Author's Notes: Second fic! I'm on a roll! Okay maybe not but I am having a nice time writing. So enjoy this One shot or face my wrath!... I have a stick! Don't make you use it!
D/C: I don't known YnM
I continue to watch you to intense measures. I know you can feel my eyes burning a hole at the side of your head and yet you still choose to ignored me.
And when I try to get your attention you hate and ignore me even more intensity. Why? Is it because you know, deep down inside, you want to turn and embrace me like I do you? It it because Ive done so many unspeakable things in the past?
Maybe... if I hadn't done all those things we would be together. Maybe if I had never met my brother I wouldn't even be here. But I wont regret it because everything in my past and yours, has lead us together in a cruel sick way.
But you must know my love... when every thing in our world fades... I'm the only one who's going to be here. Even your lover cant say other wise, if he does, it all a lie. I can see through your lies and even your feelings without having to be an empath or having to be very close to you. Thats why I continue to haunt you while you wake, rape you while you sleep, and taunt you while you breathe. Because I love you.
Ah, those words can still make you finch even while you sleep right? But against the better side of me I really do love you. Thats why you always escape my grasp every time we are together. You don't even notice do you? How I always set you free to be with the boy, how even when I odds are in my favor I disappear and you simply return to him. It's all due to my aching heart.
I wont take you unless you give yourself to me. Yes raping you would just put everything to rest but do you think thats all I want? To take you? No. Not even close. I want you, to want me, the way I want you.
This desire—Ive begun to see—has become much greater than the need to kill Saki. And it almost hurts to see you pull away from me every time I'm close enough to feel your heart beat through your shirt.
But time goes on for me, even if you somehow remain in the past.
Even so... for now wont you turn to me and admit something that you might not even hate to admitting? Even with the boy by your side, all your really doing is lying to him. And eventually you'll break his heart and leave him broken. He can only save you for so long before he too leaves you just like the other man in your life, Tatsumi isn't it? Yes he left you and soon the boy will too.
So before you walk away and leave me again, let me touch you, hold you, want you, the way you want me to. Because after all, I'm the only real thing you'll ever know. I'm the only one that truly loves you, my beloved, Tsuzuki.
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