Dear Santa
Oh god, I'm sorry, I am so sorry, please, please, I am sorry for bothering you! You must be so busy! And now you have received my letter as well! I'm sorry! I'm wasting your time! I am so sorry! Umm...as I was saying
Santa
Might it be possible
This Christmas
To be forgiven
I'm sorry to ask but I just need to know
If I can stop apologising now
I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask for so much
My parents need to be forgiven
And I'm sorry that I'm rambling
But if I could be forgiven
Perhaps then
Perhaps I could be a little happier
I feel so bad about this
They're hurting over me
My own parents
And I'm sorry
I am so sorry
I bring so much shame to the Sohma family
I don't want to be a burden
My mother is always making excuses
And the clothes I wear aren't normal
Some people don't think I have strength
I know that I don't
I'm a coward
And I'm sorry that I am
Really I'm very sorry I can't be stronger
I'm sorry my parents are always apologising for me
I don't want them to
I want to be someone who they see
Someone who they look up to
I'm sorry for asking you this
But if it might be so helpful
That you'll make it so that I can be happy
That I can finally be forgiven
Then I think that the people around me
And myself included
Will be much happy
Oh dear
I'm sorry
I must have wasted so much time by saying that
And I know how busy you are
I'm not important
Ignore me! Oh please ignore me!
But Santa..if you do give me a gift
I don't want to be a bother and ask for anything big
I'm sorry for everything
Just please allow for my sins to be forgiven
Ritsu Sohma