of one year, Zachariah Smith. I can't, no, don't love a certain green-eyed boy.
I mean, come on, it was a first-year crush. Not to mention a second-year and a third-year and a fourth—wait, no! It didn't go that far. At least, I don't think it went that far.
No, it didn't.
Did it?
Nah… it was only one of those celebrity crushes, right? I mean, how would you be able to have six years worth of unrequited love?
Waaaaaiiit….
What do I mean 'unrequited love'? Sorry, meant to say 'crushes'.
He doesn't like me that way. And if he did, I think I'd have a heart attack.
What if I never married because I would still be in love with Harry? Or, worse, what if I married someone I didn't love, and I'd still be in love with him? What if he died during the war and I still loved him? What if I died during the war and he only thought of me as a sister and he married someone I hated?
What if?
The 'What if's never stop. I'll be doing something totally normal and one will just flow through my head like a strip of ice, making me freeze with an unknown stress and depression.
I sit here and think, I'm supposed to love Zach. I can't.
I've already fallen.
Zach can't pull me up, only he can. Only him and no one else. Why him? Even I'm not sure. I fell in love with him. Why can't I fall out of love with him?
I'm in love with a guy who could have pretty much any girl he wanted. And he doesn't want any of them. Especially not me. I'm his sister, for all he cares.
Why is it not me?
And, why did I have to fall?
A:N/ this is my first fic. its just a drabble/musing that i had. and it probz sux. :(
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