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I decided I didn't want to end this afterall. I didn't want to miss out on this opportunity...
He was my father. He IS my father.
He stood by me when no one else would or could.
Yes, sure we had our moments. We pissed each other off a number of times, but when it all counted the most.
When it counted the most, he was there.
He was with me when I lost my dad to cancer.
He was there when Joanie died.
It just seems like I always loose the ones I love.
It feels like I always drive people away!
Everytime something incredible happens, something has to happen!
Why?
Why me, God!
Why do you do this to me!
Why is this harder than anything Ihave had to face in my life!
Why?
Why do I want to give up?
I have never been known to go down without a fight. Proof of that, I stand here.
I stand here and Leo doesn't.
I stand here and dad doesn't.
I stand here and Joanie doesn't!
I stand here when I shouldn't have!
Why?
Please tell me God...
Is This All A Dream?
THE END