Okee, heres a story i made, of course....my FIRST one so don't say "you could've written something better than that cheap crap!" or some other crap i don't like, so try supporting me even if my story does sound like crap!

Disclaimer: i do not own these characters, so leave me alone! Oh yea, I made up karen, jake and danny, they're mine, so lay off!

oh yeah, you ppl might hate me for doing this, yeah, I even hate myself for doing this too (people throw tomatoes) are you ppl done? This was meant to be a jr./ momo fic, but i gave it a little challange (people start throwing more tomatoes) okay, thanks for the inspiration, whatever, here's the story!(momo is the narrator)

Because it Hurts

Karen, it was always Karen. She got everything she wanted. Unlike me, she was prettier. She got all the attention. You could say I didn't like her one bit. Yes, you know, she had won Jr. but I have gotten over that because I have somebody else to comfort me...okay, so I haven't gotten over it, but who can blame me......that's just how life is....... I was forced to act happy when they got together...so there goes my chance with him.....

You and me

We used to be together

Everyday together

Always........

Each time I had a problem, my parents were always able to cheer me up. When I fell off my bicycle when I was three and scraped my knee, my mom kissed it to make the pain go away. To me, back then my parents were magic. They could make the pain go away, make sad into happy, and when I was a baby, they would do magic tricks. I remember when I was a little girl and my dad would pull out the quarter out of my ear. i would just beg him to do it again, then at school, i told my friend about it and how my dad was so awsome. She told me it was just a trick and nothing more, and also showed me the secret to it, of course I couldn't believe it.

I really feel

That I'm losing my best friend

I can't believe

This could be the end.....

That night I cried, but it wasn't about the trick, it was about how I was already growing up. My parents weren't magic anymore. When they would kiss my scraped knee the pain wouldn't go away anymore. They couldn't make all the bad things go away anymore. I remembered holding myself in a curled up little ball that night, because I knew something was happening. It was over. My precious ignorance to the world and all its hurts was coming to an end. And leaving me trembling in its wake.

It looks as though

you're letting go

And if it's real

Well I don't want to know.....

My parents had sheltered me and protected me from the world, but you know they couldn't do that forever. I remembered what happened at school that day. That's how I met him.....Jr......I was eight years old and there was this guy. He was picking on me, he would pull my hair and steal my lunch or putting glue on my seat in class. Then one day, without me realizing, he put something in my locker, some kind of green slime. When I opened it, it poured all over me. I just stood frozen right there, about to burst into tears, while everybody was laughing at me, then he came right up to me and said, "Liked my trick?" I just ran crying into the school garden, where nobody really goes into, so I could just stay there, by myself, crying. Then I heard a voice "Are you alright?" I turned around scared, but it was him, Jr. I said "No, how could I be alright if that boy just keeps picking on me?" I just continued crying, i guess it got Jr. mad because he said "come with me" and I just followed him, and he was actually went looking for the bully and started beating him up. That got us all three into the office, but I didn't get in trouble. My parents came running, hugging me and kissing me and asking me if I was alright and if I wanted to go home, then Jr. introduced himself to my parents and they just talked to eachother, and he said he gave the bully a good whacking, but it got him some detention since people aren't supposed to fight in school, and the bully got suspended and just left me alone for the rest of my life......

Don't speak

I know just what you're saying

So please stop explaining

Don't tell me cause it hurts....

I would see Jr. during school, but with another girl.....Karen. Teachers would say how cute they looked together because they would do everything together, projects together, stay afterschool together for activities, they did that all through high school (right now were juniors), and from those years, I had become Jr.'s best friend, but it also got Karen to be really close to him. Karen had a twin brother, Jake, he would hang out with us too, plus some other kids, Kirschwasser and Danny. During class I would always throw some glances over at Karen, and Karen would just smile at me evilly, she knew I liked Jr. Kirschwasser would try to comfort me, she also knew I liked Jr. and told me if it was true love, then it would happen, of course she would say that, she had her boyfriend Danny to comfort her. Tears would come to my eyes and I would just roll them back so I won't seem like I'm upset. Yes, that was easy.

Don't speak

I know what you're thinking

I don't need your reasons

Don't tell me cause it hurts....

Today,when we all went to Jr. house for dinner. Jake had tried his best to sit next to me, Kirschwasser told me he had a thing for me, so I just respected him for it. I watched as Karen leaned toward Jr. and whisper something to his ear. Jr. nodded and got up. "I have an announcement to make" he said I was scared to think that what I was thinking about that he was about to say. I glanced over to Karen, and she just gave me an evil grin and nodded. That was my answer. "Me and Karen are together" he said. I accidentally dropped my glass and everyone stared at me except Kirschwasser, who was now frowning at Karen. Jr. asked "Are you alright" "yes" I lied, I just need some fresh air, its too hot in here. That didn't fool Jake one bit.

Our memories

Well, they can be inviting

But some are altogether

Mighty frightening.....

I walked to the park since it only took about 3 minutes to get there and was crying all of my heart out. Now I knew i had no chance with Jr. not now, not ever. Jake came and put his hand on my shoulder. He knew I was crying because of them, then he said " Its okay Momo" I said " It's not! I love him! why?" Jake just held me and I was crying into his chest, about what happened. Jake said "Why him? Why do you love him Momo........why not me?" I looked up to him and just stared into his eyes, this guy had more than a thing for me, he loves me......I just said " I don't know, I guess is how he always stood up for me, he liked me for who I am....I guess..." Jake just interrupted me and just gave me a long kiss. I just gave in because Kirchwasser told me he had liked me for a long time, so I gave him a chance. Jr. came and saw. He interrupted by clearing his throat and me and Jake jumped up suprised.

As we die

Both you and I

With my head in my hands

I sit and cry......

"Everybody is looking for you both" Jr. said, not looking to happy. "Momo, did you get your air?" he asked "Yes" I lied, again. He looked at me as if 'you're lying' Jake interrupted and said "When I went outside to see if Momo had gotten her air, she wasn't there, I noticed she had went walking to get some more air, so I caught up with her and we both just came to the park to admire the stars." Jake lied, staring at Jr. coldly. I had started to get what was going on here and said " Why don't we go back, after all, we didn't finish eating!"

Don't speak

I know what you're saying

So please stop explaining

Don't tell me 'cause it hurts.....

We went back inside, where tired Kirchwasser, Karen and Danny where. "They were looking for you too." I noticed Kirchwasser was pointing at Karen and nodding her head as a 'no'. Which I guess she meant she wasn't looking for me. We sat back down on the table, eating. Mostly Jr. and Jake staring at eachother coldly. Kirchwasser was looking at me as if saying 'What happened?' because she noticed the boys were looking at eachother coldly. I gave her 'I'll give you a phone call once I get home' look. While I was eating, i felt as if someone was watching me, I glanced at karen, as you would know, she was staring at me coldly. i smiled and went back eating, which got Kirchwasser to giggle. Danny said "What's so funny Kirchwasser?" She replied "Oh nothing, remember at the hiking trip we went to Dan'?" He looked at her and he said "That wasn't funny, I didn't see the snake there" Kirchwasser gave me a blink of 'I got it covered'.

Don't speak

I know what you're thinking

And I don't need your reasons

Don't tell me 'cause it hurts.....

After a few games, It was time for me to go home. I went outside, about to start walking home when both Jr. and Jake came running outside and asked "Do you want a ride home?" Then they both stared at eachother coldly. I just looked at them blankly. Jake said "Why don't you give my sister a ride home, afterall, she IS your girl." Jr. said "No, why don't you? It saves up more of your gas." I couldn't believe it, Jr. was arguing over me with Jake. Jake just said under his breath so I wouldn't hear "Beat it, your mistake that you actually gave into my sister, so go." Jr. just went inside upset. I wanted to say something, but then since he had KAREN I couldn't do anything. Karen came running outside, trying SO hard to get me to walk home, which she actually accomplished in. " Jake, can you take me home now?" "No." "Why?" "because I'm taking Momo home." Karen gave him a look of 'NO!' then she looked at me with the 'eww' look. Then Karen said "Remember what mom said." " She doesn't have to know" Jake replied. "Well, I'll let her know!" Then Jake said "I'm sorry Momo" "It's okay." I replied, "I'll just walk home."

It's all ending

I gotta stop pretending

Who we are.....

" Hey Momo, walking home because bitch Karen forced her brother not to give yo a ride?" Kirchwasser asked. "Yes." I replied. "Too bad I came walking here." said Danny "I would've given you a ride even if Kirchwasser was being annoying about it." Kirchwasser gave him a gentle punch and asked "Do you want to come over to my house, it's right across the street." "No." I replied, my parents said I couldn't stay at anybody's house after the dinner." "Okay, bye" they both said as they walked to Kirchwasser's house. As soon as I started to walk, Jr. came outside "Do you still need the ride?" He asked shyly. "Sure." I said, blushing. I couldn't believe it, Jr. was actually giving me a ride home. He opened the door for me and I got in.

You and me

I can see us dying

Are we......

When I got out of his car, he asked "May I come in for a drink?" I blushed and replied "S-sure." We both came in my house, My dad was there reading the newspaper, and looked up. "Hey dad, Jr. gave me a ride home." My dad smiled and said "Nice to see you again Jr." "What kind of drink do you want?" I asked. " a pepsi is fine" Jr. replied. I came back with a pepsi and Jr. said "Well, time for me to go home." "bye..." I said as he walked out...So now I'm just crying because I can't believe it.....the mistake I made, kissing Jake....but mostly, I'm crying because she won Jr......

Don't speak

I know what you're

So please stop explaining

don't tell me 'cause it hurts.....................

There's chapter one for you ppl, kinda crappy but oh well....Leave some reviews!

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