Disclaimer: I was being serious in Chapter One, if you think I own Harry Potter you need to take your pills.

Chapter Two: Thoughts About Love

Dear Diary,

I thought dating Ron without really loving him was hard. I never knew the terror of Draco Malfoy.

Sometimes I wonder what it would have been like if I had kept dating Ron. Or any other Gryffindor, because that means I would still have most of my friends. But I will never know because I am know Draco Malfoy's girlfriend, and according to him, I always will be.

Yeah, well, at least he hasn't started abusing me. YET! I don't think I'll be able to restrain myself from suicide if he does. None of my ex-friends will even listen to me. I deserve it, though. I betrayed them all.

Ready to die,

Hermione

Hello, my little book of secrets!

You are mine, just like ickle mudblood, Granger. I will keep her forever. The little voices tell me to.

She is mine!

I have always wanted her in a way, and after her horrible break-up with the Weasel, I took her in with "loving" arms.

Now I have to be my slave. Do my homework, take my laundry to the elves, clean up my room! Ha ha ha ha ha ha!

I will use her to get to Potter and avenge my father!

Draco Malfoy, son of the unfairly killed Lucius Malfoy

Dear Journal,

It's still so hard to believe that Hermione, smart, good, Gryffindor, Hermione would date Draco Malfoy. How could she abandon us like that? How could she break Ron's heart like that? How could she turn against us like that? We need her still, WE NEED HER!

I HATE YOU HERMIONE!

How could you ruin your life like that? How? Did you think dating a Slytherin would turn out okay? Why won't you come back?

I guess that's my fault, Harry and Ron's too. We won't talk to her anymore. She doesn't deserve us. That little traitor doesn't deserve friends like us. We don't need her. We can go on without dirt like that.

I miss her so much.

Ginny

I love Hermione Granger.

Ron Weasly

What do you think? Next chapter will be a day in the life of Hermione, so it might take me awhile to write.

REVIEW! Or I will have to not take my pills and come after you!