The snowflakes fall upon my hair as I stand under the fluffy white clouds in the sky. It's the season of Christmas and I don't have anybody to share it with. So what if I had the cards? Nothing seems to go right. I mean, it has been 2 years, 5 months, 14 days and 34 minutes since HE left. Do you need to know who he is? He is no other than the love of my life. You know what? He left me for some clan duty. I was heartbroken. I loved him but he left. I want to cry but the will make a crybaby, ne?
I am in Penguin Park and I have all by my self. Lonely ain't it? Not your perfect setting at all. People must call me crazy by now for staying at outside when it is below freezing. Too bad I am not. But then again, No they wouldn't. I bet hey are shouting 'hanyaan' by now with all the gifts they received today. I however do not care. I only want one wish. I wish he was here. I want to cry. Tears started to spill. This subject has been too touchy for me. I tried to move on but I just can't. The white hue around me just made me realize how naïve I was. White just seem to have that effect on me. "You know what? I just asked for one wish, why can't you give it to me, Kami-sama? Just one wish. I just want to see him again. Can you just give it to me! That's all I ask. I want to see Li Syaoran once again! Just to feel his warm touch around me. Is that too much!" I shouted to the sky. I never asked for anything but now I seemed pretty desperate. Tears just seem to flow not that I really cared.
"Beautiful people shouldn't cry. Please don't cry." Somebody said. I didn't really care who it was. Who does this guy think he is! I just ignored him. Sakura, just continue with your mourning. "Dear, please stop crying. It breaks my heart seeing you cry." He said. Ok that's it! How corny can you get? I mean everybody says that. "Would you just leave me alone! Who the hell are you anyway? Mind your own business." I said. I don't want to play goodie girl anymore. "Maybe if you look up you would see, Saku-koi." I was struck at the name. He can't be? I looked up and see it was……..
Syaoran. I was speechless. Duh? What would you feel if the love of your life same back after he left for 2 years, 5 months, 14 days and 34 minutes...? I mean 35 minutes. I couldn't trust my tongue so I kissed him. No need for words. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him passionately. I know he was surprised but he kissed back and wrapped his arms around my waist. This is too good to be true. I pulled away and we stayed in that position. "Here is your package from Kami-sama. Signed, Sealed and Delivered" he joked. Corny ain't he? I slapped him playfully but it seemed as if it went out too hard. "Dumbass. What took you so long? Baka! I waited for 2 years, 5 months, 14 days and 37 minutes!" I said to him. "Sorry. I really am. Will you just forget it and have the heart to forgive me?" "Duh." He held my hand and told me, "Saku, with this ring I promise you never will I leave your side. I love you forever. "He put a ring and hugged me. Do you just love this? I just got what I wanted for Christmas.
Arigatou Gozaimasu, Kami- sama.
ADVANCED MERRY CHRISTMAS! R'n R!
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