A/N: hey. i'm gonna try to update this story more frequently. sigh. this story is gonna be extremely long. alright. well, heres the next chapter.

Courty051292: I meant I want to post the rest of the story soon. It's gonna take a while for me to finish it.

disclaimer: i do not own BMW or any characters

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"Are you ok?" Angela asked Shawn suspiciously from the chair in their living room. Shawn looked up at her from the couch.

"Yeah. I'm fine. Why?" he replied, but Angela could tell by his tone that he was lying.

"Shawn, what exactly happened when you went to find Cory?" Angela asked curiously. Shawn thought about whether or not he should go into detail. He didn't want Angela to get mad over it.

"It's nothing, Angela. Really," he said. Angela stood up and walked across the room to the couch and sat beside him, taking his hand in hers.

"Tell me what happened," she said firmly. He looked at her before finally giving in.

"Ok. I asked him why he left and he started saying how no one understands him and shit like that. Then he started talking about the stars and-" Shawn stopped noticing the questioning look on Angela's face. "It's Cory. Think about it. He always compares his life to things like that."

"But you wouldn't be acting this way if that's all that happened," Angela said truthfully, and Shawn knew she was right. "Shawn, what did he say to you?" Shawn took a deep breath before answering his wife.

"Just that I should never in my life question his love for Topanga," Shawn started. "He said that I don't understand what he feels for Topanga and never will because I am incapable of loving anyone-"

"What? He said that? Cory? The same Cory who did everything within his power to keep us together told you that you don't love me?" Angela exclaimed. Shawn nodded.

"He also said that the reason I know nothing about it is because everyone I've ever loved has left me," he continued. Shawn stopped talking and looked at Angela. "Except you. But he says that day just hasn't come yet." Angela's mouth fell open and she stared at Shawn in disbelief. How could Cory say that?

"Well, Cory doesn't know what he's talking about," Angela said. She didn't know what to say.

"Yes he does. He's known me forever and he's right. Everyone I have ever loved has left me. It's only a matter of time until you do too," Shawn told her. Angela stared at him. She couldn't believe Shawn was saying this.

"How can you even think that?" she asked.

"Because all through high school I was told I wasn't 'boyfriend material'. Then in college you and me kept breaking up because of me. Every time I would be in a relationship, I would mess it up. It's only a matter of time until I do it again," Shawn replied.

"Shawn, I don't know where you get off thinking that, but it's not true. Our relationship has been perfect for years now. And all of our breakups weren't your fault. A lot of them were mine too," Angela told him.

"But I still screwed up a lot," Shawn said.

"So did I. But I don't worry about you leaving me," Angela told him. "Because I know that you won't. Despite what Cory says, I know that you love me. And I want you to know that I love you, too, more than anything in the world. And I would never leave you." Angela leaned in and the two of them began to kiss passionately.

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A/N: i know... not the best ending to a chapter... but i hope u liked it anyway. sorry its so short. this will be a long story, but will short chapters. lol. ok. well i hope you liked it. RR!