Missing You

(Oneshot)

Summary: Phil's long gone by this time, and Keely's kinda gotten over it, but no matter what happens, she remembers him.

Keely just sat by the window, looking over the yard, covered with a thick fog. She was listening to something.

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

Keely wasn't doing anything else, the song played over, and over again, since she was in deep thought.

"It's been a year, so long, without you."

She then moved to her bed, laying down on it.

"The way you smile, your laugh, everything about you."

She fell asleep. Just there, while it was cold. The song just played over and over.

"Where am I?"

"Where does it look like, Keely?"

"Phil! Phil, I thought you left already?"

"How could I stand leaving you?"

Keely suddenly jumped out of bed, since someone was trying to wake her up.

"It was all a dream, all a dream."

But when she looked up to who was trying to wake her up, it was…

"PHIL! When did you get here?"

"Just a while ago-"

Before Phil could finish his sentence, Keely, immediately hugged Phil.

After that, she woke up again, realizing that it was all a dream, Phil didn't return to Keely's time.

She couldn't do anything, but just cry. By that moment, a new song played,…

I have seen peace. I have seen pain,
Resting on the shoulders of your name.
Do you see the truth through all their lies?
Do you see the world through troubled eyes?
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.

I have seen birth. I have seen death.
Lived to see a lover's final breath.
Do you see my guilt? Should I feel fright?
Is the fire of hesitation burning bright?
And if you want to talk about it once again,
On you I depend. I'll cry on your shoulder.
You're a friend.

You and I have been through many things.
I'll hold on to your heart.
I wouldn't cry for anything,
But don't go tearing your life apart.

I have seen fear. I have seen faith.
Seen the look of anger on your face.
And if you want to talk about what will be,
Come and sit with me, and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.
And if you want to talk about it anymore,
Lie here on the floor and cry on my shoulder,
I'm a friend.

She just kept crying, unable to move, this lasted for a few minutes, but she couldn't do anything about it.

"It's been over a year, Keely, be strong."

She kept telling herself this over and over again, and the songs were just running freely in her mind.

One thing was for certain, Keely was sure that Phil was the greatest person she ever met, and the only one he truly loved, as a friend, and more than that.

A/N: This is my first POTF fic, and I picked up using James Blunt from another fic, and I just used other songs, but they match the mood, that's why I use them.