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A/N: first I'm gonna thank to those who bothered and reviewed. Second I won't update because I'll be busy in reading and re-reading HBP so don't even think about another chapter in the next week or so. That's all I think so enjoy!

Chapter Four

As Time Goes By

Her eyes was Blazing with emotions as she drank his appearance before her. There were minor changes in it, he was a bit taller thinner then he left and he had a strange aura surrounding him. She felt shivers down her spins when their eyes met.

"I wasn't going to say suicidal-"

"Then what were you going to say, Harry? Crazy? Deranged? Disturbed? Or just plain insane?"

"I wasn't going to say none of this!"

"Of course you weren't. You're too nice and honorable to say something like that in front of poor little sick Ginny!"

"Is that what you think of me? Because if you do then must be insane…"

"Insanity brought me here." Her voice was cold as her stare she turned away from him and set on bed.

"I'm sorry Ginny I didn't mean to say that."

"Yes you did or else you wouldn't have said it." She looked down at her bare feet and felt his weight on the bed's mattress.

"How did you know I was coming here every night?"

"I woke up that night you came with Ron and heard the two of you talked outside." she smiled a small and bashful smile to herself and yet she never looked up to look at him. "I thought you would've notice it a few weeks ago when I wore the necklace you left on the bedside the night before as a birthday present."

"I was always a tad daft."

"Perpetually thick." She knew he must have been giving her an odd look. "I have a lot of free time reading."

She was always beautiful in his eyes but now as he watches her he knows that no one can be as beautiful as she is with her smooth marble skin that glowed in the moonlight or her long soft locks which are redder then his own blood but most of all Harry loved her eyes. Her big chocolate orbs. If they say that eyes are the window to the soul then Ginny's were the doors to her heart and mind.

He longed to hold her, to touch her, to feel her body against his, to breathe her. She was all he had in the past three and a half years perhaps not physically but in his dreams, in his hopes. She was the only thing that kept him sane.

"What are you thinking about? You look so serious." Her voice was slightly mocking but curios as always. "Let me guess…Quidditch? No, how about Voldemort? Nah he's dead as Percy's jokes-"

"You, I'm thinking about you Ginny." He got off the bed and stood in front of her. "I'm thinking about your smile, your laugh, your cry." He came closer to her and reached out his hand and trailed with his long fingers on her bare arms. He noted that he can still make her quivered with Goosebumps.

She closed her eyes from the pleasure of his touch and panted as his other hand traveled to the bottom her nightgown and brought it up to her mid thigh. She then felt his warm lips connect with her collarbone and to her neck from there to her jaw line and finally with her lips. They kissed passionately and hungrily as his hands traveled her body and she explored his. He lowered his head to her upper body and kissed her breasts with need and a groan came from him but she pulled him back to her lips and captured his lips with hers to a violent kiss. She felt his hands go up her thighs and spread them to allow him more access.

She was on the verge of mental explosion when she all of a sudden pushed him away. Her lips where swollen and her whole body was on fire. She knew for sure that she was flushed red and messy. "Leave me alone." Her eyes were stinging but she won't allow them to water.

"I won't. I can't. I need you too much." He approached her again but she rejected his touch. "I miss you."

"Get away from me Harry, I swear-" but he cut her off with his lips yet again she pushed him away. "Stop it! Stop doing this to me! You can't play those stupid sick games anymore!"

"I'm not playing anything Ginny. I love you." He captured her head with his hands. "I love you." He kissed her softly. "I can't live without you." He kissed her once again this time she responded to his lips. "There's no me without you." They melted in each other lips and then to each other embrace.

"Please Harry." she whispered achingly to his mouth. "Leave me alone." She released a small cry let go his touch. "Get out of here. Go away."

His heart yelled in pain but he silenced it when he made his way out of the room. He stopped at the threshold and turn to look at her teary beautiful face. "If only you knew…"

I know it wasn't an easy one maybe a little smutty maybe not enough smutty in don't know. You can review and tell me.

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