With Kagome

It was now thursday. Kagome woke up. The sunlight flooded her cold room. Kagome woke up and pushed aside her small blanket and sat up in her bed. She didn't have long to enjoy the beauty because Souta came in and ruined it all. "Hey sis..guess what? Mom wants you downstairs. You're in trouble!" Souta said in a sing songy voice. Kagome didn't feel all that good. She headed down the stairs and got the glares of her family. "Kagome..yesterday ..a boy came to this house...you know you're not allowed to date anyone at this age." Mrs.Higurashi was looking down. Her voice was too calm. That was a sign that she was going to explode..Kagome was right. "Who was that boy? You're not allowed to see him again! If I see him It will not be pretty! I heard what that boy said to you. I'm protecting you Kagome. Teenage love never lasts. And you're grounded. You are not allowed to go to that party. You are not allowed to go anywhere after school! I want you straight back at this house at 3:15pm no later!" Mrs. higurashi yelled. Kagome looked at her mom and was silent. Her eyes filled with tears but she did not let them fall in front of her family's eyes. If they saw her cry the punishment would only get worse. She ran up the tears and into her room. She slammed the door and fell to her knees sobbing, her tears falling down freely. She found someone who cared she was alive. Someone who loved her for who she was even if she didn't talk...and she wasnt even allowed to see him anymore...

She stood up and walked into her bathroom. She opened the medicine Cabinet and took out a knife hidden in the back. She examined the blade and smiled. The blade was just like her savoir . It still had blood on it from the last time she had cut herself. She remebered the last time so clearly...

Flashback

"Kagome it's your fault he's dead! Why did you have to live instead of him? We needed him more than we needed you! Why! Why! Why! " Mrs. Higurashi yelled at kagome. Her uncle was with her at the time. They were driving down Main st. Her uncle turned towards her and smiled. Just then a drunk drivers car came and hit their car . Her uncle's car sweerved and hit a tree . Before the car hit the tree Kagome's uncle had saw where the car was headed. " KAGOME GET DOWN!" he yelled at her. kagome did as he said and got down. Kagome was sitting in the back seat at the time. The passengers seat in front had been pushed back because of how hard the car hit the tree. The car started to flame and Kagome was stuck in the back seat. "HELP ME UNCLE!" Kagome yelled. She didn't know that her uncle had already died. She was frightened because she couldn't move. People were around the car screaming and people were calling the police. The car door was broken off and they pulled Kagome out of the fire and took her to the hospital but Kagome's uncle died of suffocation from the smog. Kagome never spoke since that day and her mother blamed her for the whole thing. So kagome started cutting herself about a year ago. You might wonder why not when she was 8. When this happened. That was because Mrs.Higurashi couldn't bring herself to blame Kagome because she actually did love her back then. Somewhere along the line when Kagome's family had trouble paying the bills and they needed her uncle he wasn't there and thats when Mrs. Higurashi started blaming Kagome when she was 15 years old.

kagome took out a rag in the back of the medicine cabinet. It had blood on it but it was folded so the blood was hidden. Kagome took the knife and went across the lower part of her arm and winced slightly. Though she was in pain she smiled. The pain was wonderful it made her forget about everything else though not for a long time but for a short while. She let her arm bleed for a few seconds and then took the rag and wiped the blood. She looked out the bathroom at her clock and saw that she was going to be late for school if she didn't start leaving. So she put the rag inside the sink quickly. She went into her room and changed into the same dingy blue jeans and long sleeved black shirt she always wore. She ran out the house with her backpack on her way she stopped on the stairs to look at her mother still sitting at the table in the same position she was when she was talking to kagome. Kagome stood on the stairs for a minute until her mother looked up at her. While she looked at Kagome she had a mean look in her eyes. 'shes so cruel..' kagome thought. "What do you have an eye problem?" Mrs.Higurashi said to Kagome. Kagome ignored her mother and walked out the house quickly.

She walked down the street somewhat slower than usual. Her vision was abit foggy. Her chest hurt as she walked and she was panting even though she was not running. It was hard for her to breathe. She was just in front of Inuyasha's house when Inuyasha came outside. "Hey Kagome wait up! Let me walk with you to school." Inuyasha began walking towards her. She didn't even realize he was talking to her until she turned her head to see him. His voice sounded so faded as if he was yelling from down the street even though he was right in front of her. Kagome was sweating. 'Why am I so hot..?", she thought moving to the side to remain balance, 'I feel so tired too..' Inuyasha was now staring at her. Inuyasha realized something was wrong by the way she was acting. "Kagome are you okay?" He asked her. She was tired but she didn't want to show it. She plastered a smile on her face. Inuyasha didn't realize she was faking the smile so he just smiled back at her. They began walking towards the school Kagome was still having trouble breathing but she didn't want to show Inuyasha that. Inuyasha stepped foreward abit to take a look at her face. Her forehead was damp with sweat. Kagome saw him staring at her and wiped the bit of sweat off her forehead. They reached the front of the school and the pain in Kagome's chest had grown worse. She could barely breathe at this point. She had grown more and more tired by the second.

She fell foreward onto her knees and looked at Inuyasha. he was saying something but his voice sounded fuzzy and she couldn't understand a single word he had said to her. He went before her and pulled her into his arms with a worried look on his face. She wearily looked up at him before she passed out. Inuyasha looked around. No one had been there to witness what had happened. And if he went to school with a passed out half demon girl questions and rumors would arise. The boy hanyou looked around confused. No one was there and he didn't know what to do. He picked kagome up bridal style and ran towards his home. He ran through the park where he knew no one would be because it was still sort of early in the morning and everyone would be in school or at work.

At Inuyasha's house.

Inuyasha carried kagome up the stairs. His room was upstairs all the way to the left, Sesshomaru's room was on the right of his . On the way to his room Inuyasha bumped into one of the Servents, kairi. "Ouch! Watch where you're going!" Kairi started. She always did have a bit of a bad mouth..but when the family as in Sesshomaru, or Inuyasha or his parents came around she froze and stuttered as she spoke and then went back to whatever it was she had to do. Kairi looked up and saw Inuyasha and froze in shock. When she turned to Kagome her jaw fell open.

If it could have it probably would have hit the floor if it could have. (Lolz. Im sorry I know its not a comedy ill lay off the humor) Kairi was about to scream but Inuyasha slapped his hand over her mouth silencing her. He gave Kairi an " if you tell I'll kill you" glare so Kairi froze. she picked up the towels she had dropped when she hit into Inuyasha and then just walked away quickly. Inuyasha chuckled to himself abit. (A/N : yes kairi was carrying Towels. And just so you know how you pronounce her name the first "I" is silent so it's pronounced Kari.) Inuyasha kicked open his room door and put Kagome on the bed. He had no idea what had happened and had no idea what to do to help her. Kairi was besides the door watching them through a crack. Inuyasha had his head in the side of the bed next to Kagome. 'he looks so hopeless...he has no idea what to do..' kairi stood there watching the hanyou looking defeated.

she sighed and walked fully into the room and tapped Inuyasha on the shoulder. Inuyasha turned to the servent girl. "what?" he quickly tried to toughen up so that she wouldn't see he was upset about not being able to help Kagome. Kari put her hand on Kagome's head. "She's really hot." Kairi stated. "WHAT!" inuyasha stood up looking pissed off. Kairi hit him on the head. "not hot as in pretty. Hot as in she's sick. How could her parents let her out sick?" Inuyasha felt Kagome's head. He smelled a scent that he didn't quite smell before. It was blood. Inuyasha pulled Kagome's long black sleeve down and saw the scars and the still opened cut from the morning. He was silent. Kagome woke up abit and saw him grabbing her arm then pulled back. She rolled off the bed on the opposite side and rolled up her sleeve. "Kagome.." Inuyasha said watching her. he didn't know what else to say. Kagome grabbed her backpack which was sitting besides the bed and ran down the stairs out of the house.

me: well i haven't written in a long while so how was it? bad as usual right :Cries alittle: well Review please :hugs reviewers: