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Love Ridden

Chapter Twenty-four

Autumn's Monoluge

"How can you lie about something like that?"

Emma sighed, "It's second nature."

"What lying?"

"No, saying I'm fine."

Jay let out an aggravated sigh, "What the hell happened to you, Emma? You're cutting the shit out of yourself. You look like you haven't eaten in years."

"Stop acting like you care, Jay. You don't care. If you cared, you would have never left me. You would have stayed. You would have helped me deal with what happened."

"So this is how you deal? Huh? Get some help, Emma. I can't help you. Alex can't. Manny can't. You have to get through this on your own."

Emma put a hands on her head, "Get out Jay. Just get out. This was a mistake. Leave. Don't ever talk to me."

Jay held back tears, "Is that what you want? You want me to leave you alone?"

She nodded.

He put the rest of his clothes on, "Fine."

She turned around. She closed her eyes and waited until she heard the front door slam. She opened her eyes and looked down at her floor. It was a mess. They knocked over a few beer cans that were opened and had some liquid left inside. There was some blood on the floor from her. She started to clean up all the cans and then put some towels on the floor. A few hours later everything was picked up. No evidence of what had happened was left. Except for her tear streaked face.

She walked down to the basement. She walked over to a wall. She slowly pulled a loose brick in the wall. She put the brick down and reached in to the wall. She pulled out a few bag with miscellaneous pills in them. She replaced the brick and went back to her room. She quickly changed in to a black pair of hip huggers that were ripped at the knees. She threw on a long sleeved shirt. She sat on her bed and took out 3 pink pills from a bag labeled X. She quickly swallowed them. She put the bags under her mattress.

Emma could hear her cell phone ringing. She searched her room for it and then found it around her dirty clothes. She didn't recognized the number, but answered it anyways.

"Hello?"

"It's me."

Emma giggled. The pills were already kicking in, "Me who?"

"Jay."

"Could have sworn I told you to leave me alone."

"I know. It's just, I can't stay away from you, Em."

"Well, obviously you can. You did it for what 2-3 months."

"Let me come back over. Please."

She sighed, "Fine."

"Ok. Be there in 5."

She hung up and threw her phone on the bed. She bounced down the stairs and grabbed a bottle of water. She drank half of it and heard a knock at the door. She walked over to it and opened it.

"Hello, Jay." She grabbed his arm and pulled him in.

He gave her a confused look, "Uh, hi."

She smiled, "Sorry, perky."

"Yeah, I can see that."

"So, what's up?"

"Well, my head hurts from the beer."

"Have more. It always helps."

"Since when did you become a beer expert?"

She laughed, "Since I started to drink it almost every day."

There was another knock at the door and Emma ran over to it. She opened it and Alex walked in. They both walked to the kitchen to were Jay was.

Alex smirked, "Well, well, well. Look who's back. What's going on?"

Jay laughed, "Nothing really. How about you?"

Alex put an arm around Emma, "Nothing at all."

"I'm going to grab a beer. Ok, Em?"

Emma smiled and nodded, "Go right ahead." She kissed Alex on the cheek, "Miss me?"

Alex put a hand on Emma's butt, "Of course."

Jay rolled his eyes, "So, what are you on, Emma?"

Emma gave him a semi dirty look, "What makes you think I'm on anything?"

"Well, your eyes are huge and earlier when I left you were pissed at me. Now, you're being nice."

Emma laughed, "Fine, you caught me. I'm on E."

Alex raised an eyebrow, "You took some without me?"

Emma rolled her eyes, "There's more. Don't worry. I'll go get them. Want some Jay?"

Jay sighed, "Why not?"

Emma smiled, "Be right back."

Emma went upstairs. A few minutes later she came back down. She gave 3 to Jay and 3 to Alex. They both took them them all. About 2 hours later, Emma was in the bathroom and Jay and Alex walked to the couch, "So, you and Emma?"

Alex smiled, "She told you?"

Jay nodded, "Yeah. Right before I fucked her brains out."

Alex spit out the water she had just took a sip of, "What?"

Jay smirked, "Oh, she didn't tell you about that?"

Alex bit her lip, "No. But whatever. We're allowed to see other people."

"I'm sure."

Emma came back and jumped on the couch between them, "Guys, I'm bored. We should play a game."

Alex put a hand on Emma's thigh, "What kind of game?"

Emma smiled. She leaned closer to Alex and kissed her hard on the mouth, "You know what kind of games I like."

Alex laughed, "Yes, I do. Do you want Jay to join in on the fun?"

Emma smirked and turned to face Jay, "Wanna play?"

Jay looked at her weird, "What game?"

Emma got off the couch and sat on Jay's lap, facing him. She bit his neck and pulled off his shirt, "A fun game. Right, Lex?"

Alex smiled and moved closer to them, "Very fun." She pulled off her own shirt and took of her bra. She reached behind her and turned off the lights. The only light was the 2 black lights on each side of the couch. She pulled off Emma's shirt.

Jay smirked and looked at both Emma and Alex's bare chest, "This is fun."

Emma smiled, "This is nothing." She got off of Jay and sat on Alex. She kissed Alex hard on the mouth, massaging Alex's tongue. She brought a hand to one of Alex's breasts. Alex smirked and did the same.

Jay raised an eyebrow, "So, do I just watch?"

Alex pulled away from Emma, "No. You can join."

"When?"

Emma stood up, "Kiss Alex."

Jay looked at Alex and Alex nodded. He moved her so she was laying on the couch and got on top of her. He roughly kissed her. Emma stood there, watching them. She undid her pants and stood there in a thong, "This is sexy, but we should take it to my room."

Alex and Jay both got up. They followed Emma to her room. Emma quickly closed and locked her door. She walked over to Alex who was standing near the bed. She wrapped her arms around her and put her hands on Alex's butt. Alex moved her hands around Emma's body and lightly bit her neck. Jay slid off his pants and stood behind Alex. He wrapped his arms around her. Emma smiled and looked at Jay while Alex continued to bite Emma's neck. Emma licked her lips and slid off Alex's panties. Alex slid them down the rest of the way. Emma put a hand through the hole in Jay's boxers and slowly started to massage him. Jay let out a moan and started to bit Alex's neck. His hand moved down Alex and he slowly slid a finger inside of her.

Emma smiled and continued to watch Jay. His eyes were rolling in the back of his due to the pleasure he was receiving and because of the drug. Emma slowly stopped and backed away, "Get on the bed," she ordered them.

Jay and Alex laid on the bed next to each other, hips touching. Emma kneeled on the bed looking at them. She ran her hand up Alex's thigh, "Baby, do you want Jay?"

Alex bit her lip and nodded.

"Do you want me?"

Alex nodded again.

"Where do you want me?"

Alex smiled and spread her legs a little.

Emma giggled, "Suck him." She pointed to Jay.

Alex smirked and Jay moved to the middle of the bed. Alex started to give him head. Emma quickly started to...

((Alright I'm going to stop the graphicness and just continue with the rest of the chapter. They all had sex with each other...Ok?))

Alex, Emma and Jay were laying next to each other a few hours later. Alex was asleep and Emma and Jay were smiling at each other.

Jay ran his hand up and down Emma's arm, "She didn't see them."

Emma looked at him confused, "See what?"

He whispered, "The cuts."

Emma shrugged, "I think she does, but she just pretends they're not there."

"Oh."

"I'm tired. I'm about to fall asleep."

Jay smiled and kissed her forehead, "Night, Em."

"Night."

Oh why can't I be what you need?
A new improved version of me.
But I'm nothing so good
no, I'm nothing...
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence, of love, and of sorrow.
I beg for just one more tomorrow!
Where you'd hold me down, fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins.

I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you don't see me. You dont.

Here I'm pinned between darkness and light,
bleached and blinded by these nights.
Where I'm tossing and tortured till dawn
by you, visions of you, then you're gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face,
when i hear someone's taken my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that i did was for you...

I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you dont see me. You don't.

I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you don't see me. You don't.

I'd break in two over you,
I'd break in two over you! Over you
I'd break in two,
I would break in two for you.
Now you see me, now you don't.
Now you need me, now you don't.

Song: Autumn's Monologue

Owned By: From Autumn To Ashes

Seriously, I have no idea where I'm going with this story.