Chapter 16:

Authors Note: Blah blah blah, you know the drill, blah blah blah, read and review blah blah blah, on with the story already!

Warning: This chapter will be filled with graphics, and be mainly only Inuyasha and Rin's view. It may end in rape. I warn you it will be graphic and I will not accept any flames for this chapter. I need this chapter to be the turning point. If you can't handle the graphics of rape and murder please don't read this chapter. Thank you.

Inuyasha's POV+

Was this what Kikyou felt when I was with Kagome? Is this the same feeling? Could I really move on without Kikyou? I didn't think I could. This feeling, this was the feeling Kagome felt when I had been with Kikyou, and for Kikyou when I was with Kagome. It was an undying hurt that made you want to cry and to kill the other person. Jealously was so painful that it hurt, it hurt. What hurt the most though was that she wasn't in my arms she was in my brothers.

They didn't look like they were a couple. I wouldn't let them be a couple, god no. But…still even if they weren't together, seeing them together. It sent pains to my stomach that seemed to contradict and coil with such venom; I thought I was going to be sick.

I'm surprised I didn't act on instinct and kill him. I was an impulsive little bitch and I knew that just as well as everyone else but something was stopping me, I wasn't sure what. I looked to the side and the little girl Rin was standing their looking towards the two and then towards me. When she looked at me it was as if she had seen my inner demon, the blood red eyes, the rage and the power of killing. Her eyes were wide with fear and a chill ran up my spine, this girl was right, she was rightfully afraid of me.

There was a flick in my eye from the inner me, the demon me, the one that was begging to come out. For a brief second, I was scared of me, flicking in and out of my sanity. Seeing them and feeling pain, and then seeing them and seeing death. But then it wasn't clear any longer, I flicked into my insanity and I stayed there, that's the last thing I remember.

(Authors Note: He transformed --;; he's not a hanyou anymore if that's unclear somehow)

The girl. I want to hurt this girl. Rin. If I hurt her I hurt him because he hurt me. He's gone. Kill her? No. He can save her. Scar her mentally, tear her apart. Kill. Kill everything. Raid the castle. He's gone. He left with MY women. Kill everyone. Hurt Rin. Let him suffer. Take the women.

He smiled such a twisted smile.

Rin's POV+

His face, he's smiling, it's so terrible. My knees feel so weak and my body's trembling, but Sesshomaru-sama and Kikyou-sama left? Where? Why?

Inuyasha's face it's terrifying….His eyes are no longer golden as they were seconds ago, there red….blood red. There are stripes on the side of his face too; his fangs and claws are longer. What is he? Is he a hanyou anymore?

The fear grips my chest so tightly I feel like I'm suffocating. Is he going to kill me? Where's Sesshomaru-sama? He always comes when I'm in danger but….am I in danger? He's just staring at me, smiling that sick twisted smile exposing his long fangs, his eyes are hidden by his bangs and I think he's laughing. Why is he laughing?

I feel his claws on my wrist so suddenly that I almost fall, but his grip is holding me up. It hurts; he's not even slicing me, just holding my arm. It's turning purple, he's bruising me! But, he's just touching he, he's not even using any strength!

"Stop it! Let me go!" I struggle in desperation, I meant for my voice to come out more forceful but it sounded like a whisper.

He didn't say anything. But the smile never disappeared, never faltering, that sick deranged smile.

"Behave" His voice was deeper too. I didn't know what he meant and I didn't have time to think before he opened the door to one of the hallway closets and throwing me into the darkened room.

I raced towards the door, trying the handle, shaking it desperately, screaming and pounding upon the door. He had locked me in, and no one could hear me. But? The others. My heart stops, why else would he put me in here? He's…he's going to kill everyone and then…? What is he going to do to me?

My hands feel clammy, cold and wet with sweat. I think I'm going to cry, I can feel the tears there, but I don't want too. Even if I hide in here, he'll find me. I can't escape; there are no windows, vents, or anything in this closet. The only thing in here is cleaning supplies, not even a tool to open the door. There is nothing I can do but pray, I don't care what happens to me. But what will happen to our home? That's what scares me the most. He's going to hurt me, somehow… but what about my family? The servants? The guards? I know them all! They are my family…and Sesshomaru-sama? Where are you? How far could you have gone, even with knowing Inuyasha is in your fortress?

"Do you come here often?" Kikyou questioned staring towards the woods; the western land castle wasn't even visible from here. She was even surprised Sesshomaru would leave sight of the western land at any time.

"When I need too" He said simply. "I take Rin to play here a lot."

"It's nice…" Kikyou mused quietly, the tree's canopied one another and just enough light was to show the beauty of the swing that had been built there for Rin. There was even a bench, like a secret playground.

"Rin had read a book called the secret garden" Sesshomaru said almost staring towards the swing admiringly, "And she insisted this is where her secret playground be. She said only I and she would know, and anyone I wished to tell since it was my place first"

'So you told me?"

"I suppose I did, it seemed it be best if I moved you from Inuyasha for the time being, so I offer you are playground."

"Your leaving then?"

"For a while I suppose"

"Did you push Rin on the swing?"

Sesshomaru stared towards her in mild curiosity as she sat on the swing, her gentle hands caressing the way rope, sitting evenly on the swing staring towards him with those brown eyes of hers, that sent him into a familiar unease.

"Sometimes" Sesshomaru said calmly still facing her, his mask being firm. "When we both find ourselves coming here, this is probably where she had spent the time when we couldn't find her. That's why I subsided the fact she was gone because she was here."

"Will you push me?"

"What?" Sesshomaru said his eyebrow lifting, almost twitching as she stared towards him. There was a smile plastered across her face. And he couldn't tell if it was mocking him or teasing him.

"Push yourself!" He said forcefully turning to the side, but still watching her from the corner of his eyes. Her every movement seemed to memorize him, the way her lower lip had come out just a bit and her eyes had softened into the perfect puppy dog look, he felt offended and helpless. He reluctantly walked over behind her and began to push her.

Kikyou looked a bit surprised at first, her eyes widening and she smiled shutting them. It was a peaceful place.

They were happy…

To bad it didn't last long…..

"Gahh!"

Inuyasha smiled looking down to one of the demon servants, his blood splattered across his bear feet as he stepped on the lifeless body. The hallway was covered with them, endless corpses of both men and women, the walls painted with blood.

The outside guards had came running in, swords drawn leaving the outside open for intruders. All the servants inside had been slain, blood trailing down every hallway in meaningless trails.

Except for one.

She lay on the ground her hand grabbing Inuyasha's ankle, blood trickled down her arm, blood oozing from the corner of her mouth as she talked. "What did you do…with Rin-chan?" He smiled his claws lifting her up and just tossing her towards the guards as they staggered by the weight of her dying body. He smiled, they couldn't find her, and they couldn't stop him, he had abandoned Tetsusaiga to lock her in the room and to get rid of his final sanity. Now all that was left was to kill the remaining guards and then…Rin.

He smiled bearing his hands, laughing at his victory but insanity is always a weakness. His smile faltered as a sword pierced him through his stomach, one of the demon guards smiling, jumping over him and slicing his back. Inuyasha staggered on a knee, growling now. He pulled the sword from his stomach, his face didn't even show any pain as his blood ran over the blood stained tile, the lifeless corpses which could hardly be identified as bodies.

"You don't feel do you? You dirty little half demon"

Inuyasha only smiled as he jammed the demons own sword through his neck. The blood spurring as his eyes widened in surprise his hands clamping the blade that was out of his neck, cutting his hands. "How?" he choked his eyes rolling back in his head.

Inuyasha was once again the victor, the last two remaining guards fleeing to find Sesshomaru? Or to flee for their lives? Inuyasha wasn't sure but then again he didn't care, by the time they got Sesshomaru it would be to late. His deed would be done and Rin would be broken. He imagined it how it would be in his sick mind, how it would be for a ten year old girl to lose something to only get once and to have her trust be ripped away from Sesshomaru would be far to precious to pass up and in this mind he'd have no regrets but when he came too…well he wouldn't remember.

He walked down the hall calmly and quietly his feet splashing in endless puddles of blood, showing his superiority. There were over 55 demons in this castle serving under Sesshomaru. He had killed 53 of them.

His hands clasped upon the door jiggling the handle at a toying slowness. He heard the girl from inside whimper, her scent being nothing more then drenched in fear. More power, more control he loved the feeling. They couldn't call him half demon anymore, not like this. He'd kill them, he'd rip through them, and when they cut him, it wouldn't hurt.

The blood dripped from his body, his own and the servants of the castle, both bodily fluids ran from his body mixing together to the point where you couldn't tell who's was who's, just a lot of blood. It ran under the closet door, like water running in and covering the floor. He could tell the girl felt faint, she was breathing heavily like she was having some sort of attack. Shock or something like that but it didn't matter. He was going to fuck her in the blood and allow her body to be stained with it, so every night when she lay asleep in her bed she would smell the blood, and she would know it was her lord's fault. He would torture her until she was unconscious and then keep going until she was near death and he'd leave her for the lord to find and his reaction he would watch and he would smile and he would leave.

The door opened and Tetsusaiga fell to the ground, Rin screamed.

His hands clasped down on her shoulder sliding the clothes off her shoulder almost in a taunting manor. She began to shiver and when she went to scream he dug his claws into her pale shoulder, making her cry.

"If you cry or scream it will only be harder. Remember this is Sesshomaru's fault understand?"

She shivered looking up into his pulsing red eyes, and could only shake her head in protest, he slammed her body towards the ground that made her rebound off the wall and hit the floor, squirming in a puddle of the blood trying to go away. She slipped trying to stand up and fell on her stomach with a colliding thud, tears running down her face as well as the blood of her family. She slipped again trying to get up and suddenly she stopped. She felt his hand on her chest, her still growing chest and it made her cry harder and freeze completely. He was touching her.

"That's a good little girl" He said grabbing her a little harder, she felt blood squirm between her cleavage from his fangs. It hurt. It hurt so bad. He rolled her over on towards her back undoing her youkata completely. She stared up towards him shivering in fear whimpering and crying in protest as he stared down to her.

"I'm going to make him pay" He said seriously his face firm, "And taking you is the best way, don't misunderstand I'm not attracted to a human welp like you"

"Inuyasha! Please! Snap out of this it's not you!" She pleaded. "This isn't you! If it was you Kikyou wouldn't love you! Would Kagome?"

He seemed to pause as if she had triggered something inside of him, the real him and that hesitation was enough and she flipped to her knees, crawling down the hall over the bodies in a frenzied need, but he grabbed her ankle and pulled her back drenching her in the blood and leaving her on her back.

"Fine you want it this way you little bitch?" He said angrily his voice shaking with rage. Rin began to scream, he was inserting himself into her. It hurt forcing his thickness into her bottom, he was panting heavily joltering her body around and each push made her scream and cry louder.

It continued…he had taken her, hurt her, forced her into something she had no intention of doing in everyway and each time never taking her. He never inserted herself INTO her, he was saving it, her precious spot to be taken and nullified last. He had worked her body pale and red do to the blood. She was tired and scared aching all over and his finger was trailing over that spot. Her spot, he was going too…

'Tetsusaiga…' she thought to herself looking at the sword, her hands trembling as she reached for the sword, holding it in her right hand slowly dragging it over as he maneuvered over her spot, fingering her.

She screamed in rage as she threw Tetsusaiga at him and he sparked, growling as the blade fell into his hand, the shealth clattering at his feet. He blinked a few times his red eyes fading into a golden color, the stripes disappearing, his nails shortening. And he ran, he took his clothes, slid them on, and he left, running fleeing, and Rin swore that she saw tears in his eyes.

She tried to sit but her body was sore and the only think she could think was she still a virgin? She opened her mouth to call and cry to someone, to Sesshomaru but nothing came out. She was to scared to talk, demon Inuyasha had been right, Sesshomaru-sama had never…

"Rin!" Sesshomaru said his eyes wide staring down to the girl lying naked in the sea of blood and corpses. Her eyes were tired, she was naked and covered in blood, and looking at her, he could SMELL, he had touched her…everywhere. (referring to Inuyasha)

She smiled to him only sadly, she mouthed "You came" and then she collapsed

Authors Note+terrified+ I can't believe I wrote that….that was horrible….tears I didn't mean for it to be that that forceful...I did but not that sad….I…I've never written something like that before….I've never written a rape and god it's like, it's worse then fights+scared+ Guys let me emphasize that warning!