Make my sorrow dissapear Chapter 6: Dying inside with no way to survive

Sure she was sick. But nothing could get in her way. She couldn't go to school now. it was too late for that. She would have to find some place else to stay for awhile. Her mind was so clouded. She couldn't think straight. She had finally made friends. And a guy whom she really liked had finally found out the truth about her. She cut. Her parents didn't give a crap if she was dead. She couldn't face him. he was the only thing left she had to live for. And he probably thought she was weird and didn't want to hang out with her anymore. A tear fell from Kagome's eye. She was so dead inside. She had nothing to live for other than him, Inuyasha. The wonderful hanyou whom actually cared for her exsistence. She couldn't hold them in but more tears fell from Kagome's eyes. She had nothing. Nothing was left. She had to go back to her home. The place which she hated the most. Where she had to face her awful mother. Her jerk of a brother and her ass of a father. They were all so mean. Treating her like a slave. Kagome examined her red knuckles. They had cuts in them and they had turned red from when all the chemicals from the cleaners had gotten into them. It hurt bad but if she complained she knew nothing would change. Besides she was a mute. She couldn't complain if she tried. No one would believe her. They would find out that she cut herself and they would think that she punished herself and belonged in an insane assylum. Kagome started to walk into the city. She wasn't allowed to eat. Everytime she got home she was forced to puke to prove she didn't steal food. Luckily there was a man selling bread on the corner. She could steal the food for now. It was just satisfy her stomach for alittle bit though she would have to throw it up before she got home. A rather foul task but she would do it anyway. She hadn't eaten in days. She lived a life of horror. Now that she thought about it she didn't need to eat. Eating was pointless. She was a mistake. She didn't need to eat. Just die as soon as possible.

Kagome was looking down at the sidewalk. She saw how raggidy and ugly her shoes were. They were originally white but they now had black streak marks, dirt, and other things including gum stuck to the bottom. She bumped into someone as she walked. A girl wearing a white blouse and a white skirt was in front of her. She was pretty and looked like Kagome. . . though no scars, she didn't have dirty clothing, and she wasn't dirty like Kagome was. Kagome had to take a shower in a dirty bathroom. So why bother? She usually was in too much pain to even shower because the water agrivated her bruises. Kagome studied the girl and then saw it was the student body president. She was cool. Liked by everyone. And could get any guy to like her. Students were like her slaves. No one dared to defy her.

"ugh! Watch where I'm going! Loser!" Kikyo stated doing an "L" Symbol on her forehead. Kikyo's friends helped her up. Kagome stood there quietly. "And look at those shoes! They're atrocious!" one of her friends had said. Kagome looked down in shame. "Come on guys. Lets get out of here. But remember to have pity for the poor little loser." Kikyo laughed again and her and her posse walked away from the scene. Kagome watched Kikyo walk away. Queen of sassiness. Kagome offically hated her guts. Kagome walked away looking down. 'There's no place in this world for me. . . .' Tears started to gather in Kagome's eyes at this thought. She stuffed her hands in her pockets and continued walking down Main st. Just as sad as ever. No one there for her.

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with Inuyasha

Inuyasha was in shock for two reasons. One that kagome would run away from him. And two because he didn't know that Kagome was abused. He loved her and those blinded by love do crazy things. So Inuyasha pulled out his Cell phone and dialed 9-1-1. If she was getting abused he wouldn't allow it. What kind of parent lets their kid get abused? Well he didn't really know if she was abused..but this sure as hell was child abuse!

"hello this is the police station. Please state your emergancy." The voice on the other end said.

"My friend..she um..she gets abused..or neglected..I don't know which." Inuyasha replied.

"where does this friend of yours live?"

"She lives on 25 oak road."

"what is her name?"

"Her name is Kagome Higurashi."

"Okay thank you sir. We will take care of this problem."

"Thank you good bye.."

Inuyasha hung up with a feeling of uncertainy. He got dressed and 30 minutes later he ran over to Kagome's house. There were police officers outside the house. Only two cars. Kagome's dad was at the door awnsering questions to the police officers. Kagome's mother saw Inuyasha and walked over to him. "You...You asshole..you tried to get us in trouble with the police didn't you?" She wagged a finger at him threatening. Before Inuyasha had a time to awnser she smacked him across the face. " DIDN'T YOU!" She hollered in his face. Inuyasha could smell abit of beer in her breath. She was drinking last night and the event had caused her to become terribly cranky.

He just stared at her. He didn't know what to say. If he wanted he could have just smacked the woman right back. But he didn't something was holding him back. He couldn't hit her because he knew Kagome wouldn't want him to do that. Mrs. Higurashi pushed her black hair back. It had grey spots in it too. "well..I know that Kagome gets hurt. Believe me I do. She cuts herself. But trust me I'm not that stupid. They won't get to see Kagome's scars. I'll make sure of it. I make sure who she sees. And trust me she won't be able to see you anymore. Because I said so. I'm her mother. I control her. And unless you don't want her to see you anymore you better shut your little trap, boy!" She hissed in his face. He couldn't think of what to say. It was true. He couldn't help her if he tried.

Kagome had finally made up her mind. She was going to kill herself. She had to say goodbye to everyone before she left but she was stopped..someone kicked her in the stomach making her fall in pain..and that person was...

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