Dear Santa

Hey there you phoney, what you think I'm stupid? Too stupid to be seen as in any light as smart? Listen, I don't really care if you think I'm smart or not, that isn't for you to decide so...leave me alone, you don't know me, you're not my parent.

Hey but Santa

What I'd like right now

Is to beat that damn dirty rat

I want my freedom

I don't want to be locked in a room

Waiting for eternity

Waiting for death

I wanna beat that damn rat!

That stinking

Filthy

Putrid rat!

He ruined my life I tell you!

That's it...

He ruined my life

If it wasn't for him my mum might not have killed herself

Not that she could look upon me

Or understand

That I was hideous monster

Or say that I frightened her

She didn't do that

She just accepted the fact

And inside died so slowly that it still hurts

I see him there

Student council president

Accepting this as it is

I try to be nice to him

All I get is a slap in the face

That's all I'm ever going to get isn't it

Unless I beat him

I don't want power or nothing

That damn dog wants power I can see it

Looking at him

Hell
I just want what most people take for granted

My freedom

Not to be stuck in one place

Not to be stuck in solitude

He actually takes it as a given

Hiding behind Shigure

That's all he has to do isn't it

I'm jealous of him

He isn't caught under a bracelet

He didn't kill his own mother

That's why I have to beat him

I can't live this way anymore

I can't live this life

I can't live

Without freedom

Kyo Sohma