A/N I do not own these characters. ABC does. Though they do not treat them well I will.

Part 2 Smut NC-17

Natalie knocked on John's door. When he didn't answer she kept knocking. After about 5 minutes of knocking Natalie, now very worried, took out her key and let her self in. Her first thought when she walked in was that he had been robbed. Everything was all over the floor. The phone was off the hook on the floor like it had been thrown there.

Stepping in the doorway and shutting the door Natalie finally spotted John. He was on the couch clinging to a pillow like it was a life preserver and he was a drowning man. There were tear tracks on his face. Her heart broke seeing the pain he was and in that moment Natalie knew that she would do anything to take that pain away.

Kneeling beside the couch Natalie gently touched John's shoulder and shook him awake. "John.. John..?" Natalie called.

John felt a hand on his shoulder and opened his eyes. He thought he was still dreaming. "Natalie," he murmured, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I love you."

Natalie drew back in shock. Had he just said he loved her? Her heart sped up and she said, "John?"

Startled that she was really there John sat up and stared at her in disbelief. "Natalie?" he gasped, "your really here?" Reaching out a hand to touch her to make sure she was real. As his hand got close to her face he snatched it back in fear that this was just a dream.

Natalie seeing this gently cupped his face with her hand. John closed his eyes savoring the contact. After a few seconds his eyes snapped open and he looked at her in shock. She was real and she was here!

"Natalie?" John asked before he grabbed her and pulled her into his arms and held on for dear life. "Oh god! I missed you Natalie. I missed you so much!" He choked out his whole body shaking with the force of his emotions.

Natalie wrapped her arms around John and held him until he stopped shaking. When he stopped shaking Natalie pulled back slightly. "Why are you here?" John asked when he could speak.

"I came to talk to you." Natalie said gently, looking at him with love in her eyes.

"I don't understand," John said, "But I do know that I need to tell you something before you say another word."

"Ok," Natalie said, then waited while John tried to form the words.

Taking a deep breath John reached out to take Natalie's face in his hands, looking her straight in the eye, "I love you! I love you more then anything on this earth. I'm so sorry I lied to you. You have to believe me. I'm so sorry." John said frantically.

"John," Natalie said smiling brightly. "John," she said again when it looked like he would interrupt her. "I forgive you. I love you too."

John looked at her incredulously, "you forgive me, You love me?" When Natalie nodded John jumped up off the couch, dragging her with him, wrapped his arms around her kissing her senseless.

"What..about..Cris?" John asked between kisses. Natalie pulled back for a second and said, "we're over. I'm filing for divorce." John smiled a smile Natalie had never seen before. It was full of joy and happiness. At that moment John was happier then he had ever been before.

"I love you so much, Natalie!" he said before reclaiming her mouth. Natalie opened her mouth under his and John slipped his tongue inside to mate with hers. As he kissed her John's hands were traveling under her shirt and up her back.

Natalie shuddered under John's hands. He was so gentle yet so passionate. There wasn't anything Natalie wanted more then to make love to him at this moment. "Take me to bed, John" Natalie whispered into his mouth.

With out saying a word John picked her up in his arms, walked over to the bed, and set her down gently. John took off his shirt then bent over her, crawling up the bed until he was looking her straight in the eye. "I love you Natalie." He said with such fierce passion that Natalie moaned.

Natalie reached for John's head pulling it down to her. Taking his mouth with a possessiveness that thrilled him, John moaned into her mouth. John's hands ran up and down Natalie's body setting of tiny fires under her skin. But still it wasn't enough. Natalie broke the kiss and pulled her shirt and bra off in one swift move.

"I never thought that I would ever be able to do this again," John said as he cupped her bare breast in his hand. He rubbed his thumb over he nipple and Natalie moaned. He bent down and placed a chaste kiss on her breast before moving to her nipple and pulling it in his mouth, sucking lightly.

Natalie began to lean back on to the bed and John went with her, not releasing her. When she was flat on the bed John let go of her nipple and moved to the other breast. Giving that one the same treatment John enjoyed the way he was making Natalie react.

Natalie was drowning in sensation, in pleasure. Her hands roamed John's back restlessly before moving to the front of his jeans. "John," she murmured.

John looked up from where he was loving her breast. "What?" He asked as he placed tiny biting kisses from her navel to her neck.

Moving her hips in a circular motion she moaned, "I need you John."

That was all John needed to hear. He was up and shucking the rest of his cloths in a flash. After he got out of his own cloths he helped Natalie with hers. Soon they were both naked and John was rising above her. Looking into her eyes he asked, "are you sure?"

Natalie, on fire for him, nodded and slid her legs around his waist, pulling him close. John moaned and pushed into her, moaning again when she rotated her hips causing him to sink deeper into her then he ever had before. Pulling out then pushing in again John started the dance that would bring them both to paradise.

Natalie moved with John and they fell into a rhythm that had them both moaning in exquisite pleasure. Soon it proved too much for Natalie and she climaxed, her inner muscles milking John, pulling him over the edge into ecstasy with her.

After a few minutes John looked down at Natalie, he gave her a hard kiss and started to roll off her.

"No." Natalie said. Bringing her arms around him to hold him to hold him in place, "I like you there." She said with a grin.

After a while John rolled off her and brought her to his side holding her tightly against him. "I really do love you, Natalie." He said needing her to believe him. It seemed like he couldn't say it enough.

"I know John. I love you too." Natalie snuggled into his side almost asleep, and murmured, "Merry Christmas John." John smiled and held her close. "Merry Christmas Natalie." And in each others arms they both fell into a deep sleep, filled with joy, hope and happiness for the new year.

The End